this is a story from Jaspers point of view it's from the beginning of new moon at Bella's birthday.

warning nothing like twilight read at your own risk this is a dark story filled with graphic details and foul language.

Thank you

bethy

Bella's birthday is coming up and Alice insisted we have a party for her. I knew that that was a bad idea, but it's not like she would listen to me. Her and Edward, or Fuckward I have dubbed him, are planning something that involved getting rid of Bella. After all, why have a birthday party for a girl who hates being the centre of attention, plus why hold one in a house full of bloodthirsty Vampires? I will never know what goes on in that pixie bitches head. Though I have planned something big to counteract whatever plan they have come up with. One Peter and Charlotte were waiting for something bad to go down to slip in when confusion was filling the house take Bella to the hospital stage her death and take her to the south. Once in the south, I would Join them and turn Bella.

I had been hunting a lot in the days leading up to Bella's birthday. I will be glad once I leave Alice and the other members of the clan see what Fuckward and pixie bitch have been doing. It was only a matter of time before they rejoined my clan and realised what been a true vampire was. Carlisle can stick to his diet and so can the others. It's not a diet that makes a vampire but how they live. I like the way the Cullen's live and so my clan will be living like that.

The day arrives and everyone has gone hunting but I don't, I knew I needed to be the one to be blamed so the rest of the clan can finally see what type of people Alice and Edward really are. Though I obviously like dark hair Alice wasn't right for me, For one she was just too girly and controls what I looked like. Where as though Bella was from Phoenix Arizona we both had similar up brings even if it's a different time entirely. Bella was taller of the two and had more beauty. Her eyes were the most beautiful chocolate brown her hair was brown not as dark as Alice black hair but it had red and mahogany colouring to it. Her skin is beautiful fair and very clear. Her mouth is just so inviting.

Getting lost in my own thought about when my eyes first landed on Bella. My world suddenly became very bright and Bella is what made it so. Edward had forbidden me from ever speaking or going near her. soon he was going to meet arise so that would go out with a bang. I never could stop thinking about her. I knew everything there was to her and who she was but Edward had begun to change her to suit him. I had let Alice buy her a hideous dress but I about her something too. one thing I knew she would love her favourite book in the first edition I couldn't give it to her at the party but I would give it to her.

Patiently waiting for Bella and Edward to arrive. Alice is running around like a compleat and utter idiot trying her best to make the house look perfect. God, why would we need such a large cake Bella is the only one eating. My gift was with Peter and Charlotte waiting for the time when it could be opened. Holding my breath as I hear Bella's Truck pull up. She is arguing with Edward insisting she doesn't want a party. Frome the sounds of it Bella is winning though Edward is forcing her to do this, I still find it funny how Edward mistook her for his mate when Alice and he obviously were seeing each other in secret.

When she walks in I can't help but chuckle Her mood was quite smug. After all who can say they have won a battle with a mind reader. Well her mind is inaccessible because of her gift or gifts. She isn't wearing Alice gift she's wearing a dark green dress and reaches her knee, some boots and a plaid jacket. She looks stunning with no makeup on and her hair down. Rosalie does a double take when looking at her because she is completely different from the girl we normally see. Emmett who is like a child at times runs up to her and hugs her gently.

"Not happy birthday Bella." She burst out laughing.

"Thanks, Em" She smiles a true smile and everyone in the room gasps except Fuckward and pixie Bitch they scowl.

"Bella what happened to you why the sudden change. I don't like you like this." Edward underminds her as if he has a say in the way she is. Carlise and Esme begin to look disgusted.