I can still feel your breath on my neck, and your arms wrapped tightly around me. And I should never have let you in. Maybe I would have turned you away if I had known it would be this hard to let go. You should not have been here. I should not have let you stay.
But stay you did, even though I knew you would have to go. Back to your tower. Away to your money. Run to your life, to the reality where I do not exist but as a nuisance. Nothing but a useless stepping stone that you will never defeat. I know you will not think of me up there in your power as you oversee this hopeless city. I'm not even real here...But I know you won't forget.
How can I say all the things that my heart has been screaming? How can I dare acknowledge them in the first place...these emotions were never mine! I do not want to feel this, when I can barely feel at all.
Why do I still feel you...