**I do not own any of the WWF supertars in this story, so dont sue!!!**
Chapter 1
"I truly never knew how boring the Internet could be..." I contemplated as I
sat in front of my laptop just clicking my mouse over and over again.
I had done everything I needed.... checked my mail...wrote my commentary for
my site...and searched for some new "gossip"
"Now if only this stupid AIM would start working...." suddenly the buddy list
popped up.
"Spoke too soon!" I laughed as I saw no one was on
"Damn..." I cursed at myself as I continued to surf the net when I heard the
'door open' and clicked to my buddy list, Jeff... I smiled and clicked
his name...
ItsAHurricane: Hey there buddy...how's it hangin **wink wink**
JeffsADaredevil: Its hangin...lol...what you up to?
ItsAHurricane: nothing much. Relaxing...well actually BORED OUT OF MY MIND!
JeffsADaredevil: how come youre not out?
ItsAHurricane: Well since me and D broke up there hasn't been too much
partying in TheHurricane's life....kinda tired of it....
JeffsADaredevil: really....that's something I never thought I would hear from
the party king...lol
ItsAHurricane: me neither. Im telling you man, she took a big part from me.
Especially when...
I paused for a moment thinking back on all the pain I had suffered. She
ripped my heart out and stepped all over it.
JeffsADaredevil: yeah I know what youre talking about you don't gotta re
open old wounds...
ItsAHurricane: **sighs** too late **mind wanders**
I thought back to all the pain she put me through. And how we played games
with each others emotions that ultimately ripped us apart.
JeffsADaredevil: listen man...Im sorry about everything that went on....I
didnt mean for it to hurt you as bad as it did...
ItsAHurricane: its ok Jeff...it wasn't your fault. Your a guy, and I know how
she was...is...so you don't need to explain it for the millionth time.
**sighs**
JeffsADaredevil: ok.
JeffsADaredevil: listen man I'm gonna get goin need to go do some
things...Ill talk to you later...
And with that he signed off. Leaving my buddy list once again empty and my
wounds re-opened.
"Damn me" I said out loud, remembering all those games we played. I loved
her so much and I had to play along with her games, just to keep her near and
not lose her. Suddenly the "door" re-opened and there she was. I hadn't
talked to her in months and I hesitated to click her name. But it was
something I had to do. I thought it was time to end my feelings once and for
all. I never had the chance to tell her that I loved her and sometimes I
wonder if that's what our relationship was lacking....
ItsAHurricane: D...you got a sec?
DonlyDestiny: wow look who's alive...or should I say look who remembers I'm
alive...damn Shane I didn't know you forgot about "X" girlfriends so
quickly...
ItsAHurricane: see you still got your sarcasm...
DonlyDestiny: really...looks like you got smarter...
I paused and had second thoughts on how I felt about her. I HATED HER
SARCASM!!! It drove me insane.
ItsAHurricane: you can say that. So how are you?
DonlyDestiny: fine.
She didn't speak for a few minutes
ItsAHurricane: really...glad to hear....look I just wanted to tell you
that....
I thought about it for a second when she replied
DonlyDestiny: look Shane I'm not up for playing games anymore so please if
its something about us...SAVE IT.
My heart sank and I closed the window.
"Fucking bitch....how the hell can I love her dumb ass?" I said out loud.
"Hey man will you mind keeping the profanity down...I kinda got a date and
were trying to have a nice conversation..." CJ, my roommate, peaked his head
in the door as I just hushed him off as he slammed the door. I looked at my
computer screen and signed off of AIM.
"Fuck this shit" I said in a lower voice than before. I shut down my
computer, still ragging over what had happened, as I walked out to see Chris
and his date making out on the couch.
"oh will you go to the room...damn!" I complained as I made my way to my room
while I heard CJ curse me out.
"Yeah, yeah, yeah." I said and slammed my door.
I went over and put on my boxing gloves and turned my radio full blast to
'Method Man n RedMan- Da Rockwilder' I began letting out all my frustration
on the punching bag which was my only means of anger management.
After about an hour there were loud knocks on my door that almost knocked it
down
"What the fu...?" I began as I turned my music low
"Who is it?!" I yelled as I made my way to the door and opened it while
trying to catch my breath.
"D?" she stood before me, looking even better than before.
"What are you...?" she put her hand over my mouth and pushed me into the room
while closing the door behind her. I stared at her speechless with my heart
pounding fast in my chest.
"What were you doing?" she asked, looking at how sweaty I was and averting
her attention to the punching bag.
"Letting out my anger..." I said also turning to look at the bag which too
was full of sweat.
"What are you doing here D?" I asked
"I wanted to hear what you wanted to tell me..." she said as she took a seat
on my bed. I removed my gloves and took a minute to reflect as she looked
around at my really messy room. I got a chance to check her out, she had her
hair shorter than before...but I loved it short....and now it looked awesome.
She had slimmed down significantly since the last time I seen her, her
stomach was out...and
D! What a stomach it was...the developed six pack to prove.
"Shane" she called as she caught me staring
"wha...?" I said looking up at her
"Stop drooling." There it was. The smile that melted my heart.
"yea...yeah..." I said smirking at her as well.
"Listen D...I don't really feel comfortable telling you now...but how about
we meet for lunch tomorrow...?" I asked as she got up and walked towards me
that 'cool water' scent filling the air.
"Shane..." she said in a low seductive voice. My name rolled from her tongue
so sweetly that it made me want her
"Wha...?" I asked as she passed her index finger on my still sweaty chest.
"You remind me...of when we used to have...hot...passionate...sex..." she
looked up into my eyes as her tongue rolled across her upper lip making me
want her even more. I felt myself falling for her once again. She slowly
reached up to my lips as I closed my eyes awaiting her lips on mine
"So what was it Shane?" she said in a normal voice once again, as she
stepped away from me leaving me wanting her.
"I hate your games D!" I said as I turned my back to her. Furious at myself
for falling for it once again. "Look Shane.... I didn't come over here to
play games...now tell me what it is you needed to tell me and Ill be on my
way..." she said.
"I love you D!" I spit out finally, as the moment went silent and I couldn't
find a way to turn around and face her. Face to face....
There were seconds of silence that felt like hours. I closed my eyes tight
and nodded my head as I placed my hands on the dresser and hung my head. 'It
was a damn mistake to tell her' I thought to myself.
"Sha..."
The door interrupted her...
"What?!" I yelled turning my head to the door.
"I need to get something from the room." Kurt yelled angrily
"I hate this shi..." I stormed to the door and opened it as he stormed in,
not noticing D standing there. "Don't fucking lock the door...its my room
too..." he complained like usual, as I stood by the door waiting to close it.
He turned his attention to D.
"Oh shit! I'm sorry Shane!...Umm...sorry D...Ill be going now..." he backed
up his steps as he grabbed his jacket and stared at D. Then gave me a final
look and mouthed an 'I'm sorry' as I slammed the door in his face and locked
it.
"Fuck you too" he yelled.
I finally turned and faced D as I leaned back on the door and stared at her,
I gulped as she didn't look at me. She finally looked up at me and our eyes
met as we both gulped at the same time
"Shane...I don't know what to say...." she said
"I've never heard those words...well....not from anyone who I lov..." she
stopped and looked down, but I knew what she was gonna say.
'She loved me!' I thought, 'she really did'
I looked down and just wanted to go over to her and kiss her and show her how
much I loved her. But I couldn't.
"I gotta go..." she said as she attempted to leave. I moved to the side and
let her unlock the door
"I cant...." I thought as I stopped her from opening the door
"Don't go..." I said still looking away as she hesitated in her attempt to
leave.
"I have to Shane..." she said once again trying to open the door as I
stopped her again.
This time closing it back and positioning myself in front of her while
holding the door closed.
"D look at me..." I said as I raised her chin to look into her eyes, but she
moved her head to the side, still avoiding me.
"No...I'm not gonna start this again Shane..." she said. Once again hanging
her head.
"It wont be the same games D...I swear...I love you...I always have...I just
played along with you because I was afraid of losing you." She just nodded
her head and cracked her fingers.
She was silent until I let out a loud exhale and moved to the side....I knew
she wanted to leave...maybe think things over...whatever it was, she was
entitled to it. So as I moved so did she, right out the door. I couldn't
watch her go but I heard the door slam and she was gone.
Would I ever see her again? I had no clue, but right now I was feeling like a
load had been lifted off my shoulders
'At least she knows...' I thought.
"At least she knows!" I said to myself out loud as I threw myself on the bed
and stared at the ceiling, just daydreaming about what would happen...until I
fell in a deep sleep.....