"Gumball get back here this instance! I never taught you to ever be rude like this to your own Mother!" Nicole voice was heard, With a door opening and slamming shut behind, The rain drops fell down upon Elmore, That certain rain drop slide down a flower, Dripping down the leaf before a figure walked by it, Black baggy pants with it's end folded to not cover his feet, Wearing a green grass colored hoodie on.
Gumball stood there with a dark green hoodie on him, His hands deep into his pockets and walked through the streets, Things were different ever since Darwin passed on, Gumball Grint his teeth, Tear sliding down his cheeks and looked up towards the gray clouds dropping raindrops on his face.
Thunder rumbles throughout the clouds, Gumball looked down and continue walking ahead, He didn't care anymore about himself, He was broken inside and his heart pain every Inch, Every step he took was mixing his bitterness, He wanted to go away and vanished but he knew that wouldn't happen.
Gumball stopped and looked up and pull his hood down, His cat ears popping up only to go flat down, His eyes cyan green pupils looked towards the vast ocean ahead, He knew this is where Darwin grew his legs, He felt it in his heart and knew, He fell down on the sand and started to break down and cry, The clouds drifting away slowly with a bright sunlight shining through the crack opening of the clouds, it shine upon him and Gumball felt warmth, He smiled to himself and hugged himself, Felt like Darwin was holding him close and he felt somewhat comfort, He open his eyes with tears going down his cheeks and whiskers and noticed A Orange gold Fish trying to breathe and saw clearly since the sun was shining down on it to, He felt the need to help the poor fish, He quickly held it in his hands and placed clean water on it and surprisingly a fish bowl nearby almost buried in the sand.
Gumball didn't wasted time and placed the fish inside it and pour as much clean water, he had left that he kept just in case he got thirsty, The Gold fish happily swims around in cycles and stopped and stared up at Gumball, Gumball smiled down at the fish and tears verge in his eyes, He held the bowl close to his heart and the clouds were already gone, The dawn of the sun already lowering down on them, The fish only watched with Gumball tears dripping down the layer of water.
Gumball stood up and stared at the sunset, His heart skipped a beat and looked down at the fish, Staring at the blue cat, Curious why he was crying. "You know little guy, You remind me a lot of someone I knew."
Gumball turned around and walked back to where he came, There was silence with the view of the sunset and vast ocean, Waves being pushed and moving along its course.
A Figure walked to where exactly Gumball stood and he smiled, He left the bottle of water and continues to look forward the oceans, The sunset half way down.
"I've been down in the low, I've been taking my time, I feel like I'm losing my mind! I feel like my life is not mine!" The figure sang, The beats moving through the sands and the ocean roaring, as though they moved with it.
"I've been down in the low, I've been taking my time, I feel like I'm losing my mind! I feel like my life is not mine!" The figure moved its body left, then right and lift its arm upwards towards the skies, The sand didn't seem to stop it from moving around. "I don't want to be alive! I don't want to be alive! I just want to D/e today! I just want to D/e, I don't want to be aliivvve! I don't wanna be aliivvee! I just want to D/e and let me tell you why!" The scene went to Gumball who walked through the streets of Elmore, He held the Fishbowl in his hands, The Orange Gold Fish looked forward and happily swim in a twirl. "All these other problems I've been holding and been talking, They have been thinking like they know it, I've been praying to save me and it just seems no one is heroic, And my life ain't even worth it, I know it I know it, I know that I am hurting deep down inside but can't show it!" Gumball Stopped when a truck passed by in a fast pace, Cops following after it with sirens going off, Gumball rose his eyebrow to this and looked down at his new friend, The fish looked up too and open its mouth with a bubble coming out of it, Gumball smiled with compassion filled inside his heart and laughed as they continued back home.
"I've never had a place to call home! Never had a home! Ain't nobody calling my phone! Where you at? Where you been? What's on your mind? Everyone saying that life is precious, but nobody cares about mines!" The figure came back to view, Moving to the beats and looked upwards to the skies, Smiling and singing out loud. "I've been down in the low, I've been taking my time, I feel like I'm losing my mind! I feel like my life is not mine! I've been down in the low, I've been taking my time, I feel like I'm losing my mind! I feel like my life is not mine! - I want you to be alive! I want you to be aliivvee! You don't gotta die today! I want you to be alive! I want you to be aliivvee! You don't gotta die and let me tell you why!" The figure spin and the sand flew around it's legs, The figure smiled widely with joy.
Gumball approach his house, He looked down at the ground at his feet, Wondering if his family still okay and not upset with him, He sighed and looked down at the fish and the fish smiled and looked up at the household in awe. "It's the very first breathe you take when you are held against the blossom of your mother, Father in heeeaavven Created and form you fearfully and wonderfully made, Beautiful in his sight for he is your Father!" The figure spins once more even more joyful, The sunset shining bright. "And when you stand there looking at yourself reflection and wondering who will love you? Pondering the past of no tomorrow, But sorrow, And I know what you've been doing and where you been going, But your soul crying out to the Father in the heaven, Believing can set you free! But look up and see the reason why your still living! I know it can be hard! It can be SO hard! But you gotta live now! You got everything to give now!" The figure looked down and had it's eyes closed. "I've been down in the low, I've been taking my time, I feel like I'm losing my mind! I feel like my life is not mine! I've been down in the low, I've been taking my time, I feel like I'm losing my mind! I feel like my life is not mine! - I finally wanna alive! I finally wanna be alive! I don't wanna die! I don't wanna die!" Gumball knocked on the door, Nicole looked down at him and the rest of his family behind her, They were worried and upset at the same time, But Nicole noticed the fish in the fishbowl in his hands, Nicole eyes verge in tears and Anais ran to Gumball and hugged her big brother tightly, Crying softly as Richard smiled with concern and placed his arms around Nicole, And Gumball afterwards enter the household with Anais holding his arm.
"Pain Don't hurt the same I know, I've been on travel this long, But I'm gonna move forward till my legs give out, and I see my tears melting the snow, But I don't wanna cry! I don't wanna cry anymore! I wanna feel alive, I don't even wanna die anymore! I Don't wanna- I don't wanna- I don't wanna die anymore." The figure was gone and the water bottle that it hold was now sitting on the beach, facing the night skies and stars sparkling, Water already filled inside it.
Darwin woke up and heard Gumball shifting in his sleep, Mumbling and crying softly, He carefully removed himself from his fish bowl and looked over to his Brother, He was concerned and laid down beside him and held him close, Gumball stopped mumbling and only sniff and eventually slept peacefully. "There There, I won't let you down bro." Darwin smiled and shut his eyes and continue to hold him.
The End.