I don't own CB chars. This is about Faye's "love" for Spike. I personal
think that Faye would never in a million years think that Spike was b/f
material, but after reading soooooo many Spike/ Faye stories, I thought,
why not give it a try. So here is my first Faye/Spike fic. Please R&R.
Say whatever, but please don't go breaking my heart.
She was walking away from the bar she was just at moments ago. She always went there to get things on her mind, off her mind, but tonight it didn't seem to work. She walked out into the freezing wind of winter on Mars. Silent tears were slowly starting to form in her jaded eyes. She missed Spike a lot. She would never say she love him to anyone or yet alone let them hear her say those words. She knew that Spike loved Julia, but she couldn't bring herself to believe it. "Or maybe you just didn't want to believe it." She thought to herself.
She wish that she could get Spike off of her mind or go back into time and erase ever meeting him. True, at first she disliked his taste in living, style, women, and everything else right down to his hair. But after being around him for so long and on so many hunts, she just came around to liking him. Then after she liked him, that "like" for him turn into love. She was madly crazy for him. Everything about him, even his two different color eyes, the way he always brush her off, and the way his stupid green hair was very comb out and stuck out in every direction. That was all she thought about after he left to go fight his long used to be best friend and save the girl of his dreams.
She was being weak and she didn't like that. She wanted to be the tough Faye that she always thought she was, and totally forget about Spike. "In a way, he did forget about me and the rest of the crew. Right? Well..." She was completely going insane without knowing if he was alive or not. She was losing sleep over it and she looked the part too. In fact she and Jet knew that she looked like shit, but she didn't care. All she wanted to know was if Spike was all right and was coming back.
"Oh fuck it Faye! You know that Spike doesn't love or probably doesn't even give a damn about you, so stop thinking about him!"
I know that, but.... maybe just maybe....
"Oh stop it Faye! He is dead and is never coming back! You have to move on with your life."
Oh Spike......how could you. She walked alone along the street back to the bebop. She wiped her tears of love for Spike away from her eyes and enters the bebop. "Things will just never be the same now. I wish you would come back and say anything to me, but just don't break my heart again Spike." She turn on the TV to see what knew bounty she could go get, and maybe, just maybe, get her mind off of Spike.
Say whatever, but please don't go breaking my heart.
She was walking away from the bar she was just at moments ago. She always went there to get things on her mind, off her mind, but tonight it didn't seem to work. She walked out into the freezing wind of winter on Mars. Silent tears were slowly starting to form in her jaded eyes. She missed Spike a lot. She would never say she love him to anyone or yet alone let them hear her say those words. She knew that Spike loved Julia, but she couldn't bring herself to believe it. "Or maybe you just didn't want to believe it." She thought to herself.
She wish that she could get Spike off of her mind or go back into time and erase ever meeting him. True, at first she disliked his taste in living, style, women, and everything else right down to his hair. But after being around him for so long and on so many hunts, she just came around to liking him. Then after she liked him, that "like" for him turn into love. She was madly crazy for him. Everything about him, even his two different color eyes, the way he always brush her off, and the way his stupid green hair was very comb out and stuck out in every direction. That was all she thought about after he left to go fight his long used to be best friend and save the girl of his dreams.
She was being weak and she didn't like that. She wanted to be the tough Faye that she always thought she was, and totally forget about Spike. "In a way, he did forget about me and the rest of the crew. Right? Well..." She was completely going insane without knowing if he was alive or not. She was losing sleep over it and she looked the part too. In fact she and Jet knew that she looked like shit, but she didn't care. All she wanted to know was if Spike was all right and was coming back.
"Oh fuck it Faye! You know that Spike doesn't love or probably doesn't even give a damn about you, so stop thinking about him!"
I know that, but.... maybe just maybe....
"Oh stop it Faye! He is dead and is never coming back! You have to move on with your life."
Oh Spike......how could you. She walked alone along the street back to the bebop. She wiped her tears of love for Spike away from her eyes and enters the bebop. "Things will just never be the same now. I wish you would come back and say anything to me, but just don't break my heart again Spike." She turn on the TV to see what knew bounty she could go get, and maybe, just maybe, get her mind off of Spike.