A/N: So this is when Edward changes Bella, Bella tells her mom that she is vampire, her mom is kinda freaked and basically banishes Bella, Bella is talking into the phone machine thing…. Song Mother Mother by The Veronicas
Mother mother
Can you hear me
I'm just calling to say hello
"Hi mom, I just wanted to say hi. How are you? Well, his is the thirty something message I am leaving on your machine and I was just wondering if you were ever going to call me back." I was trying to sound sad and hurt, which I was, but it ended up sounding hateful.
Edward rubbed my back to make me calm down.
I took a deep breath. "Well, how's Phil? Edward says hi. He's been keeping me company in my time of need." I snapped. "It seems that I made a good choice by picking him over you!"
How's the weather
How's my father
Am I lonely heavens no
Mother mother
Are you listening
Edward looked at me shocked.
Renee's POV:
"It seems that I made a good choice by picking him over you!" She sneered at me. I was trying not to break into tears. We used to be so close, but she wanted to be a monster.
"Yeah, well, we are in Tokyo, just so you know. You don't have to be scared. We have a whole freakin' ocean in between us. Feel safe huh?"
Just a fuck away to ease your mind
Life is perfect
Never better
Distance making the heart grow blind
"Hmm… Well I doubt you really care. I mean, you basically pushed me out the door when you found out what I was." I shuddered at the thought. I didn't really want to push her out, but it was like someone was controlling my body.
When you sent me off to see the world
Were you scared that I might get hurt
Would I try a little tobacco
Would I keep on hiking up my skirt
"Let's see. I'll tell you everything good in my life."
Bella's POV:
"I am constantly full, I have a place to come home to, I have everyone I love with me, I have a family." I said. Well most of that was a lie. I do have a place to come home to, but I refuse to eat because of this depression, this family has been driving me nuts with all the pity, and I don't have Renee. How could I have everyone I love with me if she wasn't here?
I'm hungry I'm freezing
I'm dirty
I'm losing my mind
Everything's fine
I'm starving
I'm bleeding to death
Everything's fine
"I got a job. I refused to let the Cullen's buy me everything. But everything else, I seem to be the same… I mean it's not like I can get drunk. If I could I would, just to disappoint you. But I can't without throwing up, so you should be happy." Edward's face got dark. He didn't like the thought of me getting drunk. I could almost see the possible scenarios going through his mind.
Yeah, I'm working Mother mother
Making money
I'm just starting to build a name
I can feel it
Around the corner
I could make it any day
Can you hear me
Yeah I'm sober sure I'm sane
Life is perfect
Never better
Still your daughter still the same
"Oops! I just realized what time it is. If you are listening to this I suggest you go to sleep. It's what three in the morning there? Hmm… Weird huh? How I don't have to sleep."
If I tell you what you want to hear
Will it help you to sleep well at night
Are you sure that I'm your perfect dear?
Now just cuddle up and sleep tight
Renee's POV:
"Oh, and mother, I have one more thing to say… I-" BEEP! The answering machine didn't have enough space to keep going. I don't care. It most likely I hate you or something of that sort.
I walked upstairs to my room.
Bella's POV:
"Oh, and mother, I have one more thing to say… I-" I was cut off by the beep that said I could not record anymore. I closed my cell phone and put it to my lips. I whispered to it, "I miss you."
I'm hungry I'm freezing I miss you
I'm dirty
I'm losing my mind
Everything's fine
I'm starving
I'm bleeding to death
Everything's fine
I love you