I couldn't support the pain. I needed to get out of here quick. How could he have done this to me? After all we had together. I thought, I thought he actually loved me, not that girl Lisanna. I was wrong, totally wrong. I knew it just by the way he was looking at her while kissing her on the lips. He never looked at me this way. Not even once. How fool of me. Like someone like him would've fell for a foolish and useless girl like me. I kinda understand his choice even if it hurts. Tears appeared at the corner of my eyes even if I didn't want it.

My head started to hurt really badly and I started feeling kind of dizzy. I fell and one thing is for sure, they heard the noise I made when I hit the ground because they start walking in my direction. In despair, I use the small amount of strength left in my body to run as far and fast as I can. I didn't want to see Natsu. Not after what I saw. The tears wouldn't stop, even if I had tried my best.

I could hear the sound of their steps coming closer. I needed to hurry. I made the mistake to look back. I shouldn't have. She was smiling in happiness. She had clearly enjoy that kiss, but I think what she appreciated the most was seeing me so brokenhearted. She had always waited for that moment. That moment when I would cry so hard that I might stop breathing until I'm unconscious. That moment when she would shout happily that he's hers. That they will be forever and ever together and even if I cried, nothing would change. I tried to look for Natsu, but he wasn't by her side. I felt a bit better because I know I wouldn't be able to look at him.

Suddenly, I heard something coming from behind me. It sounded exactly like and howl. Afraid, I turned back and saw a gigantic monster. Could it be Elfman? I wasn't sure. It was dark and I couldn't see clearly, but it wasn't time to think. That thing would probably tear me apart in no time. I was trying my best, but my legs wouldn't move. That's when I heard his voice. The voice that had always giving me courage and comfort when I had hard times. Tonight, it was different. I wanted to die right in front of him so that he can feel the pain I felt when I saw him and Lisanna kissing about ten minutes ago. So, I stop trying to escape. I wasn't a bit afraid of dying. I was just sorry for my friends who would probably be sad, but I couldn't care less about the pain he would endure then. Actually, I hope he would felt guilty so much that he would abandon Lisanna for good. I know I won't be there to see it and it doesn't mean that it's going to happen, but hey, this is my last and only wish.

Why is it so long to die? I don't feel any pain. Death is different than I thought it would be. I was actually ready to suffer a whole lot before going to the world of the death. So tell me? Why doesn't it hurt? I want to suffer one last time.

I don't know how he could have missed me, but somehow, he managed to do it. When I finally decided to open my eyes, I wish I could erase the horrible scene that had taken place in front of me. Natsu was lying on the floor, unconscious, blood all around his head. His beautiful pinky hair had taken the color of blood.

Even if I was mad at him for what he had done, I was feeling guilty because he got injured to save me from Elfman. I couldn't let him die in there, alone in the dark, but the first thing I needed actually to worry about was that cold hearted beast that was representing a serious danger for the three of us. I thought about calling Taurus. He would probably be able to handle this all by himself. Even if he's a big pervert, he can be useful in situation like those. But, at the last second I decided it would be time for me to prove to everyone that I am not that useless girl they use to know. I want to save that witch who stole my beloved to prove that I can be strong, that I can take the pain. I don't care if they are together. Like I need love or something stupid like that. For this time, I'll be strong and I'll defeat this monster all alone.

Continue thinking this way so you won't cry again. I was thinking about this the right moment I use my weapon against Elfman. I wouldn't kill him, just knock him out. I was just hoping he would come back to his original form quickly, cause he scares me when he looks like this. I actually like that sword. It gives me courage and that's what I needed right now, not feeling any fear to protect the people I use to call my friends. My heart was beating so fast. I thought he was actually going to explode, but it wasn't time to think about it. So, without thinking, I throw it in direction of his left arm. I never had talent at throwing things that's why I miss him. I was so sure of myself I actually thought I would injure him. Big mistake.

Note to myself; never have hope in something impossible.

I just made Elfman even more furious. His big paws just come over my head, ready to crush it into tiny pieces, but somehow again, he didn't reach me.

What's with the luck today?

Instead, he just got away as fast as he can like he was afraid. I look behind me, but Lisanna wasn't there anymore. She had probably run away. I wouldn't have been surprise. She had always been a scaredy-cat. Anyway, that wasn't answering my principal question. Why was Elfman so afraid? I mean, did I look that terrible? It is true that my eyes were probably red and puffy, but I didn't think that someone would fear that. That's when I look at myself in search of something that would be terrifying. That's when I remark I was glowing. My entire body was surrounded by a beautiful blue bubble. I don't know why, but I felt like I was safe in there, that the danger couldn't reach me.

I remember Natsu on the ground probably fighting between the life and the death. I would try to understand that strange phenomenon later. The most important thing for the moment was to find Wendy so she can heal him.

I call Sagitarus. He was strong enough to take Natsu on is back and run at the same time. I ask him to go as fast as he can at Wendy's house hoping she wasn't sleeping. I needed her power absolutely. Natsu's life was depending on it. I chose to walk so I could think about what happen on that strange night. It wasn't supposed to end this way. Not today, not the day of my birthday.

I thought I would enjoy the day with my boyfriend, have fun. We would go in a restaurant only the two us and Natsu would eat a whole lot of food. Then we would go watch a romantic comedy at the new cinema that had just open and the day would end with my first kiss. Like hell it would have happen this way. With the luck I have, it would have probably been worse. Anyway, he isn't my boyfriend anymore. It hurts to say it, but I need to face the truth right? I'd better get some sleep. It will probably help me pass through this. I just hope that I'll be able to go see him tomorrow; just to be sure he is alright. Anyway, I should go home right now, It's getting late and I need to make an important choice tomorrow whether I go see him or not.