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would be great. Please. I'm trying not to beg here. By Elaine
again, if
I hadn't been there. I
never would have met her. I stretched my
arms over my head and let out a satisfying yawn. It was mid summer in
Seattle, and my office felt uncomfortably hot in the afternoon sun.
Closing my appointment book over for the day, I closed my office door
silently behind me. I had no idea
where I was going, and I was even more surprised to find myself
standing at the gates of Seattle's main park. I looked in, and seeing
all the people and hearing the laughter, I smiled and walked in. I
reached up to loosen my tie; it somehow felt strange wearing it here.
I rolled it up into a ball and placed it in my jacket pocket that lay
slung over my arm. Then a feeling of indescribable childishness over
took me and I sat on the edge of the path and walked over the grass,
barefooted. I felt the grass spring up underneath my feet as my toes
curled upwards, digging their way into the soft, springy earth. I
could see my brother in my mind, shaking his head and rolling his
eyes heavenwards in disgust. I did not care. I felt more alive in
that moment than I had ever felt. However, that was
before I saw her. I looked over and saw
her sitting on her own. In the midst of all the people, all the
couples, laughing and joking, she looked incredibly alone. Her face
was cast downwards and her hands moved slowly, her lips moving
silently. Then she pulled her head up and ran a hand across her hair.
In that moment I felt myself die and be re-born in the same instant.
One second later, I saw that she was crying. I walked towards her
slowly. Be careful. I thought to myself. She's obviously upset. Just
try to help her, not scare her. I stood several steps away from her.
I cleared my throat audibly and said softly. "Hello" I
repeated. Is everything alright?" I asked softly. She held up the
book in her hands, turning the spine so the title caught my eye.
Wuthering Heights.
"Do you think
it's true?" She asked quietly. "I mean…is it possible.
Could a man really love a woman so much, despite everything? Despite
death?" "He taught me
about life and taught me about death. And taught me that love is
stronger than both." I quoted. "There was
this book, called "Isabella" charting the romance between
Fletcher Christian and his cousin, Isabella. Everyone plotted and
planned to keep them apart, but she never left his heart, or his
hers." She shrugged her shoulders self-deprecatingly. "I
told you it was silly." The mental picture
her words conjured made me gasp. For a minute, I could see her. Her
arms outstretched as she ran towards me, her body wet from the sea,
the sun glistening off her mahogany hair. I looked over at her
apologetically. She had already moved her hand, and my arm suddenly
felt cold. I pocketed my cell
phone. "Sorry about that." I said. Then she
sobered up. "No, truthfully. I came out here to build a life for
myself. To get away from the suffocation. My family is great, but
sometimes…." She trailed off, and gestured emptily with her
hands. "Your
mum?" She
asked. I could hear the
smile in her voice. "You barely know me." She said simply.
I pondered her words
for a moment. "You never told
me what your favourite quote is." I said remembering. Her head tilted
upwards, looking at the sky. "Ok." She
took a deep breath, and the next time she spoke, her tone sent
shivers down my spine. It was full of longing, acceptance and
overriding passion. I stared at her, I
looked into those gorgeous brown eyes of hers and I knew who she was.
I had tried to gaze into her soul, but she had opened herself up to
me willingly. We sat like that, our
fingertips now entwined. The only physical connection between
ourselves. It was enough. Enough to make my heart race, enough to
send shivers down my spine. Enough to make the hairs on the back of
my neck stand on end. I have no real memory
of time passing. It could have been 4 minutes; it could have been 4
hours. I did not know. More to the point, I didn't care. All I know
is that the sun that had been at its zenith when I entered the park
had now dipped beneath the horizon. She shivered and I offered my
jacket to her. She smiled in that beautiful way that only she can.
My face was barely
inches away from hers, and I read the look in her eyes that mirrored
my own. Softly, slowly, I came closer, until I could feel her breath
on my cheek, her eyes gazing into my soul. I closed my eyes, and
surrendered. And then there was nothing. Nothing except her, and the
taste of her, and the scent of her in my head and in my heart, and my
soul rejoiced in my completion. We broke away,
slightly stunned. My eyes met hers, and in a flash of clarity, I knew
she felt everything I had felt. I realized that nothing else
mattered. A passing asteroid could hit the world and I wouldn't have
cared. How was it possible to live for 40 years and not be alive? I
wondered. How was it possible that one person could enter my soul and
make me into one whole person instead of the fractured one I had
been? I had so many questions, but realized that she was the answer
to all of them. Then I realized
something. Something far more basic and mundane, but important
nonetheless. The
End.
Send it to
"A
Walk in the Park"
"Hello."
Her head jerked upwards, suddenly and her gaze interlocked with
mine. At that moment, everything vanished. The park, the people.
Everything. It was as though no one else existed except her and me.
She looked
back at me, a quizzical look on her face.
"Yes." She
replied. "Why do you ask?"
"You're crying." I
said simply.
She stared at me at that statement and then her hand
reached up to touch her face. In an instant of pure insanity I wanted
to touch her. To wipe away her tears. To ease all the pain that she
had. I mentally shook myself out of my dreams and saw her smiling up
at me.
"I'm sorry." She said half laughing. "Sometimes
when I read, I forget myself."
"It's Ok." I said,
smiling with her. "I do the same thing." I admitted
sheepishly.
"Have you
read it?" she asked, noticing the way my head tilted as I read.
"Yes." I replied.
"Oh." She said quietly,
as though there was something more, another question she wanted to
ask.
"What is it?" I asked softly.
She looked up at
me, confusion marring her beautiful features.
"What are you
talking about?" she asked, confused. But her eyes gave her away.
Her coffee coloured orbs knew what I meant, and she was silently
thankful that I had asked.
She sighed deeply, and shivered. A
direct contrast to the sun that was beating down on us.
"Yes." I replied softly.
I blinked in
surprise at my own response. I had no idea where the answer had come
from. Except somewhere inside of me, I knew it was the most truthful
answer I had ever given. I smiled knowingly.
"Have you never
read "The Canterville Ghost?" I asked, my lips twitching
upwards into a grin.
She shook her head. "No."
"Ah,"
I said enigmatically.
I sat down next to her, looking at her all
the time, trying to gauge her reaction. She didn't pull away or look
frightened, so I figured that it was ok.
She looked over at me.
"That's really beautiful." She breathed.
"It was
one of the first Charles Dickens books I ever read."
"How
many have you read?"
I looked down at the ground sheepishly.
"Umm, well actually that was the only one." I admitted,
feeling like a fraud.
She laughed at that, laughed loudly and
delightedly. I looked up, and felt a smile spread across my face.
"Why is that so funny?" I asked, trying and
unsuccessfully failing to curb my own laughter.
"Well, so
many people would have lied. They would have made great claims about
how good Dickens is and so forth. It's nice to hear someone be
truthful."
"So, you don't like his work, then?"
She shook her head. "No, I hate it. I think I'm more of a
romantic at heart." "Although…."her voice trailed
off.
"Although what?" I prodded.
"Nothing."
She said awkwardly. Then she paused for a moment. "It's stupid."
"What is?" "As stupid as me admitting that I've
only read one Dickens book?"
"No. It's just different.
"No," I said softly. "It's
not silly at all.
"I feel a personal connection to the book,
too."
"Why? Are you Isabella?"
She laughed at
that. "No, but one of my ancestors was supposed to be a mutineer
on the Bounty." "Who knows, maybe there's someone like me,
in Pitcairn Island, all brown skinned and covered in flowers.
"Hey," she
said, touching my arm. "Where did you go?" she said
smiling. As if she could read my mind, she grinned, continuing. "I
only said I was supposed to have an ancestor, not that it was
completely true."
I looked down at her hand on my arm; the
sensation was incredible. Only one touch and I could feel every
single tiny hair on my arm stand up straight. For a moment I could
barely breathe. I wanted the sensation to last forever, but the
ringing of my cell phone crudely shattered it.
"Hello." I said. "Hello Frasier…..No,
I hadn't forgotten."
I glanced towards her quickly. Was I
doing the right thing? I wondered. Then again, I thought….Perhaps
there was a chance.
"Frasier," I said, my voice
forceful. "Something's happened…..No, no I'm alright. I have
to take a rain check on the opera. Perhaps next week." I said,
placating him before he launched into a tirade.
"Ok, yes,
yes…you too. Bye Frasier."
She shrugged her
shoulders. "It's ok. Brother?" she asked.
I stared at
her disbelievingly. "Yes. How did you guess?"
"I
could tell. He's older, right?"
I nodded my head,
speechless.
She laughed. "I'm a little bit psychic."
She said, looking me boldly in the eye as though I was going to
disagree with her.
Nothing could have been further from my mind.
Her eyes were so dark, so beautiful, and so full of life. She could
have proclaimed the world was flat and I would have gladly agreed.
"Anyways," she continued. "I have 7 brothers, so I
understand what its like."
I gasped. Having Frasier as a big
brother was bad enough, but seven?! My admiration for her grew.
"Are
you the youngest?" I asked.
She nodded. "Yes. It's one
of the reasons I came to live out here."
I looked at her
quizzically. "What do you mean?"
"Well, imagine
it. Living with seven brothers, not to mention my parents. Can you
imagine me trying to bring someone home? The hassle he would get from
everyone!" She laughed at that, picturing it in her mind.
For
an instant, so could I. As though I was with her, years from now, her
brothers talking to me, telling me about her, about whom she was. The
little girl before the beautiful woman.
"I understand completely. My brother Frasier lived in
Boston for
many years, he's only just returned home. It was nice to build a life
for myself without having his shadow over me."
"Why did
he come back?" she asked, and then slapped a hand over her mouth
in horror. "I'm sorry, that was extremely rude of me. You don't
have to answer that if you don't want to."
I smiled. "No,
its ok. His marriage ended and he decided to come back. Also, my
Dad's a cop. Or, I should say, he was a cop. He got shot during an
armed robbery."
I said it so matter-of-factly that she
stared at me, a worried look on her face.
"Is he….?"
She asked, not daring to finish the sentence.
I smiled back.
"Dead?" No, he's not dead. The bullet hit his hip, so he
can't work anymore. He's living with Frasier now."
I heard
her breathe out audibly after I told her Dad wasn't dead.
"What?"
"You've talked about your Dad,
not your mum." She said easily.
I looked down at the grass
for a few moments. It was strange how quickly grief can surround you,
I thought. It had been years since mum had died, and suddenly it felt
as though it had only just happened.
She must have known, must
have seen it in my face.
"I'm sorry." She said softly.
"How?"
"Cancer." I replied quietly. "It
happened a few years ago, but…" My voice trailed off, unable
to continue.
"But it still hurts." She said quietly,
finishing my unspoken words.
I nodded, dumbly. I could feel the
tears pricking my eyes, and I looked up, breathing hard, trying to
stop them from falling. I didn't want to look stupid, not in front of
her.
Then I felt her hand on my arm, soft, gentle, reassuring. I
drew strength from it, and I breathed deeply, and calmly.
"Sorry."
I muttered, embarrassed.
"Don't be." She said softly.
"Don't ever be."
I looked at her and knew that she
understood. Don't ask me how or why. I just knew. It was instinctual.
She smiled softly and I felt myself spinning out of control.
"She
would have liked you." I said softly.
"It doesn't matter." I said equally as simply. "Mum
had… I don't know…like a sixth sense about people. Within
minutes, mum would like or dislike someone. Know if they were a good
person or not." I shrugged. "It seems really stupid."
"No, its not. I'm the same." She said easily.
"Ah."
I said knowingly. "It's a woman thing," and I laughed.
She
laughed with me, and swiped my arm in mock disgust, and, I thought,
affection.
"Perhaps." She said laughing. "Or maybe
it's just instinct."
"Like two people instinctively know each
other. Know that they are meant for each other, within minutes of
seeing each other." I said seriously.
"Yes." She
replied. "Exactly like that." Her lips quirked upwards. "I
thought you said it was a 'woman's thing.'"
My lips mimicked
hers. "I stand corrected." I said with all seriousness.
Then I looked at her, and I could see the laughter dancing in her
eyes. She broke first, her face coming alive as she began to laugh.
Her laugh was beautiful, musical. I could see people turning their
heads in her direction, looking at her, looking at us. I didn't care.
Perhaps I was still shocked that she was talking to me, or more
importantly, I was talking to her and not making a fool of myself.
"What?"
she looked back quizzically.
"Your favourite line. From
Isabella." I repeated.
"I don't think you told me
yours." She said half-accusing.
I smiled back. "Yes I
did. The one from the 'Canterville Ghost', remember?"
"Oh."
She said her voice small. "I didn't know that was your
favourite."
"You think I just said it to be
impressive." I said, smiling.
She nodded her head. "Sorry."
I laughed and shrugged my shoulders easily. "I think it
might have been. But it is my favourite quote. So, I continued,
what's yours."
"I don't know." She said
thoughtfully. "I've never really thought about it." She
admitted.
"It's alright." I said easily.
But I
wanted to know. I wanted to find out about the beautiful woman
sitting next to me. I wanted to gaze into her soul, if she would let
me.
I looked back over at her. She hadn't moved. Her eyes were
closed now, and her brow was furrowed, thinking. Slowly, her features
smoothed, and her eyes opened.
She turned her whole body to face
me. I could feel the warmth from her skin, our fingertips grazing
each other.
"I'm not very good at this." She admitted
sheepishly.
"It's not a competition." I said reassuring
her. "Just tell me what your favourite line is."
"'I love you. I heard him say. And I
love you, I called back, across the dark water. Loving you is the one
thing in my life about which I have no regrets.'"
Then I realized that I hadn't moved, but neither
had she. She was looking at me, staring into my soul, because
somewhere, at some point, I had opened myself up to her.
"Thank you." She said softly.
"My pleasure."
I replied, smiling back.
"Niles Crane."
I said softly.
She looked over at me, confusion and then comprehension
transforming her face. She took my hand in hers and whispered.
"Daphne Moon."
