I noticed Wil watching me yesterday as I sat reading. I could have been imagining it, but I really believe that he was. He sat staring at me, but every time I looked up he glanced away. No, that can't be true. I don't know what I was thinking. He couldn't have been staring at me. Why would he? Not only am I his brother, but he doesn't think of men that way at all. But I can't seem to make these thoughts go away, just like my feelings for him. He's just too amazing. Oh well, I just have to get it through my head that nothing is ever going to happen between us. Not even in my wildest dreams…