Hey! Okay, so this isn't really my form of writing. I wrote it for one of my friends. His birthday was coming up and he wanted a story so yeah. Anyway, it's rated T for a reason. Has mentions of suicide. Just a warning. :) Please enjoy! Review if you would like to! Thanks loves!(: Oh, for the people that were affected by hurricane Sandy, I'm praying that you're fine. :)

Disclaimer: I do not own Austin and Ally. Goodbye, Disclaimer.

A&A

"Austin, come on!" Ally pleaded to no avail. Austin shook his head for the thousandth time that day. Ally had been trying to convince him to make a wish when it became 11:11 later that day. "No, Ally. I don't believe in that shit. I already told you." He replied annoyed.

Ally winced at his use of language. You see, she didn't approve of this 'new Austin.' He cussed and was a jerk all of the time because of one girl that broke his heart. She had used him.

Austin no longer smiled like he used too. Ally missed his smile. She frowned and sighed in resignation. Immediately, she returned to her place behind the counter. "Why have you changed so much?" Ally asked aloud accidently. She quickly covered her mouth as if it would swallow up her words. Unfortunately, it didn't.

Austin looked at her, astonished, with a tinge of guilt. It faded away and now he looked furious. "Changed? Why have I changed? Oh, I don't know. You tell me. Did you have your heart broken like I did? Did you spend countless night crying yourself to sleep? Did you ever ask yourself if you were good enough? Huh? Of course not." He huffed angrily.

"Because you're perfect," he muttered lowly. Ally, however, had great-working ears. She snapped her head up and glared at Austin. "Perfect? You think I'm perfect? Austin, there is absolutely nothing perfect about me! Yes, I do know what it's like to have a broken heart. I spent months crying, not nights. And yes, I definitely asked myself if I was good enough. Hell, I even tried suicide, Austin! Did you know any of this? Of course not." Ally took a deep breath before continuing,

"You were too busy with your bitchy girlfriend to notice. Now, do you still think I have a perfect life? Because I sure as hell don't," she yelled, thanking the Gods that no one was in the store at the moment. Austin stared at Ally with complete shock and guilt. "I h-had no i-idea, Ally. I'm s-so sorry," he said sincerely. Ally looked at him with tears in her eyes.

"Of course you are, Austin. Everyone is. Don't feel sorry for me though, you obviously have much more serious problems that anyone." She looked once more at him before stomping up the stairs to the practice room, slamming the door shut angrily.

Austin stood in place trying to soak in all the given information. How could he have been so selfish? All this time, he was mourning over his own heartbreak, he didn't even notice that Ally was acting a bit strange. Now he knew why.

She was broken and he had been too selfish to notice. Austin slid down to the floor and ran a hand through his blonde hair. He was foolish; he was shocked; he was many things, in fact.

Fear was just another one. Fear in life.

A&A

"Ally, can you please open the door?" Austin asked quietly. Ally had been playing the piano for about an hour, and Austin wasn't leaving until she opened the door.

"Austin, just go away," said a very stubborn Ally. "Alls, please," Austin begged. Anyone who knew Austin would straight up tell you he wasn't one to beg.

He leaned his head on the door and slid down. He put his head in his hands and let the tears fall. He sure felt manly right now. The door slowly opened revealing a tear-stained Ally. He looked up with tears in his eyes and his hair all over the place. He stood up swiftly and stepped closer to Ally.

"Alls, I'm so sorry. God, I was so stupid and selfish. I let a girl ruin our friendship. I-" He was cut off by Ally's strained voice. "It's fine, Austin. I overreacted, that's all," she said, smiling reassuringly.

Austin, however, frowned. "I don't deserve this, Ally. I'm nothing but an ass to you and yet you always forgive me. I wouldn't be able to do it if I was in your shoes. Why Ally? Why do you put up with me?" Austin asked, voice etched with guilt. He knew he had changed; not at all what he thought change would be like.

Austin wanted to be a good person; he wanted to change back. "Austin, I believe in you. I know you don't want to be like this. Rachel was the cause. But you have to move on. Forget her. I know you can," Ally said sincerely and truthfully. Her eyes told it all.

Austin looked at her before engulfing her in a hug. Ally instinct-wise wrapped her tiny arms around him. It was a pretty amazing thing really. They were made perfectly for each other, but neither of them chose to acknowledge this.

The way they were oblivious to anything, and everything, involving romance between the two, drove everyone mad. They pulled away and smiled warmly at each other. Austin had missed Ally so much, and he hadn't realized how much until he hugged her.

"Alls, I missed you," Austin whispered quietly. Ally looked at him confused. "Austin, you see me everyday,"she stated. Austin still had his arms wrapped around her waist loosely. He nodded knowingly.

"I know, but it's been forever since we just hung out without yelling." It was true. Most of the time, the smallest thing would set a war of words off. They'd had many arguments since Austin and Rachel started going out, and even more since they broke up.

Ally laughed lightly and smiled broadly. "Well then," she started,"why don't we just have a day to ourselves?" She suggested. Austin smiled and nodded in agreement. "That would be amazing," he replied quietly.

Ally- much to Austin's dismay- unwrapped her arms from his neck and walked toward the door. Austin wasn't having any of it and grabbed her hand; the normal friend gesture.

"That's better," he said while opening the door. She hid her blush and walked into the practice room. "So, uhm, do you want to write a song or chill?" Ally asked after clearing her throat awkwardly.

Austin thought for a second. All he really wanted to do was talk. Especially about what Ally had told him earlier. "Ally, you know we have to talk," he finally replied quietly.

Ally let go of his hand and sat down on the piano bench. Austin sighed and sat down right next to her. By now, they were both used to having no room left on that bench. They weren't complaining though.

"I know, but it would be a lot easier if we just dropped it, y'know?" Ally said bluntly. Austin laughed for the first time in a long time, and it felt amazing. Ally smiled happily at him, and Austin felt his heart flutter in all directions. He ignored it as well as possible and played some more random notes. Ally spoke up shortly. "So what do we need to talk about?"

Austin stopped playing and turned to face her. "Everything. Mainly, you tried to kill yourself?" He asked, concern etched on his face. Ally slowly nodded and looked down ashamed. "Yeah, it was stupid. I felt alone though."

Austin felt his heart break at the tone in her voice. It was cold and painful sounding. "What happened, though?" He asked quietly. Ally was known for being a lively, sweet, happy, person with many friends. Austin knew something terrible had to have happened to take Ally to the extreme.

Ally closed her eyes remembering with detail everything that had occurred. Before she knew it, the tears were spilling and she was sobbing. Austin reacted quickly by wrapping his arms around her shoulder and bringing her closer to him. He kissed the side of her head and prayed that everything was fine.

"Shh, Ally. Don't cry. I'm here for you. I won't leave. I promise," he whispered. It was killing Austin to see Ally so vulnerable and broken. She was always strong. "I'm sorry, Austin. I-I think I'm r-ready to tell you, though. I-it may be hard," she said, determined as always. Austin nodded an waited for her to continue.

Okay, so that's Part 1 of 2. I just wanted to get this up for one of my friends. So Matt, if you're reading this, you're welcome. :) Oh and you better review!(:
Alright, so this was a bit of a different writing style for me, in case you didn't notice; if you read my other stories, then you probably did.
The rest will be up later though :) It's not a chapter story. Just has 2 parts. :)
Review, if you please. It would mean a lot. Tell me how I can improve :) Thanks loves!

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