Concealed
Emotions mix in a boiling warm soup of hormones. You've snatched my heart away while I was too busy paying attention to some other girl ignoring the truth of who I really wanted. Hermione, you need to realize that I am just a foolish boy afraid of real affection. You're probably thinking, "what about Cho?" but I know that your not that dense. Cho was a decoy, a cover-up, to conceal my true passion for you, just the girl next door. Are you unaware of my century long gazes that I pass to you throughout the day? If only I knew your thoughts, then I could dig beneath the gentle eyes that pierce sensationally through my skin, passed your full gorgeous locks of brown hair, and right to the depth of your heart. There I'd find the girl who everyone over looks, the girl that everybody thinks they know but don't have the slightest clue about your real life. They all haven't seen the Hermione I have. You've allowed me to see the inner person, a girl who has more to her then academics. That is the girl I cherish and long to see everyday.
Though I love everything about you, from your highest accomplishments to your most embarrassing flaws, I've come to notice someone else in your life. Krum I could understand you seeing him because of his foreign accent and misunderstandings of English was all a good experiment to learn about other countries. It also hid your feelings of the boy you really love. Everyday I wish that it was me that you'd long for, the one who you'd crave the touch of, but mournfully it is not me who you love. Ron, I'm happy for him because he deserves a girl like you. I see it in both your eyes that you both have got more than the hots' for each other. It's all deeper and all quite obvious. Though every chance you get away from Ron and we finally get to be alone, you spoil it by spilling your dreams of days that you would spend with Ron if only you two were together. I bet you'd never even think about me being the one to hold you every night and soothe you to sleep in my arms. That is what I've always wanted.
If you desire to be with Ron, then I support you all the way, yet I know that I'd be happier if you were with me. Don't waste your time figuring out because in the end you'll know who to choose. I wouldn't want you to decided between your two best friends, but just remember who was always there for you. I was the one who cared when Ron made you cry, I was there when the troll went into the girls bathroom. It was me who saved you from underwater. I've always been there to help you, to hold you, to love you, not anyone else. I just wish that we could see eye to eye at friendship and love. You say you love me but it is only friend love and I want it to be more, not just for me but you. Nobody matters to me except you. I spend my extra minutes watching you grace the school with your presents. My heart flips at your smile.
"Harry?" You voice enters my ear like a melody.
"Yes?" I answer while taking an everlasting glace at you.
"What are you writing?"
I quickly slam my notebook close and you just smile causing my heart to leap, "Nothing," I reply still staring at your beauty.
"What are you staring at? Is my hair covered in random toad parts again like yesterday?" You fingers file through your hair.
"No, it's perfect."
If only life were like you.