Yay! I am back hehe.
The song is Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis btw... hehe.
There will be 2 chappies, one about Matt and one in Mellos POV...
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Closed off from love
I didnt need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it your frozen
Matt sighed, staring down at the grimy table and stirred his now cold coffee. Mello had gone out again, flushed with anger and swearing like a sailor. "Oh why do I put up with this?" The redhead murmured to himself, he knew the answer already. He put up with his boyfriends abuse because - he loved him too much. Besides, there was another side to Mello, a side Matt rarely saw. But the kind, calm side of Mello was still there.
After every beating, after every row was the same, Mello would lay Matt down, crying and begging for forgiveness and kissing all the cuts and bruises, praying to his God and promising it would never happen again. It was always the same, and Matt always forgave him, because he loved him so much.
Matt could feel the tears at the back of his eyes, he had given up so much for Mello. Near, L and Wedy had all warned him about the angry, chocoholic blonde when they started dating but Matt had chosen to ignore them. He had never loved anyone before he met Mello.
But something happened for the very first
Time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyones looking round
Thinking Im going crazy
"Oh Mello, why cant you see how much I love you?" Matt whispered, tears falling down his cheeks, he had to take the goggles off to wipe them away and sniffle quietly. Oh he was sure Mello loved him deep down, oh but sometimes it was so hard to believe. "You know I would sacrifice anything for you" The redhead murmured to himself, rising from the chair and pouring the stone cold coffee down the sink, wincing in pain.
But I dont care what they say
Im in love with you
They tried to pull me away
But they dont know the truth
My hearts crippled by the pain
That I keep on closing You cut me open and I -
Matt gasped as he felt a searing pain in his side, and he pulled the striped top he was wearing, up slighly and groaned as he noticed the stab wound was deeper than he thought.
- Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding Keep keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Matt found himself vaguely remembering something Near had said, "Hes gonna kill you one day Mail" Maybe he was right.
Well if he was right, Matt didnt mind. "Mello" He murmured. He could feel that there was something seriously wrong in his side, he became aware that his ribs were probably broken. "Oh God Mello" He whispered "Please come home" Tears still poured down his cheeks. "Please, even if you hate me forever, please help me" Matt sobbed, his legs were rubbery and he crumpled to the floor. He knew Mello never ment to hurt him, the blonde had anger problems. The alcohol and over-working didnt help.
At the end of the day, nothing mattered as long as Mello loved him.
Trying so hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their peircing sounds fill my ears
Trying to fill me with doubt
Yet I know the goal
Is to keep me from falling
"Please leave him Matt, for your own safety" Wedy had said. L and Near had agreed, they had tried to convince Matt to leave Mello when they found out what was happening, but Matt had been adamant. "I love him" he had said. They had told him he was crazy to stay with him, that Mello wasnt right for him. But they didnt know anything, Mello was more than a leather-clad sex God to Matt, he was the first person he ever loved, when he was in a bad mood he was an angry, sadistic bully. But when he was okay, he was... he was the sanest, calmest, kindest and most caring person Matt had ever met.
But nothings greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of lonliness I can see your face Yet everyone around me Thinks that Im going crazy Maybe, maybe...
His focus was blurring, Matt was aware that the wound was very deep, about four inches deep. He needed help or he was gonna bleed to death. "Mello" He sobbed.
He became aware that there was someone standing over him, he heard his lovers panicked cry "Matt! Mattie-Kun? Hold on love, please!" Mello's sweet voice was high pitched with fear and shock as he called the ambulance, pulling the younger man into his lap. "Stay awake Mattie-Kun, please Matt! God Im so sorry" Tears were running down the blondes cheeks as he held his dying lover.
And its draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see...
"I love you Mel" Matt murmured, Mello nodded, still sobbing. "Im sorry Matt, Im so sorry"
"I know Mel"
And the redhead slipped away...
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Yh Matts dead, the next chappie (theres gonna be 2) is gonna be in Mellos POV, Matts funeral.
Plzz reveiw.
Xx Kate