Chapter 1: meet Raymond

My name is Raymond Maria hill i am 25 years old. I live in Jersey City, New Jersey the date is June 6, 2021 i am having a hard time in life right now. I am different then other people I am a mutant i am an angel I have big white wings bigger then my body. Can do anything mind control, mind reading, lavation, and when I sleep bad thing happen and I have no control of that I need help and fast shield is after me for causing damage then though I tried to explain to them that I cant control it. My appearance is long wavy brown hair with light blue eyes and 4'9. I had to leave New Jersey and move to New York I'm staying at a hotel of course I'm sneaking in the room cause if I don't they won't let in. I am researching how to control my powers especially when I sleep that is when it all happens and when I have to run away, change my name, and hate so much. I'm at the hotel now finding away to use my powers for good not bad like Iron Man or even more of a better an explain the Hulk. He can control his anger I cannot control my powers. When my parents found out the I was a mutant they a banded me and that's when It was really bad but I gotten better sense then I was 15 I'm still in hiding I was in hiding for ten years. Next day its June 7, 2021 its 6:00am I am still researching how to control my powers. I look out the window and see that I need to go for a couple days or more my powers made an earthquake and knocked down buildings and hurt people. I feel so shamed what did I can't help it I wish I was different a lot moments in my life. It seems like nothing is going to change and ill never be the same again. I am getting ready to leave and I have to use my invisibility to go pasted the people. After three hours I am back at home, I have not been in Jersey for a year. I am at a hotel the walls are a light blue with a queen bed with black quilt and white pillows. The dresser is white with black knobs and the rugging is white with black strips. I made design for my "custom" if u wants to call it. Its white and it is like one piece bathing suite that's the design and I design a mask to control my destruction when I sleep and my "custom" so when I become invisible my clothes will not show nothing will. I cannot make it I do not the technology to make it. It's been two days since I'm in New Jersey I'm going back New York i'm going to find someone who can help me because it kills me to be like how I am. Its June 9, 2021 its 30pm I am late to leave so I am rushing to get my stuff like my research and my clothes. I am at the train station to go to New York City again but this time to find help. Because I cannot not live think this way, anymore I cause too much destruction and I cannot do this on my own either. I walk down at first street of New York after I get off the train people stair at me I wouldn't blame them I mean who wouldn't stair a woman with big white wings that's bigger then their body. Ten minutes later cops start to go after me I ran far away and then I go down a dark ally I turned invisible and hid but there was a cat like how sees people are invisible so he/she starts to shoot at me with claws or nail like things. He's not alone he is with eight other people. The tin man /woman hit me and knocked me all I see is black.