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My little love story

My little wolf

I've been waiting for your return for five years, now, and yet, I've never heard from you. I feel forgotten….Just like you've discarded me like a rag down into a rapid stream of lost memories. Do you love me like you said, or am I nothing? A thing that you once looked at with such sparkle, but turned your back on like a little boy with a new toy at Christmas.

I stood from my quiet little place in the park and glanced around. I used to play here when I was ten, but now, at sixteen, I have forgotten my wonderful childhood. The childhood full of laughter that I shall never forget….but everything has changed.

My brother no longer lives with me and my father. He has drifted off to college to make something of himself. Lord knows how many jobs he has went through, but I know he's happy where he is. He is now engaged to a beautiful woman. My 5th grade teacher, Kaho Mazuki. They had their many mishaps, but now Mrs. Mazuki is 5 months pregnant with a little girl. I enjoy hearing his laughter when he is with her, and I enjoy their presence.

Dear father……..let's see. He was handicapped. When he happened to be walking home from his studies at work he crossed the street and was hit by a reckless driver. His left side was paralyzed and that forced him to lose his job....Everything went down hill from there…and he…he died a year later. You missed it.

You missed a lot.

Tomoyo, now and forever, is heart broken. She confessed her love to me around 3 years ago, and all I could was think of you. I told her that my heart was with someone else. Without even thinking, her senses pointed to you. She understood, but her heart was full of pain. She's now in the hospital. The doctor has to help her eat or she'll die of starvation. I go see her frequently to see how she's holding up. No matter how sick she gets, she's always so beautiful. I can't lie to her to help her get better. She can see right through me. Tomoyo's always there for me, no matter what I do to upset her.

You were there once.

I commenced down the sidewalk leading to my lonesome house. I was all alone, now. No one to really talk to. No one to really love. When you left me, I thought you would right. Maybe take a small trip or two to Japan. After you left, I waited for letters full of compassion and joy. I never got that special letter. A letter to tell me how special I really was to you. I never even got to see you the last five years. Where are you, now? Do you ever realize how much pain I'm in. I still own your Teddy Bear. I still dream about you at night…..I still love you.

I still love you, Syaoran Li.