I'm siting here in my dark corner. I can't move, but even if I could I wouldn't dare. I'm afraid I
might upset you like I've done so many times before. I'm afraid you will come back to deal out my
punishment. You're so cruel. I hate you. But not as much as I hate myself. Every time you come I
can feel myself start to shake. I feel the tears threatening to fall. I could never stand up to you
because I'm such a coward. I don't want to go back to that place, I couldn't bare it. Last time the
emptiness almost drove me insane. So I stay here and let you do those horrible things to me. That's
not the worst part. The worst part is when I scream, let the tears fall leaving trails down my bloody
face. You take pleasure in what you do to me and I'm ashamed to admit that on more than one
occasion so do I. I wonder what the weather is like today. I've not been outside in months. I miss
the summer most because in my dark corner it's always as cold as winter. I remember the day I left
Egypt. Ishizu tried to warn me, to stop me. I miss her so much. I was a fool to ignore her. I'd give
anything to see her and Odion too. But all I can do is sit in my dark corner and dream of the day
when I'll see the sun and my siblings. I can hear your footsteps. What did I do this time? I'm
shaking, at least I can move again. Maybe this is fate. Maybe it is because of what I'd done to
those around me. I guess I deserve this life. To wait in the darkness until you've done all you can.
Or until I can't take anymore.