Another Logan Angst poem, darlings(: I don't know why I'm making him so depressed. After the Big Time Green episode and everybody wanted to be his partner I was just thinking "Wow. Dumb kids!" Hahaha enjoy(: P.S. I don't own Big Time Rush
-Katherine Elizabeth(:
I just want to disappear.
I want Logan Mitchell to be gone.
Erased.
Done.
I just wanted someone to notice me
For me
Pay attention
To my smile
Not the number of times
I raise my hand.
Would it really
Be so hard
To try to
Understand?
Does anybody realize
How it feels to be in between?
Genius or
A slave?
That's the question
Of me.
That is all I am now
A brain
Not a smile
Not a child
Not a person
Just a brain.
Next time you look for me,
I will not be there
Next time you ask for me,
I will not care.
Next time you call for me,
I won't be your slave
Next time you cry for me,
I will be in my grave
You always figured
I would just be there
Something to use
Put away
Until tomorrow.
History repeats itself
Each and every day
All I want
Just please,
Make the pain go away.
"There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
And when you're staring at that phone in your lap
And you hoping but them people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel
And they sayin' what would you wish for
If you had one chance?"
I just want to disappear.
I want Logan Mitchell to be gone.