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My Endless Love
By: Valerie
I sat on the Hood of my Rabbit with my head resting on my forearms against my windshield. Today marked 3 years on the dot on Edward's and Bella's Anniversary and I have to say I was jealous. I kept my distance throughout the years, Bella would send me text messages every now and then but I would hardly reply. It seemed like everyone around me where getting married or was in a relationship. I felt lost as my loneliness overwhelmed me, I closed my eyes and thoughts of Bella filled my head.
"Jacob!" I quickly sat up to see Leah walking my way from the woods.
"Don't tell me you're over here drowning in sorrow" she said as she sat next to me. I rested my feet on my bumpers and relaxed my arms on my knees and looked at her.
"No" I said.
"Jake come 'on your listening to Lionel Richie and Diana Ross" she said as she giggled.
"So, I happen to like this song" I said trying to ignore her.
"Didn't your mom and dad dance this in your house…….before….you know" she said.
"Yup….they did" I said as I kicked opened my sidekick to see if there were any new messages from Bella. Silence grew, and I couldn't wait for her to leave so that I could be alone.
"You know Bella came over today looking for you" she said.
"Really?" I said…..I nearly caught whip lash on how fast I turned my neck.
"No" she said as she laughed historically.
"Oh go fuck yourself" I said.
"I already beat you to it" she said as he continued to laugh. I shook my head and glanced at her.
"You go no more come backs" she teased holding her stomach. I did the first thing that came to mind. I hopped off my hood and got in my car before she could even blink. I then put my car in reverse and pressed on the gas, she slipped off the car landing on her ass.
"What the fuck Jacob" she whined as she rubbed her butt.
"You feel that pain" I asked
"Yeah…..it hurts" she whined.
"Well imagine that pain ten times more……..that's how much of a pain in the ass you are to me" I said as I laughed.
"Oh go to hell" she joked.
"Alright, alright…..hurry up and get in" I said. She limped to the car and got in, all the while still whining of the pain.
"Did you land on a pebble or something" I said as I put my car on drive and began to drive.
"I think so" she said.
"Next time, leave me alone then" I said as I chuckled.
I pulled up to my house, to see Charlie coming out his police car. He already knew about what I was and what her daughter married. She was still trying to convince Edward to transform her but Edward promised Charlie he wouldn't the day of their wedding.
"Hey Jake" he said as I walked up to him.
"Hey Charlie" I said, Just then my father came out the door.
"Hey Charlie, what brings you here" he asked.
"Well, we have been getting some complaints that people have been hearing strange growling noises in the late evening hours." He said as he looked at me studying my reaction.
"Do you know anything of this" asked my father.
"Nope" I lied I knew who it was, Embry and Quil lately have been having a competition on who could scare the most people at night, I think Quil was up by two the last time I checked the score. Now that the Cullen's made peace with the Volturi and Victoria was dead we were bored.
"Well if you hear anything about it, tell me" he said.
"Okay no problem" I lied.
"Bella have been asking about you, something about she haven't seen you in a while" he said.
"Well Jake has been real busy preparing for college" my dad said.
"Oh really, which one you going to" he asked.
"His going to Daytona State College" my dad responded.
"Daytona…….you mean Daytona Beach" he said.
"Yup" I said.
"Why so far?" he asked.
"I need to get away from here and enjoy the sun a little" I said.
"Oh, Bella is going to be heartbroken" he said.
"I don't think so" I said as I walked inside my house. I went to my room and continued to pack underneath my mess I found a picture of Bella and me when Edward left. I remember it like it was yesterday. I remember one day in particular, we were driving back from the beach and If You where mine by Marcos Hernandez played on the radio. I reached over and held her in my arms and told her that I dedicated that song to her. She smiled at me; suddenly angle of mine by Monica began to play.
"And this song is dedicated to you" she said as I pulled up to her house, we sat in the car listening to the song, I never understood why that song but now I know I do, I guess since I was there for her when he left her. When the song ended she kissed me it was our first kiss. I couldn't believe it, after that we were inseparable. Then everything ended when he came back. She told me that she loved him more than anything, it broke my heart.
"Jacob!" my father cried out from the living room distracting my thoughts.
"Yeah" I shouted back as I placed the picture in my nightstand draw.
"Are you almost done packing" he said.
"Almost…….why?" I asked.
"Because you have a visitor who just pulled up…….and I know you don't want that person knowing about your plans" he said.
"Oh okay thanks for the heads up" I said as I closed my bag and hide it under my bed.
"Hey Jake" the voice sounded all too familiar to me.
"Hey Bella……what brings you here?" I asked without looking at her.
"My dad called me and told me you were leaving……..I just wanted to see for myself" she said as she crossed her arms and rested her back on my dresser.
"Your dad told you that" I said as I laid on my bed and flipped through the pages of my auto magazine.
"Yeah……I hope you're not leaving on my occasion" she said sadly.
"Nope, I'm going because I want to go" I said.
"Oh…..I guess I will see you when you come around for vacations" she said.
"Not even" I said.
"You're not coming by for holidays."
"Nope, I'm going to send for my dad"
"I don't know if this would make you feel better……..but I'm going to miss you"
"Same here" I said as I continued to flip through my pages.
"When you leaving……I would love to spend time with you before you go"
"In a few days…………..I don't think that would be a great Idea"
"Why not Jake, we use to have so much fun together"
"Because Bella, when I'm away from you I'm better. Our past hunts me" I said as I slammed my mag on the bed.
"What did you want me to do……he came back……my heart called out to him" she said.
"How about keep it……..it was my baby as well as yours" I said my anger felt like electricity over my body.
"We spoke about it Jacob" she said.
"Yeah but my opinion didn't count, you're so far up Edwards ass it isn't funny" I said.
"I'm not standing for this" she quickly stormed off. I overheard her stumble over her feet.
"Oh My God Bella…….Are you alright" I heard my father ask.
"No Billy…………your son just can't leave the past in the past" she said, just then I heard the front door slam.
"JACOB!" my father shouted.
"WHAT?" I shouted back.
"COME DOWN HERE NOW!" he shouted. I rolled my eyes and cracked my door.
"Yeah" I said.
"No……come here" he demanded. I walked into the living room
"What's going on Jake?" he asked.
"With what?" I asked.
"What happened with Bella?" he asked.
"Dad stop acting surprised, you know I still have a gauge" I said.
"Jacob…….son……..all that was for the better……you both were two young to even think of having a baby" he explained.
"That's the shit everybody says………but do they understand why she aborted my baby……..because the pale face son of a bitch showed up and she didn't want him to know that she wasn't a virgin" I exclaimed.
"Son……I know your pain…but…." But I cut him off.
"No one knows my pain…………..NO ONE!" I said. Walked back into my room and slammed my door.
"Jacob………I only pray that one day you will move on and let go of that pain" he said through the door. But I ignored him and placed my pillow over my face. I slowly shuffled through my blankets searching for the remote for my ihome. Once I found it I began to play Aint no sunshine by Bill Withers and raised the volume so loud that my bedroom wall's rattled a little. I must have fallen asleep because all I remember was waking up to my ihome turned off and it was dark outside. I looked around my room as if I was in a strange world for a minute or two before I realized I dozed off. I went to the Kitchen to find a note on the refrigerator.
Hey Son, I went to Charlie's if I'm not home before nine there is some food in the frig to reheat.
P.S. I turned off your music-magiga-athing because I couldn't take hearing that song on repeat.
I glance over that the microwave clock and it was 8:25, I didn't feel hungry so I sat down and turned on the T.V. I ran my fingers threw my hair; I really needed a cut before I left, Sam has a clipper machine I just let him do it, I mean what the hell it was free and he did a pretty good job, well one time he porously cut Paul's hair super short on one side and long on the other Sam refused to cut the other half so Paul was walking around with half his hair cut until it grew back….ahhhh that was the good old days, now Sam was married with twins a son named Elijah and a daughter named Emilia. He was a family man now, well I guess they all were in some ways, it was hard for us to have fun now we all were either working or taking care of family's. And so now it was my turn to find my true love and start something of myself, as long as I'm close to Bells I wouldn't be able to. My father knows some people out in Daytona Beach that owed him a favor or two, I already had an apartment and a job lined up for me, I wasn't really going to college I had to lie because I didn't want Bells to know, only the pack and my dad knew the truth.
My phone began to ring but it was all the way in my bedroom and I didn't feel like getting up, if it was important they could leave a message. I flipped through the channels bored out my ass when I saw the head lights of a car pulling up from the driveway, I pressed the info button on my Direct T.v. remote to see the time, it was 9:05 "hmmmm dad's home" I said to myself.
"Your such a loser" said Embry as he plopped on the sofa next to me.
"Oh it was you two ding bats" I said as I glanced over at Embry and Quil, Quil sat on my dad's Lazy boy and rested is feet on my coffee table.
"Really Jake…….the Discovery Channel" whined Embry.
"Chill man……they have great show's" defended Quil.
"Oh another bringing home baby fan" joked Embry.
"Oh shut up" said Quil as he throw one of the sofa pillow's at him. I just shook my head and giggled a little.
"So Jake how does it feel becoming a Nascar mechanic?" asked Quil.
"I guess it feels great" I said still keeping my eyes on the T.V.
"Dude you don't sound at all happy about this…….you're going to be Jeff Gordon mechanic" said Embry.
"Yeah…..I know" I said trying to ignore them.
"Oh come 'on Jake, are you still on that Bella chick" said Quil.
"It's really isn't any of your damn business" I said.
"Don't let her ruin this for you Jake, this is a new life for you" said Embry.
"My life would have been better if she and my baby were in it" I said by this time I was getting upset.
From my corner of my eye I could see them look at each other and shrug their shoulders. I know they were just looking out for me and I don't mean to be major asshole to them but I was still madly in love with Bella, and even though I show her that I can't forgive her I truly miss her and wanted her here with me for this huge opportunity in my life. I know she was happy so I just brush her off so that I wouldn't ruin it for her. I just need to find my soul mate and move on, and when my dad's friend gave me this chance I took it, it would get me out of here and really make something of myself. I was only 19 and had a great job, I just have to leave my past here and try not to look back.
"Do you think Sam is up at this time" I asked
"I think so, he stays up late…..well he has been doing that lately" said Quil.
"Oh cause I need a cut, you think he would cut it?" I asked.
"I don't know, let me text him" said Quil. A few minutes later he got a text back from Sam.
"He said sure, we just can't make too much noise the kids are sleeping" he said. We all got up and made our way to Sam's. When we got there Sam had the stool and his clipper's ready on the porch.
"Hey Sam" I said as I hugged him
"Hey man, Congrat's on the Job" he said. I sat on the stool and took off my shirt.
"Thanks man" I said
"What do you want?" he asked.
"He wants the Paul's" said Quil as he laughed. We all had a nick name for that haircut he gave Paul. I called it sunny side cut, Embry called it the Jekyll and hyde, and Quil just called it the Paul's.
"No way, just my regular" I said as I chuckle.
"I won't do that to him guys he needs to look good for his job…..when is your flight tomorrow?" asked Sam.
"At four in the afternoon" I said.