"It's fine. I'm fine. This is just another day. Just another day I'll have to go though."
That is what she thought to herself every day.
Every day as her world fell around her – that is, if one could even say that such a being as her had a world.
Every day as those white walls seemed to close in on her.
Every time he appeared. The smell of roses revealing him before she even were able to hear his steps. His pink hair and flower powers being betrayed each time he talked to he, revealing that manly voice that spilled so many words, lies, nothing but lies.
"Your hero is near." Just another lie, she could not feel his presence anywhere near the castle. That's at least what she told herself. "But he's only here to look for his friends. His beloved Riku and Kairi. Not you." Cutting words, but the where not true, because Sora wasn't there. He had no reason to be anywhere near her. "Good job on pulling him in, Namine." She had pulled him to the castle. She was the reason he was there. He were truly near, and it was because of her. "Now you can start replacing his memories of them with the ones of you." Replacing such a horrible way to put it… she would simply be showing him their shared dreams. The reason he was there. There was nothing wrong with doing that. Nothing at all. So she picked up her dear pencil and started pouring life on to the pages. It's was alright. It was completely fine.
At least… as long as she didn't wake up from that fragile illusion she had wrapped herself in.