"i dont feel very well,"i said to blaine as they sat together in their history class. blaine noticed that he was looking a little flustered.

"just take a few deep breaths and im sure youll be fine in a couple of minutes," blaine replied as the bell went to signal the end of the lesson. he took hold of my hand and then squeezed it gently. "i have to go to my next class. ill see you in glee rehersal."

"how you feeling?" blaine asked me as soon as i walked through the door. i shrugged.

"a little better. still a little dizzy though," i replied.

"take it easy then," blaine said. i nodded and sat down in the chairnext to blaines, just as mr schue walked through the door.

"ok everybody! today we will be practising for regionals but we will be doing kurts solo with quinn and mercedes as santana, finn, brittney and rachel arnet here. everyone was baffled by rachels absence. it was not like her to be late for anything. especially when it had something to do with performing. i brushed it off. her and finn were probably making out somewhere, the same for santana and brittney. i stood up and walked into the center of the room, mercades and quinn right behind me. i heard the familiar song playing and when it got to my part i started to sing.

something has changed within me

something is not the same

im through with playing by the rules of someone elses game

too late for second guessing

too late to go back to sleep

its time to trust my instincts

close my eyes and leap!

its time to try defying gravity

i think ill try defying gravity

kiss me goodbye...

suddenly all the blood rushed to my head and the world started to spin and then turn black.

next thing i know, i am on my back with one persons voice cutting through the fuzzy jumble above my face. blaine.

"kurt. kurt! are you alright? speak to me kurt!" i could hear blaine saying. i opened my eyes properly and saw that blaine was knelling over me, my head resting in his knee. mercades was holding my hand.

"kurt, are you ok to sit up?" blaine asked me. i couldnt quite speak so i just nodded and blaine and mercadeds helped pull me into a sitting postion. i took a deep breath in.

" i just want to go home," i said.

"ill take you," blaine told me. he helped me to my feet and i found myself leaning heavily on him for support beccause i was still a bit wobbly. blaine half carried and half dragged me out of the door and down the corrido, to the main entrance.

"i will take you home in my car and i will bring you back tomorrow to come and get it. youre lucky its saturady tomorrow so you dont have to miss school," blaine told me. i opened my mouth to protest but i could tell by the look on her face that it was not open for discussion so i kept my mouth shut.

when we got to my house, blaine knocked on the door. there was no answer.

"my dad will still be at work. theres no one home. youll have to use my key," i told him.

" where is your key?" he asked me.

" in my pocket," i said, indicating to my left pocket. he reached in a took my key out, unlocking the front door with it. he dragged me indoors. when the door was closed blaine said

"forget this! i am not dragging you all the way to your room," and then he picked me up, bridal style and carried me. i am really glad that he didnt do that when we were at school otherwise i would have to drop out due to pure mortification.

blaine pushed my bedroom door open gently with his foot and layed me out on the bed tucking me under the covers. he placed a kiss to my forehad and whispered

"ill see you later."

he turned to leve, but i grabbed hold of his wrist.

"where are you going?" i asked him. "i want you to stay with me. please." i could see that blaine was unsure, but when he saw the tears welling up in my eyes, he knew that i really didnt like being left alone in the house.

"ok" he whispered and lay on top of the bed next to me. it was a tight fit as i only had a single bed so we had to lie pretty close to eachother. i layed my head on blaines chest.

"i am glad that you are here with me" i told him and he rubbed my back with his hand.

"go to sleep, baby" he whispered to me, so i closed my eyes for a nap.

i dont know what time it was, but when i woke, it was dark outside so i guessed it was at least 12 o clock. my dad would have been home, found him and left them to sleep by now. i suddenly felt a wave of nausea upon and dashed in to my bathroom and threw myself down at the toilet jst as it hit. when i had finished, i wiped my mouth on a piece of toilet paper and rested my head on the seat for a moment.

just then i felt warm hands resting on my . he rubbed my back and pulled me in to lean on him.

"its ok baby," he wispered to me over and over again. "your all sweaty. lets get this soaking wet t-shirt off you."

i noticed that he was right, my t-shirt was soaking. i raised my arms so he could pull it over my head.

"lets get you back into bed" blaine said to me. he helped me back into the bed and got in on the other side and then pulled me half on top of him. i stroked my hand across his chest. i was glad that i had such a kind and caring boyfriend. i said that to him and he just smiled and kissed my forhead.

i didnt sleep for the rest of the night and i dont think blaine got much sleep either due to the fact that i was tossing and turning for 90% of the night but he was sleeping now and by god did he look hot. just then my dad came into the room and when he saw that blaine was asleep, he made sure he kept his voice down to a whisper.

"i am going to work now. there is food in the fridge and if you need me for anything, then let me know. its is only about half past seven, so i would let him sleep for a while," he said, indicating to blaine. i nodded and he went out, closing the door behind him. i waited until i heard the front soor closed a couple of minuted later, before straining up, to watch him leave, out the window. when i saw his car pull away down the drive, i lowered my self back nito bed, only to find that i had woken blaine.

"hey," he said, giving me a kiss on the cheek. "how are you feeling?"

"sorry for wakening you and i feel a little bit tired after the night we had. i am really sorry that i keept you awake for most of it and i am really sorry that i woke you up just now, i really didnt mean to and know you are going to be really tired for all of the day and probably most of sunday and it is all my fault isnt it and WOW im rambling, arent it?" i replied, speaking very quickely. blaine gave me a soft kiss on the lips.

"yes, baby, you are rambling, " he said and then leaned in to give me another gentle kiss, " but i love it when you ramble. its hot."

i smiled and gace him a more lingering kiss, getting a small groan from blaine. i laughed quietly at the sound.

"oh, you think thats funny, do you?!" he said, jokingly and he leaned in to give me a long, passionate kiss. i somehow managed to stay silent. when we broke apart, blaine looked into my eyes.

"still no?" he asked. i shoook my head and baline gave me a kiss more passionate than before but this time, he ticked the skin behing my left ear, ever so lightly, which he knows that i love. i just couldnt contain it anymore. i let out a groan about twice as loud as blaines. thats when he pulled away.

"told you" he said.

"fine,"i said trying to sound sulky and failing. i smiled and leaned in to give blaine one last kiss.