Disclaimer: This written for fun, I make no profit from this.
I was inspired by the saying, be careful what you wish for it just might come true...
Maybe a one-shot or something else, I don't know yet!
I hate nights at the old estate, I always feel cold and lonely. This place has too much history. I wish I never came here. But this is the price I paid for my dream or should I call it a nightmare now. It breaks me to think my love is given to a man whose being is cold to the touch.
I need a strong drink to drown out the emptiness within me. My only company is the stars in the sky. Another long lonely night and I can't help but hang my head to cry. I began wonder how did things got so complicated. I married my childhood crush; we should have lived happily ever after. But somewhere along the way I became the fool. I believed with my all of my essence, that I could save him from the darkness. Instead he is pulling me further from the light. I am a fallen angel, who can't be happy as long as I chose to stay with the demon. Fate has a great sense of humor; I gave up the perfect man to marry this monster.
My husband chose to taken another sixth month mission, leaving me to my own desires. With the anticipating building; I'll soon have the chance to be whole again. With your arrival, I'll feel like my former self, full of hopes and dreams. Losing all self-control, I rush into your arms, feeling your warmth and seeing my smile reflected in your eyes.
When I look at you the electricity is so intense, eye to eye; I wish there was more between us. My voice falters in your presence; you are my lifeline to this world. With all me senses stripped, never in my life have I felt so defenseless. This is the part where my heart takes over, and nothing else seems important. I see you standing in the doorway, indicating this is where you belong. My resolve is melting each time your hands caresses my tender skin. The lust in your eyes isn't helping at all; through your kisses I feel all the passion, that can't be expressed in words. I love how gently kiss the side of my neck, before embracing me as a lover should.
The room starts spinning out of control, as your fingers intertwined with mine. You are the only man that can make my body flutter like this. Forbidden is not even in your vocabulary as you pay no attention to the ring on my finger. It is hard to believe you are the most moral man I know. I part of me wished to be yours and only yours, forevermore. Just like last time, you began by slowly kissing me, your callous hands wrapped around my waist.
(Sorry but I just can't write those type of scenes, so use your imagination!)
When it is over; the only guilt I feel is we should not be together in the same bed I share with my husband. In truth, with him it is just sex. But with you it feels like actual love making. You give me purpose, and it is only a matter of time before we are found out. Sometimes I think I married the wrong prodigy; but I could never ask you to leave your wife. I like to think of her as a sister, but only to stay close to your side. As you get up to leave, I reach for your hand asking you to stay. Even with your duties you chose to stay with me, so I won't feel the loneliness.
Then I left to think, about all the ifs in our relationship. Why did I ever let you go? When I see you with her, my jealousy gets the best of me. She may have your name, but I know I have your heart. I wish I could return to that simple girl you fell in love with.
But what is done is done and in the morning; I'll return to being Sakura Uchiha and you'll be Neji Hyuga; a man who can to no wrong.
What to you think of her secret admirer, was it obvious? Please review and let me know, I thought I gave good clues without blowing the surprise!!
Rae