A/N: I had to return to this to do some editing, so this is kind of the second edit with slight changes. I removed the lyrics for each chapter that it's based on because at the time I wasn't aware at the time that it wasn't permitted. So if you're curious about the song, YouTube it or Google it, either way. Please Enjoy.

The first chapter and the title of the story is based on 'It Will Rain' by Bruno Mars, hopefully by the end of the fic, you will understand.

M/M: NO LEMONS.

D: Disclaimed, any recognizable characters, plots, or lyrics belong to their rightful owners.

It Will Rain

Seth's POV

"Why did you break the imprint?" I asked him this several times, and I still ended up with the same response. He would shrug his shoulders and stay at a permanent mute.

I never bothered much with this whole predicament. I was always left in the dark, hoping and praying that it wasn't me that did something wrong. But prayers can only be answered to a certain point, and the rest was always up to me. My smile slowly drooped and changed day by day, and he was the cause of it. I'm not one to linger, but I blame him for making me fall in love with him and than taking it back. Talk about being played.

I wanted so much to believe that I had opportunities to a happily ever after, but like a wish, it need be granted by someone magical. I thought he held that gift, I thought I was his everything. He told me I was his everything. Why did I believe him? Why was I a fool to ever believe that I had this chance?

"I ASKED YOU A QUESTION JAKE!" I shoved him while he towered over me. I could tell he felt guilty, but he wouldn't admit. "WHY THE HELL DID YOU BREAK THE IMPRINT?"

"I didn't mean it Seth." He tried to wipe the tears from my eyes while I slapped his hands away.

"Don't touch me." I hissed.

"But Seth. I still love you, imprint or not." He cried out. "What we have now is real."

"YOU FUCKING CHEATED ON ME JACOB!" I screamed while pounding my fists on his solid chest. "WITH THE ONE WHO RUINED YOUR LIFE. SO WHY TREAT ME THE SAME? IS THAT WHAT I DESERVED?"

"No baby. Of course not." He sobbed.

"Don't fucking call me that." I shoved him back again. "You lost every privilege the day you slept with that tramp."

"I'm sorry Sethy-bear." He pleaded; calling me the pet name he had for me the day I agreed to give him a chance. "Please forgive me."

"FUCK YOU." I jabbed my index finger in his chest. "And leave me alone. We're done."

I walked away like he did. Even though he did it metaphorically, it still hurt like crazy. Like the day I found out he was fucking her. Isabella Cullen. Yes I said Cullen, she was still married to Edward, and she still cheated on him with my soul mate. It's all bullshit, and now both Edward and I are suffering with this the most. We both knew what was going on, we felt the pain of deceit.

It was only a couple days ago when I caught him in the act, when I entered the house we called home for a year now. In our bed, Jacob had her under him with her legs straddled around his waist. She was moaning and screaming while Jacob was growling like an animal and calling her 'baby.' Even the sight of it was enough to kill me there. They noticed me when I practically threw the dresser across the room and leaving a huge hole in the wall. After that, I pretty much blacked out and went ballistic on the house. After avoiding him for almost a whole day, I returned to the hellhole to see what damage I've done when I calmed down. The house looked abandoned and pretty much destroyed. Jacob was nowhere to be found. The sight of it triggered more anger and sparked memories of the day before, so I torched the place. It went up in flames with whatever painful memories were left with it. Which is the reason why now I'm facing charges for arson and due in court in a couple days.

I guess you can say I lost it. But I was never good at mending a broken heart, well mine to be exact. I always bottled my feelings up and helped everyone else deal with their problems to avoid mine, especially Jacob when he needed a friend when Bella ignored his feelings. It wasn't my obligation for him to fall for me, or even imprint for that matter, I was just there to listen. I would even help Sam with Emily, Leah with Dean, and even Edward with Bella.

Sometimes Edward would be in pain because Bella refused to show affection anymore, and I was the one who stupidly convinced him that she just needed time, not aware that she was taking the time to steal the one person who belonged to me.

"You regretted being with me." I muttered and stopped in my tracks, staring at the ground. "I disgusted you." I turned to see Jacob on his knees in tears.

The pack was here, for the reason of Jacob's safety, I've become dangerous to him apparently, and I don't have a doubt for it. I was ready to kick the shit out of him, make him feel the pain he caused me. Hell… even Alice took Bella to run and hide from my wrath.

"Of course not." He sobbed.

"Don't. Fucking. Lie. To. Me. Jacob." I clenched my fists.

"Seth, stay calm." Sam placed his hand on my shoulder.

"Don't touch me Sam." I slapped his hand away. "Now tell the truth Jacob."

"I-I "

"Exactly. You knew exactly what would happen as soon as you fucked her." I grumbled. "You know what makes it worse?" He slowly looked up to me. "It was a woman, knowing I wasn't enough because I was a man, but you went straight to a woman for the satisfaction. And you know what makes it ten times worse Jacob? You cheated on me with the one woman that broke you, I fixed you, and she comes running with her FUCKING legs spread and you go for it."

"It wasn't like that Seth." He balled.

"Well what is it Jacob? Tell me why THE FUCK WAS THIS ANY FUCKING DIFFERENT?" I pushed him over, now kneeling above him. "Why did you do this to me?"

"I'm so sorry baby." He wrapped his arms around me, pulling me into him while I swung punches against him, trying to free myself.

"I said don't call me that Jacob." I yanked myself away and stood up. Everyone seemed more alert, they knew how pissed I was. "You called her that so don't ever call me that. I HATE YOU JACOB."

One swing. That's all it took for me to knock him out, and that's all it took for me to flee and phase into a grey and black wolf. I could hear everyone shouting for me to come back, Leah swearing at me and cursing over the fact how she thought I was overreacting. Her out of all people should understand how it is to lose the one you love to the person you thought was your friend.

I was a lost and lone wolf treading across the moss and soft soil, crunching the dry pine needles with every step. The brush and leaves scattered and splashed drops of water on my fur every time I passed them, soaking my coat. Ever seen a wolf cry? Well now would be the perfect time. Thunder clashed as lightning filled the sky lighting up the dark clouds as the rain began to fall heavily. I had no idea where I was going, but it had to be far from here. So that's what I did. I plunged into the dark sea as it danced violently.

I found it was easier to dive under to swim across to land further up north. I was heading to Canada, and to run around the shoreline would only seem to take a day longer. If the ocean claimed my life, it wouldn't matter to me; I just wanted the pain to stop.

Jacob's POV

I don't even deserve death, that was the easy way out, and I didn't deserve the easy route. I should be punished with the permanent life of living with this deceit and guilt. I tainted the relationship that has taught me more than I could imagine. I had someone that loved me with all of their heart and didn't expect anything from me, just a promise that I'd never let anyone break my heart again. Its riveted when I'm on the other side now. I wanted so bad to be loved, hoping I could still find it in Bella or some girl, and I had Seth. I always had Seth, so I never thought he would ever leave my side, and now I fucked up big time and he's never coming back to me. I should've went after him, but it's causing agony for both parties, and I just hope that he's ventilating and decides to come back. If he doesn't want to talk to me, if he still wants nothing to do with me, I can try to live with it, but it's a lot better than him gone forever.

"You're fucking stupid Jacob. You had someone a thousand times better than the leech lover, and you gave him up for someone not worth fighting for."

"I'm not in the mood Paul." I flung a rock the size of my hand over the cliff and into the ocean.

"You think I give a shit Jacob. You had him and you fucking broke him. I fucking fought for him, but I wasn't good enough for him, you were, you won, and you fucked it up." I know Paul was pissed, fuck Seth practically handed his heart over on a platter to me and I just cut it open with a dagger. "Was she fucking worth it?"

"No. I fucked up big time." I wiped another tear.

Paul agreed. He knew that I would eventually fuck it up somehow.

1 Year Later

Paul was leaving today. I wanted to go with him. He's heading out to look for Seth, to find him and make sure he's okay. The more I contemplated on the thought, my memories kept going against me, there was no way Seth would ever forgive me. He made it clear he wanted nothing to do with me, but now I know that I need him, every bit of him.

"Paul?" I was surprised he even still spoke to me, comforted me, and gave me the time of day. "If you find him. Please tell him I love him."

"…" I didn't expect Paul to even deliver the message, but can't blame me for hoping. "I'll tell him that you still think of him."

"Fair enough." I nodded in agreement.

With that, Paul disappeared into the woods and that was the last I saw of him. I was succumbed to live in disdain. To live on hope that this agony would go away and Seth would come back and forgive me. But the more I thought about him doing so, the guiltier I felt. I would be selfish to leave the pack, especially since I decided to take on the role as alpha to hopefully occupy my heartbreak.

3 Years Later

"YOU ARE NO LONGER WELCOMED HERE!" I shouted. "EVER!"

"But Jake?" She cried in a disgusting manner. "I love you."

"A little too late Bella." I snarled. "You're the reason my life is fucked up. You broke my heart over and over and I stayed by your side. When I had the chance at love, you came running and made me believe that we had a chance again, and then ruined what I had with Seth. Why can't you just leave us alone?"

"Because I know now that I need you more than anything Jake?" She continued to sob, "please just be with me."

"You don't get it." I shook my head. Sam stood to my left with Jared to my right. "I ruined what I had because of you. I was stupid to believe that you were the one for me. You're my enemy, so why can't you see that we were never meant to be like I finally realized. You chose your life, or death, so quit trying to bring me down with you."

"But Edward doesn't love me anymore." She cried out.

"So what, am I supposed to now?" I scoffed. "Fuck that. Leave this place, or I will gladly end you here and now."

"You wouldn't." She sniffled. "I know there is a part of you that still loves me, and you couldn't kill me even if you tried."

"But we'll gladly do it." Sam intervened while the rest nodded.

"I won't stop them either." I added.

"B-but…"

"I said leave." I fumed. "DON'T. EVER. COME. BACK."

5 Years Later

I haven't felt more depressed in my entire life. The only people whom even spoke to me was the pack, only because they had to. Seth's family won't even look at me, and Leah has threatened my life so many times. I quit fighting and hoped that she would complete the task, but she said I deserved to live with the pain, and I couldn't find it in me to disagree. That was before she left to look for him after a month of his disappearance.

It's been five years since he left, and four since Paul too went looking for him. I couldn't take it anymore, so I'm heading out today without permission to find the one I still love and will love forever. It doesn't matter anymore whether he wants me still or not, I just had to make sure he was okay. Maybe I'd find him.

I made sure that Rachel came home to take care of Billy, it was her turn, and it was my turn to get my life together. I'm almost twenty-six and I have nothing to achieve yet. I can't take being away from Seth for another day, it hurts too much, and to show my dedication to Seth and prove to him that I belong to him and only him now, I banished Bella from La Push and if I could get rid of all of the Cullens I would, just to be next to Seth again.

I had no clue where to begin, so I figure I would start with the reservations and the towns nearby, then the cities if I have to. If no luck comes there, I'll start searching Canada and then across the seas. This is one big world, but I have a lifetime, and then some to find him.

I'll never give up.

Sam's POV

"Felix phased today." I muttered, wrapping my arms around my wife as she stood at the counter cutting up some bread. "I don't know how much longer I can take this Em."

"You're doing great Sam. They'll eventually come back." She looked saddened with every word and wrapped her arms around my neck.

"I know." I sighed. "But I can tell it still bothers Jared, Quil and especially Embry. It feels like whatever we fought for and standing beside the Cullens to protect Bella was pointless, she betrayed us all."

"You guys did it to save her, she was an innocent at the time." She added.

We sat in on the couch for a while; talking and reminiscing about the pack first began. From me phasing to Seth's determination to make sure his pack brothers got along. I missed him; he was like a little brother to me. Whether I used to be with his older sister, he never shuns me out for the imprint, and he always had something positive to say.

It's been two months since Jacob left, and there hasn't bee any word on either of them. I still wondered if any of them would ever return. I didn't want to even think that they could all be dead. I always thought that everything would be smooth sailing after Seth and Jacob were together, they completed each other, but the day we all found out what Jacob did, I became defensive for Seth, I was ready to banish Jacob, but he wouldn't let me. Sometimes I wish I did, then maybe Seth wouldn't have left, but in the end, Seth needed to leave to heal. His heart was broken, and staying here would be a constant reminder of what he lost.

The bonfires haven't been the same; in fact the routine is hardly done anymore. We haven't had much to celebrate for now. Whenever someone new phases, Jared and I usually call him to my place and give him the whole explanation before he starts his patrols. The pack hardly comes here anymore because it just doesn't feel right when half of the original pack is no longer here.

When Jake left, I was reformed as the alpha once again. So starting a family with Emily was becoming a task. She was pregnant with our first child, but I still haven't had the time to spend with her and make sure she is well taken care of.

"Sam?" Jared stood at the door. "Seth's back."

"He is?" I stood up quickly. "Where is he?"

"Sue's, come quick, you're not going to believe this." He smirked as I helped Emily with her coat.

I carried her the entire way over, excited with relief. I was anxious to see him, and hopefully Paul, Leah and Jake were with him. We finally reached the house in a couple minutes. Emily giggled in excitement as we stood behind Jared as he knocked on the door.

"It's me Jared." He announced.

Sue opened the door with the biggest smile on her face. It was rare to see it since Leah and Seth left, and it was great to see it back. I glimpsed across her to see Seth standing by the dining room table with his hands tucked into his pocket. He looked the same since the day he left, the eighteen year old that knew how to cheer anyone up.

"Seth." I raced over and hugged him. "Damn it's good to see you little bro."

"You too." He smiled. "It's good to be back, sorry to worry you guys."

"I'm just glad you're okay Seth." Emily smiled and reached up for a hug. He puzzled as he stared at my wife in disbelief. I could tell he didn't want to question my seven-month old pregnant wife as he stared at her stomach. "Yes I'm pregnant."

We all laughed.

"Is it just you that came back?" I asked hopeful.

"No Paul and Leah are upstairs." He shrugged.

"Good… I'm glad they found you." I sighed in relief.

"I have something to tell you guys, of course Jared already knows, but I was hoping we could call Embry, Quil, Brady, and… Jacob before I say anything." He still winced every time he said Jacob's name.

"Jacob's not here." I said. "He went looking for you guys about two months ago and we haven't heard from him since."

"Shit." He muttered. "Well call the others, they should know this too at least."

It only took seconds before Emily had them all on the phone to meet us, and moments before they came bursting through the door to greet Seth with a hug and a good to see you back.

"I wanted to actually show you guys something. Someone I want you to meet." He sounded nervous. "Paul? Leah?"

It was then we heard the door click and watch their figures walk down the stairs with a little boy not far behind. He raced over to Seth and hid behind him as Paul and Leah sat next to Seth.

"It's okay Logan." He comforted the child before looking at us. "This is Logan Anthony Clearwater, my son."

A/N: Please don't ask me how and why my mind wanders… lol. But I hope you like it. If it's worth continuing, that's your decision to let me know. Read and Review. Otherwise I'll just trash this one.

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