Title: The Soul's Shadow [Part 1]

Warnings: Yaoi 1+3, a little Violence, the fic gets a little weird, most of it taking place in Trowa's "mind".

Disclaimer: Don't own the characters, but the idea for the fic is mine. ^__^ Go me!

CCT: I wrote this fanfic a long time ago, and just found it again. (it had been "buried" on my old computer. teehee.) And I wanted to share it with everyone. It's complete!

|KEY|
~*~ = Normal time
----- = Dream sequence/Illusions
'thoughts'
"spoken"
//echoes\\
[Scary talk! You'll understand later.]

***flashbacks***

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"What does it matter to ya,
When you've got a job to do you gotta do it well.
You gotta give the other fellow hell!
You used to say live and let live.
(You know you did, you know you did, you know you did)
But if this ever-changing world in which we live in,
Makes you give in and cry;
Say live and let die!"
--Live and Let Die, Paul McCartney
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                Trowa ran through the hall as fast as he could. The mission had gone sour and it was his fault. He let a guard see him as he snuck into the base. The guard had somehow triggered an alarm before Trowa could knock him out. Trowa cursed as he stopped at the fork in the hall. Looking left he decided to head that way.
               Trowa froze in place at the sight of a gun pointed at his temple. Trowa glared at the soldier as the gun was roughly shoved at Trowa. The man had to be in his early thirties. He had short croppy black hair with deep hazel eyes. He was only an inch shorter then Trowa, but a good twenty pounds heavier.
                "Thought you would find something interesting here? Eh?"  The soldier had an odd tone to him, as if he was the one scared. Trowa knew he could use that to his advantage.
                "I think I did find something interesting." Trowa kept his voice calm, not letting the soldier sense that tension he was feeling.
                "And what might that be?" Trowa smiled. "What's so funny?" Trowa didn't answer; instead he lunged forward clenching the barrel of the gun. They struggled for control and then the gun fired. Trowa gasped as the bullet penetrated him in his right side. The soldier had a triumphant smirk on his face, but it soon faded as the gun fired once more. While the soldier was smiling Trowa turned the gun shooting the soldier in the gut. The two fell to the ground, the gun sliding across the floor, discarded. Trowa rolled onto his back, stealing a glance at the soldier. He was gasping for breath, and Trowa could hear the man praying. Trowa made a noise of disgust as he slowly sat up.
                "Why are you praying? Praying can't help you now." Trowa's voice was still calm.
                "I'm praying for my soul... I... " The man gasped for breath, but continued anyway, "I would tell you... to do the... same... but the look in you eyes... tell me you have no soul... to pray for... God help y... " The man gasped once more before his body stilled. Trowa sat there stunned.
                //... you have no soul... \\
                'I do so.'
                //... the look in your eyes... \\
                'I do so.'
                //... tell me you have no soul... \\
                'I do so.'
                Trowa suddenly gasped as a sharp pain made its way up Trowa's side. 'I need to get out of here.' Trowa slid up the wall, leaving a bloodstain as he did so.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
                Heero and Duo waited at the jeep a few hundred yards from the base. It was well hidden in a small wooded area, surrounded by bushes and trees. The two had made a run for it when the alarms had started. Neither knew the reason for their detection, only that they needed to leave as soon as possible. But they were missing Trowa.
                "Where is he? You don't think he continued with the mission anyway?" Duo asked, turning to look at Heero. Heero shook his head while crossing his arms. "Then where is he?"
                "Maybe he's dead."
                Duo's mouth fell open at Heero's answer. "How could you say that!? What kind of boyfriend are you!?"
                "Shut up. I was only stating an option. I'm sure he is fine." Duo smacked Heero on the back of his head. Heero slowly turned his head, giving Duo a glare.
                "Then don't say things like that! If Trowa heard... " The two froze, there was a noise coming from the bushes ahead. Heero slowly pulled out his gun, aiming it at the bushes. Trowa slowly emerged, and the two other pilots gasped. Trowa's face was pale and looked clammy. The front of his turtleneck sweater was covered in blood.
                "Trowa!" Heero quickly ran over to his lover, not believing what he was seeing. Trowa's left hand was firmly placed over his right side, holding the wound. "What happened?"
                "Got... shot... Heero... " Trowa let out a long breath as he fell forward. Heero caught him cradling him as the two fell to the ground.
                "Duo! Help me get him in the jeep."
                "Shit!"
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
                Duo sped on the dirt road heading for Preventers Headquarters. Heero sat in the back of the jeep, Trowa lying across his lap. Trowa had lost consciousness and was still bleeding heavily.
                "Heero! You need to put pressure on the wound!" Heero looked down at his hand, which was covering the wound.
                "I am!"
                "Your hand isn't going to help much! Use a cloth or something!" Heero frantically pulled off his tank top, almost losing it to the wind. While holding the garment he quickly ripped Trowa's sweater near the wound. Heero quickly folded the tank top, placing it firmly above the wound.
                "Hurry up Duo! I don't think he's going to make it!" Duo noted the worried tone Heero's voice had taken.
                "I know! I'm flooring it now!"
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                Five men came running out of the building as Duo held down the horn for several seconds. Duo then slid out from behind the wheel running around the jeep. He and the men slowly pulled Trowa out of the back. Heero, now covered in blood, jumped also got out. He stared in shock as the men ran into the building, Trowa's unconscious form in tow. Duo stood next to Heero.
                "He'll make it Heero... Trowa's a fighter... " Duo's voice was low and barely audible.
to be continued...

CCT: Well, what do you guys think so far? o.o If you like, move along to the next chapter!