If I Never Knew You

by twent47blue

Yuki was finishing up his novel, when he was about to light his cigarette. He saw their picture on his lighter and come up with a conclusion.Characters are OOC.Gravitation ain't mine.

1. Beginning Of My Life

I wondered what it would be like if I never met you. If I never felt your love…have your love. My life would be so empty without you. Because I knew I never had a life not when I met you. My life began when I met you. I never known about feelings…I never known about love…I never known anything at all not when you came into my life.

You mean so much to me, so precious, so cherished. You gave me meaning…you complete me. You are everything to me…my life…my other half, my better half.

I used to just go on each day just to function, to exist. I had fortune, I had fame…but I never felt I belong somewhere, not when I met you.

I hate to admit it…but you changed me. You gave me meaning, you gave me hope, you gave me a purpose…for the first time in my life, you made me feel I truly exist.

I am Eiri Yuki, now its not just a name…its not just because of fame. But because it's Yuki…with Shuichi. Because I belong to you. I may never admit it, not in a million years. But here in my heart, I had loved you since I first met you. Since I first saw you.

My life began when I met you…the missing part of me, the meaning of my life…my proof of life….My Shuichi.