Adam's POV
I never thought I'd be that person. Sure, I've seen them in tv such as 'man survives shooting' or 'girl survives car crash'. I just never pictured myself as being a survivor.
But what I don't understand is what happens to the person after that. It's like you survived a house that was on fire… so, what now? What do I do? Or where do I go? I ask these questions to myself every second of everyday.
Anyways, here I am, sitting on my crappy worn out couch in my shithole apartment. It's been a month since the 'bathroom' (that's what I call it) but it feels like it was just yesterday. Now, I just don't know what to do with my life. I'm broke, I lost my crappy job as a photographer, and that landlady has been annoying me about the rent. I just don't know what to do now. All I do these days is sit on my couch and just think about the 'bathroom'. How is this living a better life? How was I supposed to learn from being shot in my shoulder and being left for dead? If anything, I feel even more miserable and worthless than I was before. I just don't what to do with my life now; I've lost faith, in everything…