Autor's Note: So, I dared to put something on the net again. It's another one-shot, since my longer stories always seem to end in a writer's block. Anyway, Liam is mushing about his situation after Da'an and Augur betrayed him. Oh, and I don't own the caracters or the titel (from a song of Art Garfunkel).
Sometimes When I'm Dreaming
Who can honestly say he or she has never felt lonely? I think no-on. Of course no-on feels lonely in the same way, the same place, as often or as long as someone else. Still, that thought doesn't make me feel any better, or less alone.
Alone. Such a strange word. How can somebody be alone when there are so many others? And still, it is that way. I suppose I'm more alone then most. I'm the last, the first, and probably forever the only one of my kind. And I wished more then once I wasn't.
My father is dead, died before I was even born. My mother is dead too. She died when I was only a few months old. To young to be without a mother. I still have my other father though. But he doesn't know he is, and tried to hurt and kill me more then once.
The one I consider my big sister is somewhere in the universe, and thus beyond my reach. And the one I consider my big brother has betrayed me. Oh, he did it to protect me, so I suppose our friendship can be repaired, but it won't be the same.
And finally there is the one I considered my friend and mentor, and something of a parent. He betrayed me in the worst way possible. And yet... He did try to protect me. I just wish he trusted me the way I trusted him. But I suppose that trust is now lost forever.
And where does all of this leave me? I honestly don't know. But it feel like the loneliest place in the whole universe. I just wish there was someone like me, or at least who'd understand me. And one can always dream, can't I? If there was only someone who'd be able to make dreams come true...
Autor's Note: So, how is it? Good, bad, alright? Please tell me, I love reviews. ()does puppy-dog-eyes() Pretty please?