What Have I Done

At the end of So The Drama Kim kicked Shego into that antenna and her hair frizzles but what if it did more? And I'm going to reveal some of Shego's past (at least the way I see it)

Okay I put this up a while back and decided that I needed to improve it so now it has longer and more descriptive chapters! The rating is for mild cussing and the bloody scene at the beginning. And I will actually update this time! I promise! I didn't before 'cause I got a serious writer's block. This is (sort of) my first fanfic so go easy on me.


Chapter 1:Accidents

It was raining hard outside and everything had gone wrong for teen hero Kim Possible, Eric, the person she thought she loved turned out to be one of Drakken's upgraded synthodrones. The heartache she felt at the moment was nothing compared to the rage that was bubbling, she needed to blow off some steam and she knew the perfect way how, by fighting with Shego.

At the moment Kim hated Shego with every fiber of her being she wanted to wipe that smug smirk off of her lips it was almost as if the whole plan was Shego's fault. She blocked a left hook from Shego and countered with a right hook, which Shego easily dodged,

Dammit, Kim thought, why won't you go down! As the two continued their 'dance' for what seemed like hours but was only minutes, Shego slashed at Kim's face and Kim barely had time to dodge she could feel the heat of the plasma against her face. Kim quickly punched Shego in her ribs and heard a sickening crack; Shego grunted as she took a step back,

Damn, she clutched her ribs, that actually hurt. Kim smirked at Shego's pain, thoughts were racing through Kim's mind: they were thoughts that never came to her mind; she wanted to hurt Shego…badly, she wanted to make her feel the pain she was feeling in her heart.

Shego pulled herself together and ignored the searing pain in her chest she slid into her stance and punched Kim whom put her arm up and blocked it while Shego swung her other arm, which Kim also blocked both of them were in a battle of strength.

Kim smirked "You know what I really hate?" Shego also smirked,

"That your date melted?" Using the Battle Suit's super strength Kim pushed Shego off her; I'm going to end this now, her smirk turned into a scowl,

"No. You." Kim poured all of her hate, anger, and pain into the kick and because of the Battle Suit's super strength the kick she delivered to Shego's abdomen was at least ten times harder than necessary. Shego flew straight into the antenna and upon impact Shego's eyes widened as 1000 volts of electricity surged through her entire body, she had never felt pain like this, it was like her body was being destroyed from the inside out.

Shego did the only thing she could at the moment, she screamed, she screamed in pure agony and pain. The electricity stopped as did her screaming and she could feel the antenna cracking from behind her it started to crumble and fall apart, Shego fell with the antenna (Luckily Drakken built the antenna on top of the roof because if he didn't Shego would have fell to her doom) her body hit the floor hard and the rest of the antenna collapsed on her.

Shego fought to stay awake, she couldn't feel anything at all, she couldn't feel the pain she should have been feeling or the many pieces of that damn antenna covering her body slowly Shego drifted out of consciousness.

Kim enjoyed delivering that kick, her rage had made her enjoy Shego's pain but when she heard Shego scream she realized what she had done and she snapped back into reality. All of her anger was replace with fear,

No this isn't right, what if I…what if I just killed Shego? Sure villains are bad but they don't deserve to die…not like this.

"Oh God. Shego!" She started running to the fallen antenna hoping to god that somehow Shego survived; behind her she could hear Drakken yelling

"Shego!" upon reaching the rubble her stomach churned; there under the ruble laid an unconscious Shego bleeding heavily with burn marks covering her body. Her jumpsuit, which was once green and black, was now ripped, torn, burnt, and instead of green the suit was now crimson red.

Her face, which was always a pale color, was now even paler and blood was slowly trickling out of the side of her mouth. To make it worse most of the ruble was piled on her legs: probably crushing every bone.

Oh my god, Kim thought, she wanted to turn away but her eyes were glued to Shego's torn body.

Look what you've done to her, asmall cruel voice in the back Kim's mind said. Kim saw a blue blur running in front of her that started digging through the rubble.

"What have YOU DONE!?" Drakken's voice rose with each word there was fear and anger in his voice, Kim came back to her senses and kneeled down so she could help Drakken she had one thought in her mind

What have I done?

They had finally removed all of the rubble from on top of Shego and they could see the full extent of her visible injuries, her upper body looked horrible. Her left arm was bent in a way it shouldn't have been, there were cut's, bruises, and burns everywhere, and there was a laceration on her stomach, probably from one of the sharper ruble pieces.

But the worse part was her lower body, or to be more precise, her legs. They didn't look normal and that was putting it mildly. They were bleeding heavily and you could barely recognize that they were legs. Drakken carefully and gently put his arms under Shego's body and picked up her limp form, Kim could feel water falling down her checks but she couldn't tell if they were tears or raindrops.

Ron, who had just finished calling the police, was oblivious to what had happened he yelled to Kim,

"KP the police are going to be here in a minute!" When Kim didn't reply he walked towards her, when he got there he gasped

"K…KP w..wh..what happened?" Kim turned and looked at Ron, his face clearly showed that he was shocked and confused. Ron looked into Kim's eyes and saw so much fear and grief that it shocked him, not as much as the dying Shego, but it still shocked him.

"Kim." His voice was a whisper but loud enough for Kim to hear she jumped into his arms and cried on his shoulder, though shocked he held her sobbing form.

"I…I ….did..this.." this was all she could say through her sobs; kneeling not to far from them was Drakken. He was also quietly sobbing,

Why? Why Shego? If only I hadn't done this plan, she told me not to, she told me it wasn't a good idea……but I did it anyways and now…..now she's dying. Drakken put his forehead to Shego's and started crying harder, he felt someone's hand an his shoulder and instantly he knew who it was. His voice was hoarse from crying as he whispered just loud enough for Kim to hear him

"How could you?!" Kim looked down ashamed, tears threatened to fall once again,

"I….I….I'm sorry." She meant every word she said but a small cruel voice kept telling her that she wasn't sorry.

Drakken exploded,

That's all she can say! SORRY!

"HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO HER?!" he yelled in her face he was so mad at her, he didn't care about her feelings.

"I..it..w..was an…accident…I'm sorry." She looked into Drakken's eyes and saw the pain and anger in them it added to her guilt even more

"IT WAS AN ACCIDENT! YOU HURT HER…..NOW SHE"LL NEVER KNOW...DAMMIT!" Drakken had never cussed before but he was just so angry, his voice became a whisper again,

"…she'll never know that...that I love her." Drakken's tears came again as he tried to think things through,

Did I just admit to my arch foe that I loved Shego.. WAIT! What am I saying? Do I really love Shego?

Drakken's outburst made Kim feel even more horrible (if that was even possible) and she had heard the last part,

Great she thought, Drakken loves her and I…I killed her, she looked at Shego and saw her chest rising and falling…maybe not. It took a few moments before the shock wore off but Kim finally spoke,

"She's alive." She spoke the word in pure amazement,

"She's alive!" Although still shocked she spoke the word with more joy this time, it made Drakken turn around and glare at her, a small smile appeared on Kim's face. Drakken looked back at Shego and indeed her chest was rising and falling. Kim turned to Ron,

"Ron please tell me that an ambulance is coming?" Ron pondered over the question before nodding, Kim turned back to Drakken,

"Drakken Shego has a chance of surviving but your going to have to trust us and let us help you." Drakken thought about Kim's proposal one voice told him,

Why should I trust her? She's the one who did this in the first place and another voice, which was stronger, screamed,

Trust her! At least Shego will be alive! With that final thought Drakken turned around and looked at Kim with determination,

"Okay." Kim could hear sirens in the distance and some hope emerged

"Drakken because of what I done I won't let the police take you away until Shego gets better." Drakken smiled lightly and nodded. But in the back of Kim's mind was one horrible thought,

If she gets better.


Wow it took me three hours to fix up this chapter but I got it done. Please R&R No Flames this time. Next chapter will be up within one or two weeks.