I looked up and saw,

The sky light on fire,

Millions of colors blaring,

Electrifying, like a live wire.

Holding me down,

Keeping me in its grasp,

No way to escape,

The iron hard clasp

I scream out once

But my voice is not heard

I know it's not me

When I hear the songbird

I cannot speak

I cannot call

No one to help me

No one at all

Then it arrives

Out of nowhere

To take me away

And bind up the tares

I fight

But it's not long lasting

The drugs overcome me

Pull me down under

I wake later

And everything's changed

I am healed

And not yet deranged

I hear them then

They are off planning

I grab what I can

And tip toe over

Hear them talking

They don't keep silent

They have no secrets

Don't think I'll be violent

I wait and I listen

To what they have to say

They had no idea how I'd feel

When I knew they had gotten their way

I thrashed and I screamed

Taking it all out

Then I felt a small pinch

They had again knocked me out

I wake to one voice

It was the other

And even he knows

That I wanted another

The pain is searing

But soon leaves me lost

We are winning

But at what cost?

They know I won't last long

Know how much I care

I want to hope

But do I dare?

For to hope

I'd leave myself open

And when I'd get hurt

It would just leave me broken

So I hold it all in

Put on a strong face

I am the Mockingjay

The ammunition to this 'race'.

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