Hey everyone, please be nice to me, this is the first time I've written an adult story!
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Disclaimer: these characters belong to SM (but we all know that right?)
A loud snoring woke me from my dream and I squinted at the bright light shining from the tv screen. The credits were rolling from the chick flick me and Jacob were watching. As usual, we'd both fallen asleep, his body was slumped against the sofa and I had realised I was cradling the arm that was propped up against the edge. I felt my face heat up as I slung it to the side.
Jacob had been round every night for almost three weeks, keeping me company as I drown my sorrows in hot chocolate fudge cake and shots of tequila. Edward, my high school love had just dumped me for another girl, Tanya. The slut had moved to forks just two months ago and instantly set her claws into him. I shouldn't be shocked, Edward had been pulling away. But he threw away a six year relationship, just like that.
Jacob, my faithful best friend had been looking out for me, honestly I don't know what I would do without him. He'd been there as a comfort blanket, there to sooth me and then some. My girls, Angela and Emily had rallied around me too but there's just something different about Jake being here for me.
I looked at Jakes face as he slept. He almost looked like the young teenager that befriended me all those years ago. Except a strong jawline, high cheekbones and physique that most men- and women- would kill for. Jacob has never really gotten serious with anyone, who knows why not, he could have his pick of the rez. But he really only had flings, which he liked to describe in detail to me. God only knows how many times he's tried to gross me out with them! But judging from the looks I get from women when we are out together, he has quite the reputation with the ladies.
I kicked him with my foot to wake him.
"Come on Jake you big oaf! Wake up!" I shoved his shoulder as he grunts.
"Alright Jake, taking off my top…" his eyes fluttered open instantly. I rolled my eyes and huffed.
"For goodness sake Jake, is that all you think about?" I got up and walked to switch the set off. Jacob got up and scratched his side and head, reminding me of a large monkey.
"You know it Bells. What time is it?" he peeked out of the curtains, the night had completely come in as we had slept.
"I dunno. Want to stay over?" I yawned as I walked to the kitchen.
"Yeah sure. You know I was supposed to see Cherry tonight. I'll have to call her and cancel. Can I borrow your phone?" without waiting for a reply he picked up my cell. I scoffed at him.
"Cherry? Seriously Jake? What kind of a name is that? Where'd you pick her up, a truck stop?" I snickered as I poured myself a drink.
"Close. A supermarket. She asked me to reach for a melon. I thought she said something else. It was a whole bit," he shrugged his shoulders but had the decency to blush a little. I rolled my eyes. He shut the phone off after getting no answer. He looked at the screen and his brows furrowed.
"What is it?" I asked leaning against the door frame as I drank.
"You have a message," from the look on his face he didn't have to tell me who it was from. He walked towards him and we swapped; he took the glass from me and downed the rest of my water and put it safely out of harms way.
"What does it say," he asked in a hushed voice. I read the text.
Can you come pick up your stuff? We need to talk. E.
I ignored it and tossed it on the sofa. As far as I'm concerned he can burn anything I've left there, I couldn't give a rats ass about the photos and mementos I left at our house. His house.
"Nothing much, nothing to be concerned over," I looked over at Jake and he looked concerned.
"Don't look so worried Jake, it'll ruin your looks for the ladies," I chuckled and sat down.
"I don't know Bella, you've been shattered since he left. Every time your phone buzzes you jump. You're drunk most nights. I think maybe I should be worried." He sat down next to me and wrapped an arm around me.
"Look I just need a distraction. Something needs to change around here starting with me." He looked bemused but I shrugged my shoulders.
Old whiney and clingy Bella needs to go. It's time I become a new independent and maybe even a sexier version of myself. What I need is the girls and their help to reinvent me. I've just got to figure out how to do it.
The next day I met with Angela and Emily, hoping that they would give me some advice on what to do.
"What you need is to get back out there Bella. Let's face it, you've been with one guy your whole life, it's time to taste the different flavours out there!" Emily tossed her long hair back. Emily had been my friend for a couple of years. She had found love with Jakes friend Sam and the rest was history for the two. Both are happily married and from the stories she tells us, a very interesting sex life.
"It's just not that easy for me! Edward and I, we never really did much in that department. I tried a couple of time, but he always just seemed worried. I don't know like he would break me if he went too rough." Angela tutted beside me and Emily rolled her eyes.
"Even Ben and I have to have some variety. Right now we're into role playing. It keeps thing exciting!" Angela blushes and Emily chortles into her wine glass. I've known Angela since high school. Both wall flowers we instantly hit it off.
"Our sweet innocent baby," she fluttered her eye lashes at Angela and we all giggled.
"This is what I mean guys! What shall I do?"
"What you need is a list," Emily raised her eyebrows at me and Angela nodded her head enthusiastically.
"A list?"
"Yeah. So when me and Sam started to see each other, we made a list of what kind of things we wanted to cross of our sex list. Let's just say to this day I'm thankful for it. We never would have been as comfortable with each other if we hadn't laid everything on the line."
"Yeah me and Ben never made a list per say, but we always talk about our options!"
"But we're missing one thing- a willing man." I ordered another round for the table. The waiter was cute in a boy next door kind of way. He winked at me as he walked away.
"That's the beauty of it Bella! You can have any and as many guys as you want. All you have to do is have a set goal. You'll be a sex goddess in no time!" Emily purred at me. The waiter had returned with our drinks at that moment and I blushed bright red as he raised his eyebrows at me. The others laughed at me.
"See Bella! You're already working your magic without trying," cackled Ang. I downed half of my wine and closed my eyes. As I opened them Emily pulled out a pen from her purse and picked up a napkin from the middle of the table.
"Let's start right now. First your standard dirty talk. Also role play. Outdoors maybe? A good ol' quickie, a threesome-
"A threesome? Who would I do that with?!"
"Bella you're missing the point! You can do it with whoever you want to! Write down some kinky stuff too Emily- bdsm, voyerisum, public-
"Angela! That's so…naughty," Emily snickers. She and Angela go back and forth until they have come up with a pretty substantial list. I can feel myself burning under their scrutiny. I never knew my friends could be so liberal! A steady stream of drinks come as they talk and by the end I find myself quite tipsy.
"Alright cupcake here's the list. We start the new Bella at the weekend." Emily handed it over and I slipped it into my bag. I call a taxi to come and pick me up and head back home. I'm struggling with the key when I hear noise behind the door. It swings open and I'm greeted with the large torso that is Jacob.
"What are you doing here?" I manage to get out. I collapse on the sofa and throw my shoes off. I empty my bag on the coffee table looking for my phone. No new massages. Thank god.
"I let myself in after Sam told me you'd gone out with the girls. I figured you'd need some help if you've been drinking all afternoon," he chuckled as he went to get me a glass of water.
"Awww aren't you sweet Jakey," I focused on the wall realising that is was tilting a bit. I grabbed for the water that Jake gave me and felt a touch better after I had finished it.
"So someone got lucky!" Jake reached forward but I couldn't read what he had in his hand.
"So who's the lucky- wait what is this?" he waved the napkin and I came to my senses. I lunged for it but he easily held it out of my way.
"Public sex? Bdsm? A quickie in a closet? What is this?" he burst out laughing as I covered my head in shame and groaned.
"What is this at the bottom? I Bella will be a strong independent and sexy woman who will complete this sexy list. May by face be eaten by the fifty cats that are in my future as a lonely spinster if I fail to do so." I curled up in a ball completely embarrassed.
"So who's the lucky fella Bella?" Jacob sang at me as he plonked down next to me.
"No one," I mumbled as I slowly sat up. "The girls thought it would be a good idea for me to get out there and let my freak flag fly, so to speak." I couldn't look him in the face as I explained it to him.
"Well, have anyone in mind?" he laid his arm out on the back of the sofa but I refused to lean into him.
"I don't know Jake! I don't want to just pick up some random in the club. But I don't know anyone else who I'd want to do this with." We sat in silence for a few minutes as I let the idea sink in. what was I getting myself into? Could I really do this with some stranger?
"You do know someone," my eyes shot up as Jakes voice became shaky.
"I do?"
"Yeah. Me." Jacob gulped as he looked at me. Oh boy.
I know, I know- no lemons! But I had to set up the story somehow! Trust me, every chapter after this will be full of them!
Peace and love xoxo