I can't believe it. I refuse to. All that time, and I never told you. Now it's too late. So I'm just going to tell you now. I hope you can hear me, Will. I hope you can hear me.
This is so hard, Willow. So hard. I don't know if I can do this. So I'm just going to do my best, and I hope you can understand me. I hope you can understand me through my tears.
But you know what? I don't feel weak this time. Everytime I cried before now, I felt so weak, like I could never be considered a man. So you cried with me, and that helped me feel stronger. Are you crying now, Will? Are you standing with me, crying? Don't be. I don't want you to be sad, especially now.
Oh, God, Willow. Dear God. I don't know if I can make it without you. I don't know if I can make it without you by my side, loving me with all you had.
Yes, I know you loved me. I saw it in your eyes so many times. I saw it on your face every time I was with another girl.
But you never knew that I loved you. I loved you so much. I may not have loved you the way you wanted me to, but God, I loved you. You were my savior. Every time something was wrong with me you would comfort me. You would hold me in your arms and cry with me, so I wouldn't feel so weak.
You told me that you would always be there to save me, that you would always find me when I was lost. You were never wrong.
Whenever I was hurt, whenever I needed someone, you were there. You always were. Just like you said you would be. So now, I want to be the one to save you. I want to be strong. I want to save you.
I pray that God will bless you and take you into his home, as I will. I pray that He will hold you, as I will. I pray that He sees how much you meant to everyone, as I have and always will.
You were my savior, and I thank you for that. But I have to move on now. I have to be someone else's savior. You taught me how to do that. You taught me that all it took was to love someone with all of you and you would save them.
You taught me so much. I will always remember it all. But I have to go on now. I have to go.
But I don't know if I can. So promise me this: promise me you will stay with me. Promise me you will still protect me.
Promise me you will be my guardian angel, Will, because you saved me. Just like you said you would.
This is so hard, Willow. So hard. I don't know if I can do this. So I'm just going to do my best, and I hope you can understand me. I hope you can understand me through my tears.
But you know what? I don't feel weak this time. Everytime I cried before now, I felt so weak, like I could never be considered a man. So you cried with me, and that helped me feel stronger. Are you crying now, Will? Are you standing with me, crying? Don't be. I don't want you to be sad, especially now.
Oh, God, Willow. Dear God. I don't know if I can make it without you. I don't know if I can make it without you by my side, loving me with all you had.
Yes, I know you loved me. I saw it in your eyes so many times. I saw it on your face every time I was with another girl.
But you never knew that I loved you. I loved you so much. I may not have loved you the way you wanted me to, but God, I loved you. You were my savior. Every time something was wrong with me you would comfort me. You would hold me in your arms and cry with me, so I wouldn't feel so weak.
You told me that you would always be there to save me, that you would always find me when I was lost. You were never wrong.
Whenever I was hurt, whenever I needed someone, you were there. You always were. Just like you said you would be. So now, I want to be the one to save you. I want to be strong. I want to save you.
I pray that God will bless you and take you into his home, as I will. I pray that He will hold you, as I will. I pray that He sees how much you meant to everyone, as I have and always will.
You were my savior, and I thank you for that. But I have to move on now. I have to be someone else's savior. You taught me how to do that. You taught me that all it took was to love someone with all of you and you would save them.
You taught me so much. I will always remember it all. But I have to go on now. I have to go.
But I don't know if I can. So promise me this: promise me you will stay with me. Promise me you will still protect me.
Promise me you will be my guardian angel, Will, because you saved me. Just like you said you would.