hello readers this is my first time writing a fanfic got more chapters on the way hopefully need reviews love other peoples opinions. Which me luck oh and I suck at summerys and spelling sorry.

Chapter 1

As Timmy heard the "pat pat" of rain hitting his window. He started to cry for the two hundredth time that day. He couldn't help it, he was happy and so so sad at the same time. He didn't know when, but his tears had turned crimson and had a metallic taste as they slid down his face. He had many thoughts but most of his thoughts had been concerned with his true family. His fairy godparents, Cosmo and Wanda, also his fairy god brother who was now 11 ( fairy's age a little bit faster then normal people.) Timmy was upset with Jorgan, but happy with the deal he made. He needed his memory's, as much as it would hurt he knew with the hole that would be in his heart. if he hadn't made the the deal he would be like the emotionless person he wished he was that one time. Timmy hit his head on the glass of his window. The dreary day matched the mood in so many ways, but as he started to remember the deal he kept it ready for himself to remember if at need be.

(Flashback to two years ago from that day)

"TIMMY TURNER!" Jorgan said in his booming voice, not trying to shout or be loud at all. Timmy was shaking, he had been crying for days knowing he was going to be fourteen in less then two days. he should have been excited, but the mere thought of losing his fairy's no his family was sickening to every pore of his body. Jorgan looked down on the boy with pity and wondered 'why would the council do this to him? to have me take away people who truly care and love this boy, why ?' As he pondered this, Timmy stood. Jorgan saw the crimson tears the boy had shed while his fairy's were sent to fairy world to do some small chores around Mama Cosma's house.

As Timmy stood and looked up at the biggest, and most muscular fairy in fairyland, next to Jaundisimo who was small but muscular. Timmy gathered up as much confidence as possible and said in a hushed voice,

"why do this to me? Why leave me to rot? Just, take my life now or I surely will." Jorgan was stunned, but knew the boy was speaking the truth. On levels most humans, fairy's, and any other creature. He knew much of the pain one would go through for love of family. Jorgan dropped to a knee and put his hand gently on Timmy's back and said in a just as gentle tone,

"Turner, I have a deal for you my friend." Timmy looked at the fairy with hope and some distrust, but there was truth in his eyes.

Timmy asked in a worried voice "What deal?" Jorgan smiled something no has truly seen sense he proposed to tooth fairy Jorgan said,

"Here's the deal you get too keep your fairy's until you are sixteen so two years and also your memory's but you can not make a wish for the two years got it?"

Timmy looked at the most of the time bully fairy but was happy crimson tears fell more freely then when he was sad Timmy smiled then looked up as serious as ever at Jorgan and said. "Yes." And in Timmy's mind he thought 'maybe I can be happy for two more years maybe more but there is still doubt he didn't know if the future well end with a smile or someone finding him dead, but he thought, 'i well hope i well protect and i well fight for the ones i love i shed to many tears.' He signed the document to seal his deal with Jorgan. Then, the muscle bound fairly smiled and left in the biggest poof imaginable.

(End of flashback two years ago present day)