Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight.
There comes a point in life when you get tired. So tired, in fact, that you want to just give up. You want to just lie down in the middle of a road and wait. Wait for your demise.
Leah wished so much for that - to be able to lie down and give up.
But she knew that she could not let that tired feeling get to her.
That feeling - that tired feeling - it overwhelms you. Makes you feel like you're panicking and you just want out but you can't. You want to claw at your chest, scratch and tear at your clothes because you're suffocating; and you can't breathe.
"How do you sleep at night?" Leah asks herself one night as she stares at herself in the mirror. "How can you stand to sleep when you're constantly destroying the people around you?"
She realized then that, in fact, she did not want to be the burden she knew she was.
She went to bed that night and woke up a new person.
I probably gonna post more chapters / I liked writing this.