A/N: I know I have a lot of Criminal Mind stories going but I got another idea that would not leave my head. I do have a system as to how I am going to be updating them all and I am almost finished with two of them. I hope that you all like this story.

Disclaimer: I do not own Criminal Minds

No Way

(EPOV)

I stared at the stick in disbelief. This could not be happening to me. Once again I fucked up and I had no one but myself to blame. I knew that I needed to make a Doctors appointment so I did and thankfully she was able to get me in today at 3:00 this afternoon. I would just have to tell Hotch that I had to leave early. I got ready for work on auto pilot and then left. Once I got into work I was surprised to see Morgan and Reid already there. Then I looked at the clock and saw that I was later than normal. I was able to smell the coffee that Morgan had as soon as I got within two feet of my desk. I turned around and bolted out of the bull pen and ran past Hotch who was just coming back from some where and to the bathroom.

Once I was done getting sick I leaned against the wall and thought to myself now I have the proof I needed. I washed my hands and splashed my face with cold water and then patted it dry. I walked out of the bathroom and back to the bull pen. I saw Hotch talking to Morgan as soon as I entered. I let out a sigh of relief that I would not have to go up to his office.

"Are you alright Prentiss?" Hotch asked as soon as I sat down at my desk.

I nodded and said "I'm fine Hotch but I need to leave at 2:30 this afternoon. I have a Doctors appointment."

Hotch looked at me with raised eye brows and said "Prentiss you just contradicted yourself. You said you were fine and that you had a Doctors appointment. Now are you fine or is there something wrong?"

I sighed and said "Really I am fine. It is just a check up with my Doctor about something. Is it going to cause a problem if I leave early?"

Hotch continued to look at me but said "No, you can leave early. If you need anything be sure to let me know."

I smiled a little and nodded. I then turned towards my paperwork. About five minutes later a throat cleared and I looked over to see Morgan looking at me concerned.

"Are you sure you are alright Emily? You never have to go to the Doctors." Derek said.

I said "Yes, Derek I am sure that I am alright. I will let you know if I'm not. I promise. Okay?"

Derek nodded and I said "I need to get this paper work done so that I can leave when I need too."

With that I turned back towards the paper work. Thankfully it was routine because I could not keep my mind on what I was doing. I still could not believe that I was pregnant. I wondered how John would take the news. It was only the one time and I was drunk but it was after he told me about Matthew being murdered. We had solved the case and saved John and John and I had started hanging out as friends again. But about two months ago John came over with a bottle of Scotch after I got back from a hard case. We ended up getting drunk and sleeping together. The next morning we both decided that we were just friends and it would never happen again.

I finished all my paper work and looked at the clock and saw that it was 2:35 which meant that I had to leave now. I got my go bag, briefcase and jacket and stood up and left. By the time I got to the Doctor's it was 3:00. I signed in and I took a seat. I picked up a magazine and started to flip through it when my phone rang. I took it out and looked at the caller I.D. and answered it.

"Prentiss" I said.

"Hey Emily it's John. I got your phone call from earlier. I can meet you tonight and we can talk." John said.

I sighed and said "That will work out well. Come over at about 8:00."

He said "Okay Emily I will see you then."

I closed my phone just as a Nurse called out "Emily Prentiss."

I stood up and followed her back to a room. After telling her what was wrong she took my blood pressure, temp, and pulse. She also took some blood. She smiled and said as she was leaving "Dr. Knicks will be with you soon."

I smiled and nodded at her. I paced around the exam room. My phone rang again so I picked it up and answered it without checking who it was.

"Prentiss" I said.

"Hey Em how is your Doctors appointment going?" JJ asked.

I sighed and said "How did you even know?"

JJ laughed and said "Derek asked Pen and me if we knew why you were going to the Doctors. When we told him no he looked worried. Is everything okay Em? You never ever go to a Doctor unless you are bleeding."

Once more I sighed and said "JJ I am fine. I promise. I will even come back by work just to show you all before I head home. But I need to get off of the phone the Doctor is coming in."

JJ said "Alright Emily but you better come by because if you don't then we will come and find you."

I laughed even though I did not feel like it and hung up with her. I looked down at my watch and saw that it has been about 30 minutes since the Nurse had left. I started to pace again but finally there was a knock on the door.

"Sorry Emily for taking so long. I wanted to wait on your blood test. Thankfully I made sure that they got it done STAT. You are indeed pregnant and from your blood levels I would say you are about eight weeks. Did you just start suspecting it?" Dr. Knicks said.

I nodded and said "Things have been stressful at work so I did not really think about it. But I started getting sick in the mornings and the smell of coffee really gets to me now."

Dr. Knicks nodded and said "Well lets do an Ultra Sound so we can check and see how the little one is doing."

I smiled and said "That would be great. Would it be possible to get pictures?"

She smiled and said "Of course. Why don't you lay on the exam table and pull your shirt up some and pull your pants down some. I will be right back with the machine."

I nodded and got up on the exam table and did as I was asked. Dr. Knicks walked back in a few minutes later with a Nurse. The Nurse smiled at me and helped set everything up.

"This gel may be cold Emily." Dr. Knicks warned.

I flinched as she put it on me but did not move again. I watched the screen as Dr. Knicks fiddled with something and then soon the sound of a heartbeat could be heard. I smiled widely and looked at the screen closely.

"Well Emily everything seems to be looking great some far. You're due date is May 1, 2010." Dr. Knicks said.

I smiled and said "Thank you Dr. Knicks."

She smiled and said "You are welcome Emily. Now I want to see you back in four weeks. But if you have any questions or concerns you call me no matter the time. And here are the pictures."

I nodded and hugged her. Not only is she my OBGYN but she is also my friend. We have known each other since college. I left after I put the Ultra Sound pictures in my purse and headed back to Quantico. I looked at the clock and saw that I had been at the Doctors for an hour and a half. When I pulled into the parking garage with was five till five. I got out of my car and headed for the elevator. Once in it I hit the number for the BAU floor. Once there I got out and walked in and saw that everyone was gathered around my desk. I shook my head and rolled my eyes.

I walked up and said "See I am alright. But now I got to go."

I turned back around but before I could take a step Hotch said "What did the Doctor say Prentiss? Is everything okay?"

I turned my head and looked at him and said "Everything is just peachy Hotch now I really have to go."

I quickly strode out of the bull pen and hit the button for the elevator. Thank God it was still on this floor so it opened up right away. I walked in and turned and faced the bull pen as I pushed the button for the parking garage. I could see Hotch, Rossi, Derek, Spencer, JJ, and Penelope all looking at me shocked. Right now I could not bring myself to care.

(HPOV)

I looked at everyone in shock and said "What in the hell was that about?"

JJ shook her head and said "I do not know but now I am even more worried. Em is hardly ever that way. Something must be wrong."

I nodded and said "Well maybe she will talk to you or Garcia sometime soon."

Silently I wished that she would talk to me. I knew that something was bothering her but from what I have seen she is not going to talk to anyone about it. I just hoped that she was alright.

I looked at my watch and said "Alright pack it in you guys. I will see you tomorrow."

I turned on my heel and headed towards my office. I quickly gathered my briefcase, go bag and coat and headed out. I wanted to be able to be the one to tuck Jack in tonight. I thought about asking Prentiss around this weekend if we were home and not on a case. Jack has been asking about her and wants to see her soon. I smiled as I thought about how close Jack has become with the team but even closer to Emily.

(EPOV)

Later That Night

I was nervous waiting on John. I knew that I had to tell him but I was not so sure what I was going to say. I jumped when I heard the knock on my door even though I was expecting it. I went over and checked the peep hole and then opened up the door. I stood back to let John enter and then shut the door and led the way to the couch and sat down.

"So Emily what is up? It sounded important." John said.

I looked down at the floor then back up at John and said "I went to the Doctors today."

John frowned and said "Are you alright?"

I shrugged my shoulders and said "It depends on your take on it. Dr. Knicks informed me I am two months pregnant."

John jumped up off the couch and shouted "What do you mean you are pregnant?!?"

I sighed and said quietly "Exactly that John I am pregnant."

John punched the wall and said "No, Emily you will end this pregnancy. I refuse to allow you to keep the baby."

I looked at him in shock and stood up and walked over to my front door and opened it and said coldly "I think you should leave John. You got me pregnant once before when I was fifteen and I had an abortion because I really had no other choice. But now I am thirty-five years old. I refuse to have an abortion. NOW LEAVE!"

John stomped over and said "Now Emily come on think rationally about this."

I glared at him and pushed him out into the hallway. I slammed the door shut and locked it and then threw the chain lock and dead bolt on for good measure.

John pounded on the door and said "Come on Emily we need to talk about this."

I laughed bitterly and said loud enough for him to hear "No John you don't want to talk about it. You want to give orders. Now go away before I call the police."

He slammed his hand on my door and then I heard him stomp away. I slid down onto the floor and started crying. I don't know how long I stayed that way or when I fell asleep but I woke up in the morning I had a stiff neck and my head was hurting. I looked at the clock on my living room wall and saw the time and gasped. I was running late for work.