A/N. Being bored and disinterested and sad can kinda inspire you. Isn't that weird? o.o;
Anyways, this poem was inspired by a lot of rhyming songs and my other poem Kikyou No Kokoro. xD And some people may recognize some stanzas as some fromKikyou No Kokoro. o.o; Well, I was just most proud of those stanzas and thought they fitted both characters(Raven and Kikyo.) :3
Anyway, I got pretty emotional reading this over. -shrugs- Don't mind me...xD Anyway, hope you likey! Drop a review if you can! -points to review button-
I was born to lack emotions.
I was doomed, it's true.
I wandered in eternal darkness.
Until I met you.
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You took me in.
When others did not.
You made me feel happy.
That I had long ago forgot.
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We formed a team.
Of people like me.
I finally knew what it was like.
To belong in a family.
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You were like me.
I was happy to know.
We hide our true faces.
Thinking they should not be showed.
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Even if you hide your eyes.
I know what they look like.
I know they hold the same pain I feel.
We are so much alike.
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I hide my face.
Behind my hood.
You hide your eyes.
I have always understood.
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Through all the times we shared.
My love for you grew.
You didn't feel the same.
Of course I knew.
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To save myself.
I hid my love for you.
That was all I could.
Think of to do.
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I am a fool.
I'll admit with a sigh.
If I truly loved you.
My feelings wouldn't be denied.
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Please forgive me.
For being such a coward.
But I do not want to be hurt.
That I can not afford.
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Please forgive me.
I am a selfish person, it's true.
But I have realized.
Saving myself means saving you.
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I carry a heavy weight each day.
Longing for your smile.
I break myself each time.
But it is all worthwhile.
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I know you'll never know.
Of these feelings for you.
It's not easy saying this.
But I truly love you.
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It pains me so much.
To know you'll never feel the same.
Because you love her.
I won't use her name.
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I can't compete with her.
I'm not beautiful enough for you.
She is better than I.
I know this is true.
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But I know even if I were more beautiful.
It wouldn't be enough.
Thinking that you choose me over her.
Is only a mere bluff.
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She is perfect.
I know I am not.
Perhaps it would be best.
If I just forgot.
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But I can't ever forget.
Please forgive me.
It hurts enough to know.
That we weren't meant to be.
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Trying to forget you.
Would make me cry.
It would hurt so much.
To have a piece of me die.
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Knowing you deny me.
Relives this pain I'm going through.
Please forgive me.
I can't stop loving you.
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You may think I'm a fool.
But my feelings are true.
Please forgive me.
But I truly love you.
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You may think it's a simple crush.
But my feelings are real.
Please forgive me.
But it's hard putting into words what I feel.
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I'll admit I'm jealous of her.
I know it was fate.
But I will never hate her.
For being your soul mate.
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I'll admit I wish to be her.
To be in your eyes, your arms, your heart.
To be loved above all others.
And to never drift apart.
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I want to compete against her for your heart.
"She's my friend!" I always thought.
Rousing my guilt and remorse.
Would prevent the battle I fought.
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I am an envious fool.
That I will not deny.
And my jealousy is shattered.
With every tear I cry.
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I wish I could be her.
Every night I send a wish.
To the heavens above.
That I would be the one you kiss.
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I wish I could be yours.
I wish she could be replaced.
With myself in your arms.
And in your loving embrace.
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Please forgive me.
I am selfish, I know.
I wish I could be happy for you.
But I still feel deep sorrow.
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I want to be yours.
I want you to love me alone.
I want to be your princess.
And claim my throne.
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I know this will never be.
I wish it were true.
But if my dreams could be reality.
I would be forever with you.
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Just know I will always be here.
To watch over you two.
Through my envy, I'll give you a smile.
And pretend I don't love you.
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You're beautiful.
It's true.
But I have to face the truth.
I will never be with you.
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All I ask is for your happiness.
That alone will make me happy.
I will try to be blissful for you.
Even knowing you will never love me.
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Even though I am not with you now.
Even when I have died.
I promise that wherever you go.
I'll always be by your side.
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Every night I lift my hands.
And silently pray.
That we will be.
Together someday.