(A/N) Hi everyone! This is my first posted story on here so I hope you like it! Remember to write a review! It would mean a lot to know if I'm doing OK or not.

Disclaimer: I don't own SWAC otherwise the show would still be on and there would be lots of Channy :)

Sonny's POV

"Miss Monroe, you forgot your cell phone!"

I looked into my purse realizing that I had forgotten it. "Oh, thank you. Wouldn't want to leave that here."

The nurse laughed. "I don't think so either, especially since you haven't been able to use it for the past month. Your probably in texting withdrawal."

I gave a little smile. "Yeah, and hopefully I still remember how to text."

The nurse smiled at me. "I bet you do. No teenager that has gone through here has forgotten to text, no matter how long they were here. Now off you go, you don't want to miss your flight!" She smiled at me once more and walked back behind the desk where she continued to type away on her computer.

I slowly turned around and walked out onto the streets of New York where I tried waved down a taxi. After a few minutes of jumping down and screaming, I finally flagged down a taxi. I opened the car door and slid into the backseat.

The cab driver turned around as I shut the door. "Where to miss?"

"JFK, please."

The cab driver nodded and starting driving. I leaned my head against the window and looked out, taking in the New York sights. I had been there for a month and had only seen a glimpse of it, and that was when I was in a taxi coming from the airport. I closed my eyes and thought about the fact that I was going back to Los Angles, back to So Random, back to… Chad. I held back tears as I remembered the last time I saw everyone.

-Flashback-

I was in mine and Tawni's dressing room packing up after I had suddenly announced that I was leaving the show. Everyone has seemed visibly shaken by this announcement but I hadn't stayed around long enough to see anymore. I had just finished zipping my suitcase when Tawni burst through the door.

"HOW COULD YOU?" She screamed. She looked terrible, her makeup was all smudged like she had been crying a lot and her outfit was wrinkled up and crooked, which was not a normal Tawni Hart look.

"Tawni, I can't explain why but I have to."

She sniffled and looked like she was about to start crying again. "You can't leave me, you're my best friend! I just…" She collapsed onto the couch. "I'm going to miss you so much Sonny."

I walked over to the couch, sat down and put my arm around her. "I know you will miss me but you need to trust me right now, I'm leaving for a good reason."

She looked at me a whispered, "Will you ever come back?"

"I don't know Tawni, I honestly don't know." And with that, I got up, picked up my suitcase and walked out of our dressing room. I started walking down the hallway when I heard two people screaming my name. I turned around to see Nico and Grady running down the hallway towards me.

"SONNY!" They both shouted and they tackle hugged me. "Were going to miss you so much and we want you to know that you can always call us or text us or send smoke signals or even come back any time you want day or night!" Grady said all in one breath.

I smiled at them. "I might just have to take you up on your offer." I hugged them both once more. "I love you two so much."

"We love you to Sonny. Remember to come back soon." Said Nico.

I smiled, picked up my bags and continued to walk down the hall towards the parking lot when all a sudden I head someone say my name. I put down my bags and looked around but didn't see anyone. Weird, I thought and picked up my bags and stared down the hallway again when I heard my name again. I set my bags down at looked up just in time to see Zora slide open the air vent and come climbing down, straight into my arms.

"I'm going to miss you so much Sonny, I always thought of you like an older sister." And with that she hugged me tighter.

I stroked her hair while she cried and hugged me until she pulled away and wiped a hand across her face. "Promise me you'll come back, promise me." She said, her voice shaking.

I just looked at her. "I promise." I heard my self-saying, even though I knew it was a lie. She nodded and left, taking the hall and not the vent.

I picked up my bags and started my journey down the hallway again. I got to the doors that lead to the parking lot and slowly turned around taking in the So Random set once more, knowing that there was a good chance that I might never come back. I took a deep breath and walked out into the parking lot to find my car. When I found it, I wasn't shocked to find Chad leaning up against my car, waiting. I had never told Chad personally that I was leaving but I guess I'm not surprised that he somehow found out. As I walked up, he noticed me finally and stood up and looked at me. As his clear blue eyes bore into mine, I could see how much he cared for me, maybe even loved me, but I couldn't do this, not when I was like this.

"Sonny I… I just wanted to tell you that I'm sorry and that I was wrong, about… about everything. I should have never ordered a recount since I should have known it would hurt you. I was being selfish and I'm sorry."

"Chad, I know you're sorry."

"Then why are you leaving?"

"Because… there is some things that I need to take care of, things that I can't do here."

"Will you ever come back?"

"I don't know." And with that I got into my car and drove away, away from So Random, away from my friends, and most importantly, away from Chad.

-End Flashback-

I slowly opened my eyes and realized that when I got back, I was going to have to tell them where I had been this past month. I squeezed my eyes shut thinking of their reactions when I tell them that I had been in rehab for the past month at the Caron Foundation in New York, and the reason that I had been there was because I used to cut myself.

(A/N) So what do you think? Should there be more to this story? Leave a comment below :)

-Christina