Notes=how luffy handles ace's self-harm. zoro finds out his captain is a cutter and luffy rooms with zoro in this. luffy and zoro couple

Chapter 1=A Depressed Captain

Luffy P.O.V

It had been 2 days since Zoro had walked in on me cutting. I now shared a room with him and Chopper checked my arms once a week to make

sure that I didn't make any new cuts. Only Sanji, Zoro, and Chopper knew about my problems. Sanji found out because I "apparently don't eat enough."

I haven't really had much of an apitite for meat and it looks like burnt fleash...my brother's burnt fleash whenever I see it.

"Luffy, we need to see what you ate." Chopper told me. I sighed. "Some fruit." I answered. Devil fruit users need a lot of protein. If they don't

get enough of it, they will die. Sanji and Chopper both knew this bit of information from having devil fruit users on the ship and studying about it as a cook and dr.

"Want more meat in your diet. Sanji is cooking some omletes and stuff. Try eating more. Ok." Chopper said. No way in hell! I left and found Zoro cleaning his

swords. "How were things with Chopper?" he asked.

"He said to eat more meat." I answered, wrinkleing up my nose. "Making stew tonight and no...you don't get to avoid eating. I better see you at the table, Luffy!"

Sanji replied. Zoro gave me a reassuring smile.

"It'll be fine. Sanji just wants to make sure you're not starved. You know how he is with people who are starving." he said. "But I don't want the food." I said.

"It's a lot better for you if you took care of yourself too. Why don't you try it." Zoro said. I sighed, just happy to have Zoro there.

By the time it was Supper I sat down next to Zoro and as usualle didn't want my Supper. I merely pushed it around and played with it. "Luff,it would make me happy if you ate."

Zoro whispered in my ear. The one weakness I had...was my first mate however.

I got it half-gone. I took the plate back to Sanji who gazed at it surprised. "Well am happy you ate." he said. I nodded and left.