Chapter One

Sonny and Jason are standing in the lobby waiting for Faith to be wheeled in. Once she was wheeled in, Tony came running out of trauma to check on Faith. "So let me guess you guys shot." Tony said in a sarcastic voice.

"Look when you get done with her I want to talk to her."

Tony walked off not paying any attention to Sonny comment. Right after Faith was wheeled down to trauma, Carly came running in tears. Sonny felt his heart drop to his knees. Jason had the same feeling when he saw that the stecher come in hospital and there was a blonde head that was lying there.

Jason ran over to see who it was. When he saw the pale lifeless woman lying there, he felt tears stinging the back of his eyes. She looked like a ghost.

"What happened?" Sonny asked Carly. He to now was close to tears.

"Michael..He got a new hockey stick and I guess he wanted to try it out, me and Courtney told him to stay by the shore...but I guess he wanted to pretend that he was skating..then she heard the ice crack.I had went to get hot chocolate for us..But then I heard her scream my name. I ran back over. When I got there..I saw her on the ice trying to get Michael over to the shore then when I got Michael...I heard they Ice crack again..I told her to stay still and wait for me to get her..hand...oh god Sonny...I wasn't fast enough. Leticia and me pulled her out but she was..Was unconscious. I gave her CPR but I couldn't get her to open her eyes.....Oh sonny I'm so sorry. So sorry." Carly choked and sobbed out.

"Someone get a Damn doctor." Jason shouted. He already had tear flowing down his cheeks.

Monica came up and started to check her. "Get her into Trauma three." Monica went up to Jason and hugged him. She knew that Jason and Courtney were in love and was happy for them. He didn't know what to do but she just continued to rub his back. When she pulled back and looked into his eyes "She's going to be okay." Was all she said before she ran to the room where she was being worked on.

Sonny moved over to Jason was. "SEE THIS IS WHAT I TOLD YOU DAMMIT. I TOLD YOU SHE WOULD GET HURT IF YOU WERE NEAR HER." Sonny shouted.

"DAMMIT SONNY THIS WAS NOT DONE ANYWHERE NEAR ME OR BECAUSE SOMEONE WANTED TO KILL ME. DON'T YOU GET SONNY SHE CAN GET HURT NOT BECAUSE SHE IS WITH ME BUT BECAUSE STUFF HAPPENS. WHEN WILL YOU GET THROUGH YOUR THICK SKULL."

"Both of you do you think this helping her any. My god she could be dying and all you to care is about whom she was with and why she got her. Dammit both of you. I have few or none lady friends but the one I found and she likes me for me could die. Sonny you talk about Jason being selfish, you are the who is being selfish." Sonny went to say something. "Sonny keep your mouth shut and you Jason should no better then to argue with him at a time like this. The love of your life is lying there fighting for your life and all you can do is fight with Sonny." With that, Carly stalked off trying to find a doctor who could give her a report on Courtney.

"You know she was right, as much as I hate to say that it is true." Jason said with a sigh.

"Yeah I know, I'm sorry. Jason I just want her to be safe and with you I feel that she's not going to be safe."

"But sonny this should show you that she could get hurt without being with me too."

"It does and if.when Courtney makes it though this I will give you both my blessing."

"Thank you sonny that means a lot to me and I'm sure it will to her." Jason said with a weak smile. "I am going to go see if I can find someone to give me a report. Jason went to go walk off but he saw Carly looking around also. He went up to her. "Did you find anything yet."

"All I know is that they are working on her and that they will report to us when they know what is going on. Let's go sit down. I know you must want to."

Jason only nodded his. He throat was too tight to talk. They went over to Sonny was and sat down. Carly on Sonny's lap. "I want you to calm this can't be good for the baby." Sonny said.

"Okay." Was all Carly said she put her head on his shoulder and began to cry again.

Jason laid his head back on to the cushion and let the tears he was holding back fall. 'Damn I should have been there, I could have went and got Michael.' Jason thought to himself. He saw Monica come out of the OR and she had a sad look on her face. He felt his heart somewhere in his stomach.

"I'm sorry Jason.."

A/N: Okay tell me if it was any good and should I continue with it. Please review. I love you all, Ashley.