Eli's Secret.
Disclaimer : I don't own degrassi. All I own is my iPod and my blackberry !
Authors note : YOU ARE READING THIS Hello ! My names Keiry ;D well this is the first fan fiction I posted online and I'm super scared ! It kind of sucks right now but I promise it will get better 3 sorry for the horrid grammar :3 And reviews are pretty cool 3 oh lastly it is PG13 for now :P 3 Bye happy reading :)
Chapter one : The box.
What if I told you that I was a monster? What if I told you that I'm not like everyone else? What if I told you that I've done many bad things ? What if I told you that I'm broken? What if I told you that I had a deep dark secret that nobody knew ? Would you let me in ? Would you fix me ? Would you love me unconditionally ? Would you forget about my past, and start a new beginning with me ?
I really didn't think that after all those questions someone would really start a new beginning with me. Every time I actually fell for a girl and it came to that time that I had to tell her my secret, they just banished. Like it was as if every girl I fell in love with just disappeared into the great beyond. I thought there wasn't any chance for me to find someone who loved me back, someone who helped me with my problems and someone who was there for me when I needed them. That's what I thought everyday, until I met her. That beautiful
blue eyed goddess. That girl was Clare Dianne Edwards.
"I'll fix you, I would love you until I die, and I don't care about what happened in your past, what matters now is that we're together and that's it"
But you don't understand Clare, I'm not who you think I am ! I'm crazy! I'm a freak! We can't ever live happy together and it's all my fault.
"Eli what are you talking about ? I think you need some sleep it's 2 in the morning. Call me tomorrow and get some sleep alright ?"
Okay Clare bye call me tomorrow.
"Bye"
I laid back down on my bed wrapped up in my warm blanket and I observed my room. I noticed how my silver skull necklace hung up on my mirror makes a beautiful light on my ceiling. I looked at my closet and I saw my clothes all messed up, shoes all over, but then I saw that box. That box carried all my secrets and all the memories Ameei and I shared. I leaped out of bed and ran to my closet, I reached up for the old shoe box covered in dust and I opened it. As soon as I opened it I felt a rush of emotions flow through me. I didn't know what to feel. I felt angry but sad but then a little part of me felt happy. Happy that she's
gone. Happy that i know longer have to suffer with all the hurt she costed me. She deserved what happened to her. It was a prayer to father time.
I saw all the pictures we took together and the letters she wrote me. And then i saw it. The white envelope that held my secret. I opened it and skimmed through it, I smirked remembering what happened on that day. March 13 2009. The day Ameei died.
January 8 2009 (flashback)
I was sleeping peacefully until I heard someone repeatedly knock on my door. "WHAT !" I screamed. I heard nothing for a couple of seconds so I shut my eyes and tried to go back to sleep. A minute later I hear CeCe scream, "Eli darling can you run to the store and get me some milk"
"Mom it is 8 in the morning. Why the hell do you want milk?" "Eli we ran out of milk, and we need some milk! Stop being a baby and go and get some" "Mother it is freezing outside and I'm too tired"
"Eli go now !"
Uh. She won this time. I got out of bead and slipped on my black boots grabbed my leather jacket and headed out. I started up morty but there was too much snow outside. I couldn't get him out.
"Great now I have to walk there" I screamed loud enough so CeCe could hear. I failed so I just started to walk to the store. It was a good 4 blocks away so I decided to listen to music to past some time. I took out my iPod and played some Dance Gavin Dance. I actually got there pretty quick. I Got in the store and walked through aisle 3, refrigerator section. I grabbed some 2 percent milk and headed to the cash register. "2.50" the lady said. I took out my wallet
and handed her five dollars. She gave me my change and my the white plastic bag. I walked out of the grocery store. I figured I should take the short cut through the park since it was too cold to walk another 4 blocks back home. I headed my way to Evergreen park and walked through the sparkling white snow.
I heard two people talking and moving around. One of the voices
sounded really familiar. I tried to see who the two people were but I couldn't really make them out. I quietly walked closer to them I only saw the guy who was touching that girl a little too much. These damn kids are always messing around in public. The girl turned around and then I saw her. I fell back from the horror. Thank god
they didn't notice. I can't believe what I'm seeing. My girlfriend is making out with some guy. I didn't know what to do. I just decided to get out of the park. I ran home and I almost slipped from the ice on the floor. I got home and gave my mother the milk. I didn't even bother staying down there. I ran up to my room and locked the door. I started crying and throwing things around. I guess my mom
heard all the noise so she came upstairs. "Eli baby are you okay?" "leave me alone mom" I screamed. I heard her footsteps slowly fade away.
I was confused should I call her and tell her that I know she's cheating on me. Or should I just forget about it. I was confused. I decided to take a hot shower to take my mind off of things. I took off my clothes and stepped into my bathroom. I turned the knob and felt the steaming hot water burn my hands. I stepped in the tub and let
the water run down my head. It felt good. Just then I thought of something. Ameei didn't deserve to live. NO ! She was cruel. She hurt me and for that she shouldn't deserve to live. I smiled knowing exactly what I had to do. I tuned off the water and stepped out of the tub. I grabbed my black towel and headed to my room. I grabbed some boxers and a shirt and sat in my bed. I grabbed my notebook
and started writing. I wrote down the plan. It was perfect. Ameei was going to die and nobody would blame me for it. Perfect.
Present time
I got back in my bed and shut my eyes. I need to stop thinking about this. I need to forget about Ameei Elizabeth. She's no longer in my life. She is dead.
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