Here Comes Goodbye

by pinkyxpromises

Stiles woke up in a panic, he was laying on his husbands side of the bed. He woke up in a panic because he was sleeping on his husbands side of the bed. His husband wasn't there, he sat up drenched in sweat. He had a horrible nightmare, his husband had died. Except it wasn't a nightmare

Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry

Stiles woke up in a panic, he was laying on his husbands side of the bed. He woke up in a panic because he was sleeping on his husbands side of the bed. His husband wasn't there, he sat up drenched in sweat. He had a horrible nightmare, his husband had died. Except it wasn't a nightmare, It was real life.

Here comes the pain,
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
That he was right here in my arms tonight,
But here comes goodbye

Stiles relives that day every night, the screams of pain. The look Derek gave him right before the wolfs bane hit his heart and his eyes closed, he relives it every night. He looks over at the bedside table, a picture of their wedding. Stiles gets out of bed and walks over to the window seat.

I can hear him say I love you like it was yesterday
And I can see it written on his face that he had never felt this way

Stiles and Derek were laying in bed, little giggles coming from Stiles' lips. Derek giving him soft kisses on the lips. Derek was holding Stiles in his arms, it was their honeymoon. Sticky and sweaty they laid in bed, loving life. Derek chuckled at some joke Stiles told every day, but it never got old.

Why does it have to go from good to gone?
Before the lights turn on, yeah and you're left alone
Oh, all alone

"Got shot." Derek whispered, not able to get his voice past that. "Wolfs bane." Everything was pretty much a blur to Stiles now except for the screams.

He will never be able to forget that scream. "It's getting closer." "I love you." "I'm dying, Stiles." "Will you marry me?" "I can feel it, its close." "I do."

"Say hey to my mom for me."

Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain

Stiles looked out the window, looking out into the city. Derek's favorite place. He felt a tear roll down his face, the first of many that was to come that night, and the nights after that. "I love you Derek." "I love you too Stiles."