This is just something I wrote that might show how Bella was feeling during New Moon after Edward left her.
I hope you like it.
THREE STRIKES
'Goodbye, I love,' is not a way to leave.
And 'Goodbye, I don't want you,' does not ease the pain for me.
Now that you left it is easy to make believe,
That you didn't break all the promises you swore to keep.
When you walked away, I counted the steps that you took.
With you gone, I hold the pieces of my heart that you broke.
All my tears fall down for a reason,
Your smile, your eyes, your company through the seasons.
When I have nightmares they are of you,
And I wish my dreams were of you too.
'You are my life now,' you would say to me.
But it seems that life was not meant to be.
Three strikes, your lies tore apart,
What's mine is yours, my broken heart.
The way I feel about you will never change.
Strike one, your promises; my cries are out of range.
'Be safe,' strike two,
I'll never be whole again with out you.
You promised, 'I swear I'll never hurt you.'
'Stay very still,' I'll wait for your lies to come true.
'Be as if I never existed,' was strike three.
My longing and love for you will always be.
And though I'd like to afraid of you.
I need you and there is nothing I can do.
I hoped you like it!
Please tell me what you thought of it, good or bad.
Thank You,
XASUIM