A/N: I wrote this when I got bored, hehehe, it's really long.
Falling in Love,Being Hurt and Moving On
I thought it was real,
about you loving me,
but it turned out to be a dream,
a stupid fantasy
It was quite obvious,
that you love this girl,
and how you were really serious,
about your feelings for her
I have lost the game,
I didn't win your heart,
the whispers of your name,
is tearing me apart
Everyday you're always on my mind,
in every paper I always write your name,
your eyes and smile wreckens my brain,
everytime it flashes in my head
Every tear that I shed,
makes me wonder why you love her,
It pains me that she's the one,
that has stolen my world
She is where I want to be,
in your heart,
What's with her that you can see?
Haven't you seen it in me?
So far I can't Accept,
that I mean nothing to you but a friend,
broken and shattered that's how I felt,
I have a feeling that it might be the end
Somehow I tried giving up on you,
but it didn't work out,
my love for you is really true,
I just can't push it away
I saw the two of you kissing,
I tried to hold back my tears,
I went under the rain,
trying to let go of the pain
Oh the pain,
just a single thought of it,
is killing me slowly,
cursing me for a thousands of years
You are hurting me,
but you just don't know it,
I love you,
but I just can't confess it
All these years,
I tried to show my love and affections,
but i guess your too blind,
or maybe too daft to give me full attention
The voices in my head are nagging at me,
telling me to give you up,
telling me to move on with my life,
but that's highly impossible
I know there's room for me in your heart,
and I can feel it,
that's the only thing that's keeping my hopes up,
and that's why I couldn't just give you up
They say there's more to life than loving you,
but that ain't true,
they say you couldn't love me,
but they're never sure
There you go again,
telling me how you love her,
but I just pretend to listen,
you didn't know that inside,
I was already crying
One day I tried to fall out of love with you,
but then it made me fall in love with you more,
My heart's still sore,
I couldn't ease
I came to realization,
Why is it always about her?
Have she done something great?
Why is she your inspiration?
Does this girl you love,
even know the real you?
Did she even try to know you?
But the real question is,
does she really love you?
Something's wrong with me,
I have become to obsessed,
my love for you is like a drug,
I just can't quit
How many days,
How many years,
How long will it take me to realize,
that it's just not you and me
My hopes are slowly dying,
like a burning wood turning to ashes,
for many years I've been trying,
to heal the pain
I cursed cupid,
for making me stupid,
how long will it take me,
to see that I'm just a fool
Indeed I am foolish,
for falling in love with you,
in fact i dreaded the day,
that I met you
But then there's still a thing called love,
that I still feel,
it became my weakness,
it also became my fear
It really is the perfect time to move on,
I'm not saying that I'm giving you up,
I'm not saying I don't love you anymore
You are still in my heart,
It is only reserved for you,
because one day...You might love me too.