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Remus's p.o.v
He been at the church at least a day. The funeral isn't suppose to start for another couple of hours, yet in some ways he feels like the funeral began the day he found out that they were both dead. He's trying so hard not to break down, to crying. James once said that being sad was a waste of time. Why be sad when you could be laughing, with that though Remus really does laugh. He can't believe that Lily and James are dead.
Two hours before the funeral
It's only when he hears footsteps approaching does he look up. For a split second he thinks he's seeing Sirius, but then he remembers. Remembers that Sirius the spy for Voldemort. (in the 3rd book it states that Remus thinks that Sirius is the spy and vice vs.) That he betrayed Lily and James to Voldemort and is now facing life in Azkaban. Instead of Sirius it is Hagrid in his horrid orange suit. His face all ready dripping with tears. He sits down next to me.
"Remus I'm so sorry, I-i-i-i 'm so sorry. A pair of some of the best people you could ever meet."
I try to smile at Hagrid, but fail. It's to hard I feel, I feel like I've lost everything. Wormtail dead, Prongs dead, Padfoot in prision, Lily dead, and poor Harry. I try do say something to Hagrid anything to try and comfort him, I want to, but how can I comfort him, when I'm just trying to breathe and stay afloat. Hagrid in his own way knows his and just sits next to me.
The pews are filling up I see Albus, Minerva McGonagal, the Longbottoms, Moody, Emmeline Vance and Shacklebolt. I can't make out any more faces they all just start to blend into each other. The coffins are already in place and the minister is starting to make a speech. He's a muggle though, what does he really no about these people the wizarding world is for morning.
Soon enough though Albus makes his way up to the podium.
"Lily and James Potter two of the finest people you could ever meet. They didn't care who you were or what you as long as you were their friend none of that mattered. They were both filled with so much courage, compassion, and love. So after saying that I for once any at a loss for words I don't no how to describe these two people in their entirely. So all I am left to say is never forget these people. To Lily and James Potter."
Everyone present was some how touched by these two people and they all realize that everything Albus said was true, but that's not enough for them they want me to speak. I feel their eyes on me. The last Marauder standing. I no all these people want me to say something great about these two people who touched my live in more ways then they will ever no, but what they don't understand is that I can't, that I wish so badly that this was all just a sick and twisted dream and any second now I'm going to wake up.
With that thought I walk up to the podium and the coffins I place a white lily on Lily's(lol, to bad there aren't red lily's huh?) and a rose on James. I walk the twenty feet to the podium and say "I'm sorry," then as fast as I can I walk out of the church and into the beautiful sun lit day.
I have to wake up. Face reality there not coming back, their dead, dead and buried. The friends I had have no left me forever. The lone wolf walks alone once more.
