As I put my arms through the sleeves of my shirt I couldn't help the sense of accomplishment that washed over me.
Matty and I had just lived the fantasy that I'd dreamed of as my first time with Collin but strangely this time we did it I didn't think about Collin at all. It wasn't just Matty's constant grunting in that interrupted my train of thought. No the train was perfectly on track and so was I.
Had I finally gotten over my Collin phase and gone back to reality? And if so why did I immediately start thinking about him after having sex with Matty? I didn't know the answers to these questions yet but things could only go uphill from here. Well at least that's what I thought until I dreamt about him again that night.
AWKWARD.
"So you didn't picture Collin when you and Matty were getting it on yesterday. That means you're over him right?" Tamara asked as she sat down at their usual table.
"I'm not sure. I don't think I am because he was the first person to pop into my head after we finished, that's not weird is it?" I asked, sitting beside her.
"Not really. First thing I thought about after Jake and I had sex was his socks. I thought it was kind of weird that he kept his socks on the whole time."
I looked at Tamara strangely before I went back to the matter at hand. "Should I tell Matty who the paper was actually written about?"
Tamara shook her head and placed a hand on my shoulder. "That's the last thing you should do, Jenna. Find a way to work things out with Collin before you go telling Matty." Her eyes shifted from me to the side then back to me. "Looks like you have that chance now."
I quirked my eyebrow in curiosity and turned around, wondering what she was talking about. My eyes widened when they met with Collin's. What was he doing here and how much of our conversation did he hear?
All that seemed to slip out of my mind when I got a look at the blue skin-tight V-neck he was wearing. I knew he was fit before but now it was perfectly obvious. I just wanted to reach my hand out and run it down each of his six abs and that big, strong chest. A groan escaped my lips as I admired his body.
"Jenna…Jenna…"
My name being called brought me back to reality.
"I've got to go talk to Jake about something. You two have fun." Tamara said, shooting me a playful smile as she stood up and left.
"So Collin, what's up?" I asked coolly.
Collin smiled his usual smile as he sat down a little too close to me. "I was just wondering if you wanted to meet up at Bean There Done That tonight. I've got something I wanted to ask you." He said.
Something he wanted to ask? I tried to control my mind from wandering as best I could. What did he want to ask me? Was he going to tell me that he broke up with his girlfriend and wanted to date me even though he knew I was with Matty? That didn't seem possible for 2 reasons. 1, I wasn't the most desirable person and 2, people who are about to break up don't kiss like they were in her car.
"Uh…sure I'll meet you there at 7."
Collin gave a nod and rubbed my shoulder before leaving me alone with my thoughts.
A sigh went past my lips as my head hit the table. This guy just keeps finding a way to confuse me even more.
I felt a hand touch my cheek and my head quickly shot up. I let out a breath of relief when I saw it was just Matty.
"Hey, what did Collin want?" He asked.
I bit my tongue lightly unsure of how I should answer. It seemed like an angel and a devil were on my shoulder telling me to do the opposite of the other.
"He just wanted me to help him with his paper for Mr. Hart's class." I lied. The angel was shaking his head while the devil did a bit of a happy dance.
If I was so over my Collin phase like I thought then why was I lying to Matty about him?
A/N: So this is my first Awkward fanfic. Please leave a review, I'd love to see what you think of the story so far.