I know, I know Im in the middle of a story, but I had to write this! Lol, I was watching Torched and it just popped into mind. I just started wondering, "hmm and how does that make Liv feel?" Lol so yeah, I had to write this. I promise I will get back to Saving Her (which might get a tittle change, Ill explain why on my profile.) but Im suffering from writers block with that story. Mmmkay Ill shut up now so you can read. :) Oh, and the usual, I own nothing here :(
"Speaking of Elliot, you and he ever…" Jo didn't finish her sentence, just grinned. But I knew what she was about to say.
"No. He's married." I barked out sternly. And, Im not a slut. I thought to myself.
"Yeah," She chuckled, grinning even bigger and shooting me a look that read "didn't stop us."
She seemed amused by my response. And for now I didn't think much about what she said. But later that night, laying in bed I couldn't sleep so I let my mind wander. And guess where it wandered to.
I know, I know Im probably just overreacting. But the thought still bugged me. I mean, first off he was married when they were partners. Then again, she didn't say they actually…did it. But her response to me stating he was married left me wondering. Or maybe -like everyone else- she just assumed we had because ,we we're so close and had all this sexual tension and everything. But, she hadn't known us that long.
I was starting to get frustrated over a few words. Maybe she was just teasing. Maybe this doesn't even matter-which it probably doesn't- and Im just going insane because I cant sleep. So I started to let my mind wander again, and this time it ended up on Dani Beck. Sure, he had been separated but he'd barely known her! I heard him talking to Fin one time, and also heard how they made out. I almost puked.
So what was different with me? How come the most intimate thing we had done was hug? Yeah, he was married now. But he'd been separated. Was I not good enough? Dani had only been his temporary partner, but they had a make out session. What did she have that I didn't it? In my personal opinion, she wasn't extremely pretty. And Munch told me she was annoying. I didn't know much about Jo, but apparently they had… yeah…while he was married!
I sighed, I was letting a little sentence bug the hell out of me! All she asked if I ever did the deed with my partner, and as much I wanted to say yes, I couldn't. Simple as that right? Well according to my mind, no it was not simple.
I needed sleep, I was going insane. Seven words, just seven words were driving me crazy. After tossing and turning I finally fell asleep.
But the next day, I was very tiered. I obviously suffered from lack of sleep. Jo came in waving a file around.
"Hey! You look tiered." She observed.
"I am."
"Couldn't sleep?"
"Nope, I let me mind wander and it didn't want to stop." And it was all your fault, I thought.
"Anything important?"
"No," Well, stupidly it was to me.
"Morning." Stabler came in, waving to both of us.
"Hey," I gave him a smile to which he returned. I sighed in my mind, because I knew that's all I would get. No other signs of affection or anything. And I hated it.
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