A/N: Hi everybody this is my first story. It is called What hurts the most. If you can think of a better title tell me about it. I am open to all suggestions. This is my first fan fic so don't judge to quickly. If you have any questions please feel free to ask. It starts out rather slowly but it will get better.

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters as much as I would like to they are Stephenie Meyers. :D

Chapter 1- The Arrival

A.P.O.V

The lights turn down to create an eerie feel around the room, a deep male voice spoke over the intercom, "And here she is… The one you've all been waiting for…" A drum roll begins and the intercom voices "…B!" The crowd applauses and cheers as a pale, beautiful female comes into the clubs view. A vampire.

Ugh there it is, that vision again, the only vision that I am seeing. And the annoying thing is I have absolutely no idea what it means. All I know is that if my family and I don't meet this vampire my visions are going to stay blocked. UGH, UGH, UGH! So ANNOYING!

But this isn't the only thing that has got me upset. Today is the 50th anniversary of the last time I saw her on her 18th birthday before she died. And to add to my already depressed state, today 20 years ago exactly Edward comes home after 30 years of no phone calls, no seeing him, no anything with this new girlfriend he has. Serene. Esme and Carlsile were ecstatic for him but the rest of us saw right through Serene to the whining baby she was and is.

She is the complete opposite of Bel-flinch-la and if we get rid of Serene, Edward leaves too. As we have already tried to get rid of her 15 years ago and I saw a vision that is still as clear as it was then.

Flashback

"Serene we as a family have decided that we don't want…" I began.

"NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! If you get rid of her I am leaving as well" Edward states, yelling at all of us.

5 minutes later…

"Please Edward. Don't leave." Esme begs.

"No. I cannot anymore. If they" he points at all of us and sneers, "cannot face the fact that Serene is my life now then I am going and am not coming back!" He yells.

Esme starts sobbing and Edward speaks a little softer, "I am sorry, but all of you have got to stop living in the past. Bella," we all gasped it hurt us to say her name and it wasn't our fault she was dead. "is gone. Dead. Not coming back. Serene is now my new present, past and future." He continued.

I looked at the doorway and saw Serene smirking like anything. I was about to jump and pull her pretty little head off her face when Edward growled and left. Serene gave us another smirk and left with him. Esme and Carlsiles bodies racked with sobs. The rest of us all stood stunned.

End of flashback

Why oh why did Edward ever leave Bella. He was so stupid, I was so stupid. If I didn't listen to Edward then Bella wouldn't be dead but would be an immortal beauty. I can't believe that I missed the one vision that would change our lives forever. Bella dying. It ruined all our god forsaken lives.

When I found out that Bella was mauled by this bear that everybody was seeing I stayed long enough to view the funeral. It was a closed casket as there was no body. I was so distraught I could not even comfort Charlie. If I could cry I would have been soaked in tears like Charlie, Renee and Jacob. I never found out why Jacob was crying. Maybe they became friends. I hope so. It would have been nice for her to have new friends. He did stink though. Ugh horrible. I had never smelled anything like it in my whole life.

Sigh, Jasper looked at me curiously. I just shook my head. He must have felt my self hate, guilt and pain because I felt a sweeping sensation of calm take over. I welcomed it to my distraught emotions. Anything to keep them in check and help Jazz, he was suffering more than anyone.

I felt the plane tilt slightly downwards. Good it means we're nearly there to celebrate Edward and Serenes' 20th anniversary. We were going to celebrate it in Hawaii. None of us had ever been there before and I had a forecast of a couple of months of overcast weather. Strange as the weather may seem it was true. So I took advantage of that fact and dragged us all along to Hawaii.

We were staying at 'Swan Rivers Resort' and ever since we made that decision I have been seeing the same vision as before. Our vampire girl. Oh well I hear that Hawaii has some very exotic clothing. Maybe I'll have a shopping trip or two.

I hate being blind. Seeing the future was a good distraction to all these thoughts. So was Jasper and his… No stop it Alice on a plane where people can see you. Jazz must of felt the sudden lust in my emotions because he raised an eyebrow. I just gave him a brief smile and a peck on the lips. I decided to listen in on the conversations going on about on the plane. That will distract me.

"No Mum I am on a plane to Hawaii," said a man on a phone around 26. Boring.

"The new Mercedes has turbo boost…" Boring I don't speak car and driver. Not since Bella died.

"Do you think we will see her?" Asked a 19 year old male human. I might as well listen to them. God was I this desperate?

"Yeah apparently she owns the whole resort," replied back his friend.

"Wow," he sighed happily, "Young, beautiful and loaded."

"Yeah, I know" His friend said.

"Do you think I should ask the receptionist for her?"

I was about to stop paying attention when what the next male said caught my attention.

"Yeah, the people at Swan Rivers are the best. They will tell you." So the owner of Swan Rivers Resort was female, young and beautiful. Interesting. Perhaps our vampire girl.

"Tell me what she looks like again?" asked the first male.

This will definetly tell me if this is the vampire.

"Well light brown hair down to her waist, really straight. She has a pale white skin tone with a sort of a sparkle. Inner glow maybe? And beautiful topaz eyes." The owner was our vampire and she was a vegetarian. That's good, in the vision I could not tell what colour her eyes were.

I was too distracted with this latest development to notice the bump that declared us back to land. It wasn't to Jazz brought me back to reality that I notice almost everybody was off the plane.

"Alice? Ali? Honey?" he asked.

"Yeah Jazz?" I asked slightly dazed.

"We're here" He said sounding slightly scared. I usually was first off.

"Oh I am sorry Jazz. It's just that this vision is driving me crazy," I explained. I did not want to look crazy in front of my husband. That was just plain embarrassing.

"The same one?" he asked nervously and started going into a crouch. Always protective.

"Yeah the vampire girl, except now I know that she is a vegetarian."

"Oh alright that okay then I guess and I mean it is only the one vampire. We are 8 and she is 1," he said more to himself that to anyone else. He straightened out of his crouch."

We hopped into the limo that was picking us up to take us to our resort. Yah almost there.

20minutes later with Rosalie driving fast even for us vampires we got there. The place was beautiful. It was an ocean blue colour and funny enough over looking the ocean. The door was made out of bamboo and most of the windows were as well. It gave the resort a tropical view.

While I was taking in my surroundings everybody else was listening intently to a conversation. A conversation that involved our vampire girl…