Why Me
BPOV
It was the eve of my 21st birthday when I first saw him again. How dare he have the nerve to show his face after all the agonizing pain and torture he put me through. He tore out my heart the day he told me he didn't want me anymore. He ripped my world apart the day he turned his back and walked away. He shattered my dreams. He was the last person of this planet that I wanted to see. I turned and made my way out of the club, it was only 11:30 but my evening had now been ruined so there was no point staying out any longer. I couldn't stop the tears from cascading down my face as I walked home. Yes he hurt me but to be honest I still loved him. I have always loved him and I always will. As I reached my apartment block, I heard a subtle cough behind me, quiet enough for just me to hear. I had an idea of who it may be but I was not going to turn and face him. Instead I motioned for him to follow.
We both sat in my living room, an awkward silence filled the room. It was him that broke that silence.
'Bella I am so sorry, I was so stupid and selfish.' I stared at him 'I can only begin to imagine the pain and hurt I put...'
'No Edward you will never know how it feels to have your heart broken by the one person you have ever truly loved. You will never know what it is like to wake up every day and think what have I got left to live for. You will never understand what I went through.'
'Bella....I....I'm so sorry, honestly I really am. If I could reverse time, I would never have left you. I'm sorry for what I did'
'You tore out my heart and threw it in my face Edward. That is what you did to me. You chucked away everything we had. You ruined me, physically, emotionally and mentally.'
He hung his head because he knew what I was saying was right. When he lifted his head I could see the tears forming in the corners of his eyes, the tears he was trying hard to fight back.
'I understand that what I did was wrong and I'm sorry. I just hope that one day you will find it in your heart to forgive me because the thing is I still love you Isabella Swan.'
With that he stood up and left. I walked over to the balcony doors and watched him cross the street and walk away into the distance. I opened the door, stepped out into the cool night air and sighed.
'I still love you to Edward Cullen.'
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EPOV
I could feel the tears welling up and I knew that I had to get out of there.
'I understand that what I did was wrong and I'm sorry. I just hope that one day you will find it in your heart to forgive me because the thing is I still love you Isabella Swan.'
Before she could say anything else I left. As I crossed the street and walked away from the love of my life, I virtually broke down. I knew that she would never forgive me and that I would never get her back. As I got to the corner of her street, I turned to steal one last glance. In the moonlight I could see her standing on her balcony, still as beautiful as I remembered. I blinked and she was gone. I sighed and went home.
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A.N
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