AUTHOR: Goddess Isa
EMAIL: goddessisa@aol.com
SUMMARY: Buffy and Riley screw on her bed. YEAH RIGHT!!!! No, in actuality, this is a Xander and Anya fic. I don't write too many and I love doing them so there. g
SPOILER: Hush
DISTRIBUTION: Sandee, of course - My site - http://planetslaythis.homestead.com - Crystal and Butterfly if they want it - A Soul's Redemption - Anyone else - sure, just email me & lmk where it's going - I like seeing my name in print =)
FEEDBACK: Please, I'd hate to have to Slay for it. =P
RATING: TV-PG
DISCLAIMER: Asshole Joss owns all. Stupid bastard that he is.
"I love you, I love you, I love you." Anya kept kissing Xander's face, hair, hands, neck, everywhere. The whole shit with the Gentlemen was over now and they were lying in his bed after having had sex. He was tired, but he knew they were going to have this conversation sooner or later so he just laid there and waited for her to start.
"Do you know how great you are?" she asked. "You took on Spike for me! Spike! You weren't going to let him get away with killing me. Of course, if I was already dead this isn't very cool, but the fact that you cared....I love you for caring."
"I love you for being you." he'd never said it before, but it was true. He did love her, more than he thought he would or could. Once again, he thought, I'm surprised by my own feelings.
"Can I ask you something?" she climbed on top of him but made no moves to screw him.
"Of course."
"What was it like? I mean, when you thought.....did it hurt?" she asked quietly.
"Anya, when I thought you were dead, I was crushed."
"Crushed? Is that *all*?" she asked, instantly angry.
"For now," he admitted. "But aren't you glad that I felt crushed? That I went after Spike? You said I was brave."
"I know what I said." she snapped and rolled off of him, folding her arms. "I wanted you to be lost."
"I was," he admitted quietly.
"Oh!" she threw her arms around his neck and went back to kissing him all over. "What would you do if I died?" she asked.
"Kill myself?" he guessed, hoping it was the right answer.
"I love you," she kissed his lips harshly and smiled when she finally pulled away to breathe. "I knew you were the perfect boyfriend."
He smiled, almost blushing.
"And someday," she began working her lips down his body. "You'll make the perfect husband."
Xander was glad Anya couldn't see his face, because he was suddenly terrified.