Unbelievable
I can't believe that ex-boyfriend of mine would do that to me! He almost told him the truth. though this secret I have been keeping for years. I have to hide it from the one I love a bit longer. Even if I do wonder what Arthur did give him though. I find out tomorrow. What Mattie won't know, won't hurt him that much. But it would affect him if he finds out my little secret.
Though I did hide the pair of binoculars well enough to not arouse too much suspicion of spying on him though. The pair of binoculars did work wonders at how much I saw. As well as knowing what he does most of the time. He doesn't know, I always do notice him and know of his existence.
Even though the person I am crazy for has no clue or idea what so ever. Others won't know what happen to me as I fall in love more and more each day. All for him. For now I'll find ways for Mattie to be mine.
As for a good luck charm to keep me going, as well as finding new ways to do so. It is always hidden away.
My ears perk as I listen to the song on the radio in my bedroom as I look at Mattie house next door. A smile forming on my lips.
Every time I see your face
My heart takes off on a high speed chase
Now don't be scared, it's only love
Baby, that we're falling in
A content sigh let loose out of my mouth as I hear the song flow. As well as my body relaxing and memories unfolding. The memories of just me and Mattie as we grown up together.
I can't wait till tomorrow
This feeling has swallowed me whole
And know that I've lost control
This heart that I've followed
Has left me so hollow
That was then, this is now, yeah you have changed everything
I know a hero like me should not act like a love sick puppy. But I would never miss a chance to be Mattie's hero.
Every time I see your face
My heart takes off on a high speed chase
Now don't be scared, it's only love
That we're falling in
I would never do you wrong
Or let you down or lead you on
Don't look down, it's only love
Baby, that we're falling in
I'm standing in your driveway
It's midnight and I'm sideways
To find out if you feel the same
Won't be easy, have my doubts too
But it's over, without you I'm just lost, incomplete
Yeah you feel like home, home to me
It always feels right to be with Mattie then witn anyone else I would go near. The heart of mines never seems to settle until he is near. My hands still clasp around the toy UfO I have, my personal good luck charm.
Every time I see your face
My heart takes off on a high speed chase
Now don't be scared, it's only love
That we're falling in
I would never do you wrong
Or let you down or lead you on
Don't look down, it's only love
Baby, that we're falling in
All those nights I stayed awake
Thinking of all the ways to make you mine
All of those smiles will never fade
Never run out of ways to blow my mind
I know that I stay awake at nights just because me, the hero, is thinking about him.
Every time I see your face
My heart takes off on a high speed chase
Now don't be scared, it's only love
That we're falling in
I would never do you wrong
Or let you down or lead you on
Don't look down, it's only love
Baby, that we're falling in
Don't be scared, it's only love
Baby, that we're falling in
Hopefully he'll notice. Notice what he does to me, like some kind of spells that lure me towards him and only him. To gravitate towards him and his beatiful eyes. I know I'll find ways to make him mine amd only mine. To find ways for him to realize how much he means to me, and he is not invisable to me,