I don't own Big Time Rush. If I did teens wouldn't be seeing it on tv. This is a story where anyone that is a guy that has a crush on Carlos can put themselves it to the Caracter Conan witch is based off me.

The California sun felt warm on my face. Finally going to take my chance at making it big. The brisk ocean breeze vitalized my thoughts and stimulated my memories, memories about Carlos. It was hard to believe it was it was six months since we met and started dating. It had been a hold big secret. A month ago he finally told his dad about him and I and it was a shock but he should have seen my smile. I slept so well ands I was so sad not to be there with him. Today he was going to see him again. Carlos had asked me to come to Hollywood to try and myself famous. So I booked a flight last week and asked for help from my parents. They new how much I wanted to go for the shot to get my work out there, so they had me get info on the cost and gave me six months to make it big. I planned on doing my best. Talking to Carlos last night gave me such excitement that I only got sleep on the flight. He said that he was going to tell his friends about today about how we met and all that and he was nervous. He had to tell the whole story and he wanted to be there for him. The Palm Woods was a lot less then what I had expected, then again I thought big and elegant. Though I've learn it only as grand as how you going to make it feel. I gazed the lobby to see if I could catch Carlos but he might be at the pool, still asleep or with Gustavo getting ready for there album release that was happening within a few weeks. I just walked up to the desk and checked in and was greeted by a hefty man.

"Hello and welcome to the Palm Wood. I Mr. Bitters the Hotel Manager."

"Ah yes. Nice to meet you Mr. Bitters. Conan Smith checking in."

"Let me check." He types on the computer keyboard quickly. "Ah yes Conan Smith. You paid for six months in advance correct?"

"Yes sir."

"Ah some respect at least. ID please."

I scrummaged my army green messenger bag. I twisted the two flat headed copper knobs and listed the flab that had the embroidered Celtic tree of life on it and grabbed out my wallet and pulled out my ID. "Here you go." And handed it to him.

"Ok." He turned and went in to his office and was back with in thirty seconds. "Here's you ID and just sign this. It stats that you are responsible of the room. No Parties. No destroying the room or making changes, and no hooligan acts on the premises. And failure to obey any of these rules three times is cause for being kick out of the Palm Woods."

"Alright." And quickly signed my name.

"Here's your key. Enjoy your stay at the Palm Woods." He hatefully smiled and saw that I would be more trouble then I looked.

"Ok that guy has one too many screws loose." I though and quickly went to my room to unpacked. AS soon as I go to my floor I had a corner to turn and I was knocked down by none other then Carlos and he had his helmet on meaning that he was goofing around with his friends. I was about to say something when the other three guys tripped and fell on us. I lips quickly touched and it wasn't how I though our reunion kiss would turn out. I saw him turn red quickly and I saw it fade just as quickly as it came and I couldn't help but smile. The all got up groaning me more then the rest of them.

"Hey sorry about that." Said the guy with the shortest hair. "I'm Logan By the way. New to the Palm Woods."

"Yea I am." I replied.

"Hey is there any way we can make it up to you for knocking you down." Said the one with the medium hair and bushy eyebrows.

"Yea. Could you help me find my room and maybe later a roller hockey game?" Carlos Gave me that look like I said the wrong but also right thing.

"Oh yea. How good are you man.?" Ask the longest haired on who you could tell sends too much time in front of the mirror.

"I'm decent, but mot team material I just play for fun and to help me think. Well I'm Conan by the way"

"James." Said the longer haired one who I'm calling mirror boy for my personal private enjoyment.

"Kendall." Said bushy brows. Though he seems very sweet and gentle hearted.

"Carlos." Said my baby just so he wasn't out of place with the guys.

"Well here's my room. How about I catch you guys later say about eight tonight? I have to job hunt real quickly."

"Whys that?" they all asked.

"Well my parents paid for six months for me to be here that's it. Plus with what I'm aiming at I'm going to need to get supplies o do my work."

"So what are you here to try and get into?" asked Kendall.

"Well I'm a writer with screen plays and songs, direct what I right and I sew all clothing that extra for what I do."

"Cool I guess you and James are going to get along well." Said Carlos to ease myself to being ecepted my them before the found out the whole story.

I laughed. "Well I might be able to do something but it'll be hard to make him look good with what I do with him not looking like he spent half the day in front of the mirror."

They all laughed beside James. "Hey I only spend an hour in the bathroom a day to make this look good."

I just replied "Yea is that including the shower?"

"No." he replied.

"Then I guess its fifty five minutes too many. I'll meet you guys later." And went into my room and it was a complete disappointment. I had a lot of work to do to make it feel like I was at home and a whole lot of trickery with Mr. Bitters.

"Hey guys can I talk to you guys for a bit?"

"Sure what's up Carlos?" replied Kendall.

"How would you guys feel if I kept something from you guys for a while?"

"Like what and how long?" replied Logan.

"Like six months and me dating someone?" Carlos said with is half smile.

"What?" the other three said in unison.

"Lets talk in the room and just us please." Replied Carlos nervous as all can be and it showed on his face.

They got back to the room and put the Do not Disturb sign on the door. Apparently Mrs. Knight and Katie went out. That was a good sign. They where all standing around. "So who's the girl your dating.?" Asked James. "What's she look like?"

"Well it no a she actually?" replied Carlos.

"What do you mean?" asked Logan. They all had a puzzled look on their faces.

Carlos took a deep breath. "Well. I'm Bisexual and I'm dating Conan."

"What? You're dating a guy." Asked James.

"Whoo. Whoo. Whoo. The guy we just met. And what do you MEAN your Bisexual?" asked Kendall

"I mean I like both guys and girls. And yes the guy we just met."

"Well it is possibly." Replied Logan. "Just I just can't really see that with you Carlos."

"Well would it be easier to understand if I explained to you how me and him meet and how this all started?"

Kendall, James, and Logan all looked at each other. "Yes." They all said at once and sat on the couch.

I took the keys I received and left the Palm Woods and did my best to look for a job. I looked back and hoped with all my might that Carlos was doing well with explaining everything.