This was what I made so please don't be too harsh. To be honest I have no idea what was going in my mind besides this. I don't know what a boy with a female part is called so I made it up BTW if you didn't know. This entire story will be from Ichika's POV so just keep that in mind. Well without further ado, lets begin. :D

BTW I don't own IS because it is owned by Izuru Yumizuru but I own the OCs.

Secrets. We all have them. Some could make us laugh, others could make us cry, sad, or embarrassed. There are some that is known, some that is unknown, and some that should never be known.

I never expected my secret to be so hard to keep but it is. I don't know how it happen but I have a female part. It is unknown to why I have one but I feel like a freak for having one. At the age of 10 I was kidnapped by some unknown group to get my sister to forfeit the match and get me. I was crying during my kidnapping but when I saw my sister appear at the door in her I.S. with a relieved look on her face. When I saw her face I stopped crying right away for I didn't want to appear weak in front of my sister. I smiled brightly up at her. After she released me from my bindings I ran up and hugged her I.S.'s leg which I couldn't even go the entire way. After that I was told that she had to leave to go to Germany for a year because of her favor to the Germans. I had to stay home by myself for the entire year and take care of myself. I made some new friends but I didn't keep much of them close.

The hard work of the entire year was paid off when I saw my the day that she came back from Germany. I ran up to her and gave her a hug but she didn't respond back but merely gave me a pat on the head. I didn't care if she does hug me back or not because I just wanted my sister back home. Then after a week or so she got a new job but she didn't tell me. She would often times disappear for months and return home for an hour or so and left again. I still practice kendo and when she had time at home she would also teach me to perfect it or new moves. I was thankful for this but was still sad that I don't get to spend much time with her. I would clean the house everyday and take extra special care of my sister's room since she is the closest and the most important person to me. I have several close friends but my sister is the one I care most about. If she doesn't return my feelings, which makes me sad, then I don't need to worry about that because all she needs is to let me stay by her side and I'll feel content. In the months that she goes to work and while I'm still home I started to get a weird feeling down there. I didn't know what it was but I felt a scratching feeling for it. Slowly I took my hand and started to rub myself down there. I held back a small moan as I felt some pleasure from it. I then realized that I had started to masturbate myself. I quickly took my hand out and cleaned it. I didn't want to ruin myself and be like normal girls and doesn't resist the urge.

A another 3 years has passed and I'm now in my last year of middle school. My sister still haven't told me anything about her job and still appeared rarely at all and left quickly. I felt extremely happy when I was with her and I always make her favorite meals when she's home. Her comments on them makes me glad even though she doesn't her tone I could still imagine her saying that with a little care in it. For my high school I wanted to go to the best high school since all my grades are great to satisfy my sister. I wanted to impress her so the high school is hard to get in and my entrance exam is after I graduate my middle school. During middle school I made a new friend. I decided to call her Rin since she had a Chinese name and I couldn't say it. It was after Houki moved away because her sister created the I.S. that Rin moved in and since she wasn't good with Japanese I decided to help her get better and with a little effort it worked. But then for some reason she is going back to China after we graduate. I asked her but for some reason she didn't tell me.

After my graduation which I passed with perfect scores but I was sad because Chifuyu-nee couldn't make it. The summer I spent with Dan and his sister but I spent most of my time at home trying to get my mind off of my raging hormones. I though of touching myself was very tempting but then if Chifuyu-nee comes home and see me then my secret would be out. In the 14 years of my life I managed to hide my female part from everyone including my sister. This is the one secret that I didn't want to let anyone know especially my sister or she would most likely look at me with a look of disgust and I wouldn't be able to live with that. This is why I never told anyone before. I would mostly clean the already sparkling clean house to keep myself distracted. I wished that school would soon start so the work would distract me.

Near the end of summer was when the entrance exam took place and I walked to the new school. When I got there the school was huge and there wasn't any signs to tell where to go. I went to the office and asked the lady where it was and she gave me a vague description of where it was at. After several turns I started to get lost. Luckily for me I saw a lady with a clipboard. I asked her where the entrance hall was and she also gave me a vague description of where it was. I tried to follow her directions and ended up in front of a door. Once I entered it was dark but then a single light came on and it shone on an I.S. in the center. That was when I started to get curious of it and looked around it. I recognized it as a Raphael Revive second generation. I could feel like something was calling me and I placed my hand on it and all the information of it came into my head. All of it's movement, weapons, manufactures, and abilities. That was when I heard a voice that said begin and a sound of something rushing towards me was heard. Once I turned around I saw another I.S. coming at me with a very high speed in which I jumped out of the way and she crashed into the wall and was knocked unconscious. I undeployed my I.S. and the instructors looked at me like I had a second head. After that everything changed for me. When I got home Chifuyu-nee was there with her usual clothes but there was a book that looked like a phone book in her hand. She gave me a look that looked like annoyance so even though I was 15 my eyes started to water because of what I did to cause this to her. She sighed before giving me the book and told me to memorize it. That was all and she left right away. I then started to read the book right away and memorized everything that I could because my sister told me so. I would listen to most people's instructions but I may question it but if it's my sister then I would do it with no questions asked even if it meant I could die. That is because I owe my entire existence to her so it I would not dare to object anything that she wants. It was after midnight that I I finished the book and memorized the most important things in it. I didn't know why but I had a feeling that I wasn't going to the high school that I intended to go to.