What if Jenny never wants to return back to NY after she was sent away by her father?
It's strange how California, the sunny state, did no good to her frozen heart.
Disclaimer: I don't own Gossip Girl.
Life's not fair
Life had not been fair to Jenny Humphrey; she felt like she had been punished far worse than her actions warranted , her family had rejected her and she had been sent away to that godforsaken hell hole of a Hudson to live with her mother, who didn't even care about her daughter.
In the beginning, her father called her on a regular basis to check up on her, but she never really wanted to talk to him. She felted so betrayed that she had just been sent away, like an unwanted gift. Sure, she had done some things that she wasn't proud of, but the moment she needed her father the most, he wasn't there for her. So the day that he called and she pressed ignore, she didn'tfeel any regret.
Dan was the only one of the family, or any person really, she stayed in touch with. She was shocked when he told her about Georgina and the baby, and that Vanessa didn't want anything to do with him anymore. He was also the one who told her about the big society wedding of Nate and Serena, and how that Chuck and Blair didn't work out and that Blair was now living in Paris with some European prince.
The day she found out that she was pregnant, her mother threw her out of the house. Jenny had felt so alone; she told nobody about her situation, only Dan knew. He understood, but she refused to say who the father was and made him swear that he wouldn't tell anybody.
She stayed for the rest of her senior year with a friend she had met and befriend in her first months she was in Hudson.
Of course, she found out too late to have an abortion and the other 6 months were pure hell; every day she was sick and started each morning with throwing up her guts.
Luckily her due date was in the summer holiday so nobody had a clue, they didn't really notice her because although she had been Queen Bee at Constance, here in Hudson she was a nobody. They didn't even noticed when she started wearing big jumpers to hide her baby bump.
On July the 14th, after a 23 hour delivery, she gave life to a beautiful baby girl, Kate. She went through the birth of her daughter alone, and that was how she felted when they left her the first time alone with this creature she didn't even know how to take care of.
A single tear fellon Jenny's cold cheek, and she swore there and then that this would not ruin her, that she would fight back, that one day the world would be at her feet and she would have everything that she ever wanted and more.
There and then her heart turned ice-cold.
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
(Fighter-Christina Aguilera)
A/N : thank you Victoria-Eliza for beta-reading this, you already helped me a lot!